Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Right Here by Staind


I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting

To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting

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My Black Dahlia by Hollywood Undead


I loved you
You made me
Hate me
You gave me
Hate see
It saved me
And these tears are deadly
You feel that?
I ripped back
Every time you tried to steal that
You feel bad?
You feel sad?
Im sorry, hell no, fuck that!
It was my heart
It was my life
It was my start
It was your night
This strife, it dies
This life and these lies
These lungs have sung
This song for too long
And its true, I hurt to remember
I love you.

And I lost it all, fell today, it's all the same
I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry, I'm sorry, no. no.
And I've been abused, I feel so used
because of you
I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry, I'm sorry,no. no.

I wish I could have quit you
I wish i never missed you
And told you that i loved you every time I fucked you
The future that we both drew
And all the shit we've been threw
Obsessed with the thought of you
The pain just grew and grew.
How could you do this to me?
Look at what I made for you
It never was enough, and the world is what I gave to you
I used to be love struck
And now I'm just fucked up
Pulling my sleeve and see the pattern of my cuts.

And I lost it all, fell today, it's all the same
I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry, I'm sorry, no. no.
And I've been abused, I feel so used
because of you
I'm sorry, oh sorry, I'm sorry ,no. no.

Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest
And your tears are dried up now
You just lay without a sound
Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest
And my fears are over now,
I can leave with my head down.

And I lost it all, fell today, it's all the same
I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry, I'm sorry, no. no.
And I've been abused, I feel so used
because of you
I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry, I'm sorry ,no. no.

Sorry(6x) I'm sorry, no.

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Friday, June 1, 2007

   A Poem
Ragdoll

Ragdoll silently cries out in pain
As her love screams another's name.
Ragdoll puts on her clothes
Her feelings go unnoticed, undisclosed

Ragdoll begs for love
Desperate, will do anything
Ragdoll is never good enough.
Used, thrown away, unseen

Ragdoll is broken
With no where to call home
Ragdoll is abandoned
Friendless, disfigured, alone.

Ragdoll is tired
Fed up with life
Ragdoll gives up
No longer can fight

Ragdoll hides
Living behind a secret mask
Ragdoll comes out
Life is a mess.

Ragdoll is the lost girl
When her strong persona subsides
Ragdoll is who she truly is
But now can no longer hide.



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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

   Basically
I haven't posted because I haven't had the urge to draw or do anything else. I'm really emotional right now.

I'm Graduating
I'm valedictorian
I got into Eastern and the Honors College
I'm doing okay at my job

Too bad I feel like I'm defective.

I don't know... I'm just sad and I wish it would go away.
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