Wednesday, March 9, 2005

   okay... quiz mood!!!
I feel like doing lotsa quizes now!!!! muhhahahaha!!!

Your Fullmetal Alchemist icon? by crimsonatmosk
Your name:
Birthdate:
Age:
Sex:
Your Fullmetal Alchemist icon:
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You like the sweet, shy type.


What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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Your anime boyfriend by Duosgirlfriend
Name/nickname
Age
Is Elvis still alive?	Indeed.Maybe.NO! YOU FREAK!STOP PLAYING WITH MY EMOTIONS!!!!!How the hell should I know?!Sure... Why not.
Your boyfriend
How you meet	He was in an epic battle to save your life. Odd way of meeting, but hey.
What he loves about you	Your beauty, inside and out.
His first words to you were...	"Wow, your beautiful."
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you as an anime girl (with pics) by ayane isozaki
name
date of birth
you
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u as a anime girl #2 by ayane isozaki
name or anime name
favorite color
age
you
your sister/brother
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muhahaha, bro needs the phone, so I gatta get off-line **chibi tears**
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   Up, down, up, down, and now back up again!!!
The last few days have been like, this EXTREME emotional rollercoaster for me!! Well, I went to Quiz Bowl with muah boyfriend and got so frusterated because I felt so stupid... so pathetic and small. like, I've got good grades. But just because I'm in Pre-Algebra. But there were Trigonometry questions, and just the sorta things that left me bawling in my room.

So then me and mom flamed up, HUGE fights for the last week. I mean, YELLING fights where your thoat hurts. But that isn't helping any.

But I talked things out with him, and now I'm able to smile again. I'm the luckiest girl alive. I love him so much!

On another note... I've been reading Marmalade Boy... GOOD MANGA!!!!!!! I can relate with Miki so well! So... yeah. I get to borrow the last three books tomorrow.

So yeah, uhm, I might post a few poems I've written here if you guys want me to. So, reply and LEMME KNOW!!!!!!!

Well, g'night!

Here's a quiz on my way out!
Bye, love yall! Especially you, Ian! ** :-* **


Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful,
kind-hearted and pure. You are so sweet your
almost angelic, you find joy in others
happiness and cannot stand to see anyone in
pain. You want to make everyone around you feel
good about themselves and if someone is upset
you can tend to become rather upset as well
which means you are sympathetic and raise
others above yourself. Being as kind and
good-natured as you are people have most likely
hurt you in the past but you pick yourself up
every time. You may look fragile but you are
stronger than most tend to see. Life is
beautiful no matter how you look at it and you
understand that people make mistakes, not
everyone is perfect. You try to see the good in
the bad which is a talent few posses, dont ever
let anyone change you. You truly have a
beautiful soul inside and a heart of gold.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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Saturday, March 5, 2005

   Simple Plan "Me Against the World" seems to fit nicely...
Yeah, lately the song "Me Against the World" and "Jump" seem to be fitting nicely...

Like, I spent the night at my friends house last night and I had a CRUDDY TIME!!!!! She had this trundle bed thing, it was so uber old, and I felt every spring, every rod, the floor, everything! The "mattress" was quite litteraly, an inch thick. (I know, I measured!) And I didn't get a pillow, so I had to fold up a blanket, so now my neck is SOOOOOOOO sore.

And then the next day, (today) she was on the phone with this girl for an hour or two. So.... I think that's enough to put ANYONE in a crappy mood!!!!!

And then, I get home and mom was all "Were going to dinner at the Clingermans!" Now, I used to LOVE going to eat dinner there, for the first two times, but now I feel REALLY out-of-place. They're a family of 11, and their either too young, too old, or their my age, and I don't talk to them because their arrogant little jerks.

We were there for about 6 hrs. My brother (who I'm despratly trying to have a relationship with) was talking everyone (even the ppl MY age-ish!!!!!) Like, telling them about the different collages, telling them about his connections, and even offering to try and get them dates!!!!!

So, I went outside and started crying. I wanted to call my boyfriend sooo bad. But I couldn't, and then I planned on calling him when I got home, but it's too late now (it's 10pm, I don't wanna get him in trouble). So... yeah.

But I've been having some really crappy days lately. I mean, the other day, I was running throught the house like crazy looking for my make-up!!!

Background -> (muah bf convinced me that I'm pretty enough without it. So, I've stopped. It felt great, I had never been very thrilled with myself, but to have the only person who really counts say your beautiful... it's amazing. So, I hid my make-up... just in case. But I've really been lacking confidence lately... but I couldn't find any make-up... so I was really sad and self-concoius)

Well, yesterday, me and 10 other people went over to a friends house. We set up a gamers club, we were playing Halo 2 and Super Smash Brothers Meele for 7 hrs. It was great. I had so much fun. I can't wait till the next meet.

But... I think I'm done venting, crying, and just plain being upset for the night. My comp won't let me get onto any sites, so I can't lose myself in a FF or whatever. I'm not reading any books lately, I don't have my sketchbook at home, so I can't draw... crap. All my means of feeling better...

But I'll proably go play Wind Waker (I'm borrowing it from a friend from gamers) So yeah.

I'll talk to ya whenever I feel so cruddy that I have to vent!!!

Kawaii34Girl
...because 3/4 r cute.
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

**points** KAWAII!!!!!
This is an adorable quiz!!!!!


Your inner soul is content with the way it is. In
general you are a very sweet, caring person!
You love to kick back and hang out with your
friends, but you also enjoy time by yourself to
read a book and catch up on your studies. You
love the wildlife and you can always seem to
make the day better. Your boyfriend is the luckiest
man in the world because people like you are
rare to come across. You love life but always
still have your head in reality.


What Is Your Inner Soul Trying To Say? (With Pics, See All Results!)
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   I'm baaa-ack
okay everyone!!! I'm REALLY sorry for a MAJOR lack of up-dates... but hey! Life's been so amazing so far... I can't really believe that this is reallt MY life. Ya know what I mean? Everything was so lonely before... but everythings been setteling down, and I feel like I belong.

I have teh best boyfriend ever, and more friends then any girl could ever ask for! I feel so... at peace, so safe... I can't really describe this feeling. Not fully.

Well, I've been reading some Marmalade Boy and I've finished the Love Hina series, I was really sad to have it end. I just got this really empty feeling inside.

I got book 7 of fruba, and have gotten MANY of my friends into the series. It's very exciting. Well, I'll be trying to up-date more frequently!!!

AISHITEIMASU!!!!!

Kawaii34Girl
...because 3/4 r cute.
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Friday, January 21, 2005

Quiz Results!!!
I think that this is an ADORABLE quiz!!!!!


J:

Your Beauty lies
in Dreams. Day-dreamer, creative and forever lost
in thoughts. You're a
dreamer, wanting more in your life than you have
now. Though you a lot of your
dreams never seem to leave your own mind. You've
created your own little world
inside that head of yours and you're most beautiful
when your mind is in
the clouds with sparkles in your eyes. You'd rather
be asleep than awake and
people find it hard to have long conversations with
you as you mind often
wanders and you aren't a big fan of reality. You
are long and almost child-like
probably with a great love for Fantasy or Science
Fiction. You're very creative
and most likely love to write wonderful stories or
draw and even sing, anything
creative that you can use that vast imagination of
yours. You're a bit of a
puzzle to people love to wonder as to what is going
in your mind.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:
Water, Wind Animal: Eagle Color:
Purples, Blues,
Pinks, Misty Colors Song: Imaginary by
Evanescence Expression: Blank Stare

Gemstone:
Rose Quartz Mythological Creature: Unicorn,
Fairy Planet: Saturn Hair Color:
Strawberry
Blonde Eye Color: Violet

Quote:
"I lie inside myself for hours and watch my
purple skies fly over me."

Where Does Your Beauty Lie? ..::Original Pictures Are Back! Detailed Results::..
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awesome, ttyl!

(By the way... I got everyone else at my house sick, lol!)
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   Sick
Snow Camp was a BLAST! I had such a fun time! The problem was that our buss had small holes on the bottem so we didn't get any heat back there, we just got "air conditioning". So all of us in the back were numb from the knee down.

So after the 5 hour buss ride in the FREEZING buss, we finaly got to snow camp. We had about 1 inch of snow, if even that much. So my youth group was kinda dissapointed. Since our youth group was sooo small, we got the NICE rooms. They were mini-apartments! And I'm not exaggerating! Kitchen, dining room, living room, bedroom, bathroom, big closets, and apliances. (stove, oven etc...)

So the 5 girls drove into town and went to a Meijer and bought a buncha pop and chips and cookies n' such. It really boosted our spirits. We all bought slippers too so we wouldn't track "snow" in. Mine were 10$, 50% off, and then on sale again. So I paid 1.20$ for them (AWESOME!!!)

That night we split up into groups and built sleds... out of cardboard. lol, we had a ball, I was picked as one of the two riders.

We had a lot of fun, and at night, the girls played BS, our edition. (u lie, u tell the truth to any question the person who caught u asked)

But that night we played "Peel the Union", and we didn't get to bed till, like 2 am. And then we woke up at 6 am. TALK ABOUT BEING TIRED! I also woke up with a tickle in my throat. So... that wasn't a very comforting feeling.

So this day, I got to go sledding. Luckily, it snowed. But unfortunatly... it was only like, 2 inches. But we went sledding anyway. We came in last place, lol. But it was awesome.

That night, at dinner, I got this horrible case of the chills, and my throat REALLY started messing around with me. I felt sooooo bad...

But none-the-less, that night all of the girls went over to the guys "apartment" (we were right next door) and played Kings Corner and BS. And this is where the chils REALLY kicked in. I had 2 t-shirts, a sweater, 2 hoodies, a coat, jeans, sweat pants, 2 blankets... and I was STILL shivering. Everyone else had jeans and a t-shirt and started asking to turn the heat down.

PK (nick-name for our youth paster) got my some medicine, and it really helped my chills. So we kept playing cards, and then we went back to our "apartment" at about 1ish.

We were all getting ready for bed... but I started getting echy again. Well, I ignored it. But after everyone was asleep, I got the chills again. And I couldn't wake anyone up... so I was just FREEZING the entire night, I didn't get a drop of sleep.

So the next morning... my throat hurt SOOOOOOOOOO bad!!!!! I was crying it hurt so bad. (and crying only made it feel worse!!!!! And the lack of sleep didn't help...) but my throat felt a *little* better after some watermelon, but it started hurting again.

That day DRAGGED ON! But finaly, we loaded up our buss and started heading home. I tried to sleep, but it only worked about 1/2 the time. I felt so crappy I just wanted to curl up and die, I felt so bad!

5 hours later... we FINALY got home. I still felt really junky, and I couldn't go to the doctor till later on... THE NEXT DAY! So basicly... the doctar said that I got an upper respritory infection AND Bronchitus. (sp!)

It is several days later... and I'm still feeling sick. O_O

But I've been under a lot of emotional stress in the last 2 days... and I am just really... UGH!!!!!

Kawaii34Girl
...because 3/4 r cute.
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Friday, January 14, 2005

   I'm gunna freeze my butt off...
It's cold.

I mean... it's REALLY cold...

I'm an iceacle...

It is SOOOOOO cold where I am!

And I'm going to Snow Camp with my youth group tomorrow... I'm gunna freeze my butt off... and my old church is going, and Poki-chan can't come... this stinks!

But annnnnnyway, today I met my Shishou! He's awesome. He's also a black belt! I started my first day of traning for my yellow belt. We get these REALLY neat Rattan sticks.

We have to tape them up so that they'll last longer. Most of the Rattan sticks I've seen are covered with multi-colored hockey tape. (Some make handles, others do a solid color, others multi-colored, others striped like a candy cane, etc...)

I have a cute idea for mine ^^ I'll cover it with the tape, and then put anime screen grabs all over it!!!!! On the ends, we have to put our name. So I put my name in Japanese on the butt. (The bottem of it)

I'm also taking some other classes like swimming lessons (I *still* can't swim...),racquetball (EXTREMLY tiring!!!!!), karate, art advanced and drawing ^^ Well yeah, that's about it.

So yeah, I'm not gunna be able to up-date for the next few days.... I'll be too busy freezing my butt off -_-*

Kawaii34Girl
...because 3/4 r cute.
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Saturday, January 8, 2005

   Awesome
Today was an awesome day. Last night I spent the night at Poki-chans house, we had a royal ball. we also started a career being a manga-ka! But anyway, This morning we got up and then I got home and some of my friends picked me up and we went shopping. My friends boyfriend is the funnest guy to go shopping with. We were looking at shirts and he was like "That's cut-ool." And then we all laughed and I was all "You were gunna say cute, weren't you?" And then he was like "yeah...." It was SOOOOOO funny!

I got 2 memory cards formy gamecube. (I couldn't play Harvest Moon because I didn't have a memory card **chibi waterfall tears**) And I got some really cute underwear, this shirt that says "Kiss Me, I'm Burnette" and I also got a candle that smells like laundry detergent ^_^

So yeah, I've been feeling a lot better thanks to the help of some of my friends, LOVE YA!

So I'm gunna go play Harvest Moon ^_^

ttyl,

Kawaii34Girl
...because 3/4 r cute.
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Thursday, January 6, 2005

   This sux...
Okay, I know I haven't added any posts lately, it's just that I've been trying to add html to my site. Well, that and the fact that I just felt too confused to write anything...

Something really good was happening... but now I've lost that, and even more. If you know anything about me (personally), u know that the single most thing you can say to me that will crush me to pieces is to call me annoying. (Childhood memories don't associate well with the word annoying.)

And now I realise what my crush and several other of my 'friends' really think about me. Annoying... everytime I even think about that word... I just start crying again. Man... this stinks...

I thought I finaly found somewhere where I could be happy, somewhere where people accept me the way I am. But... it's the same. They act like they're my friends and everything, but in reality... I'm just a nusince to them... just like before.

Man, this REALLY sux.....
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