Saturday, March 5, 2005

   Simple Plan "Me Against the World" seems to fit nicely...
Yeah, lately the song "Me Against the World" and "Jump" seem to be fitting nicely...

Like, I spent the night at my friends house last night and I had a CRUDDY TIME!!!!! She had this trundle bed thing, it was so uber old, and I felt every spring, every rod, the floor, everything! The "mattress" was quite litteraly, an inch thick. (I know, I measured!) And I didn't get a pillow, so I had to fold up a blanket, so now my neck is SOOOOOOOO sore.

And then the next day, (today) she was on the phone with this girl for an hour or two. So.... I think that's enough to put ANYONE in a crappy mood!!!!!

And then, I get home and mom was all "Were going to dinner at the Clingermans!" Now, I used to LOVE going to eat dinner there, for the first two times, but now I feel REALLY out-of-place. They're a family of 11, and their either too young, too old, or their my age, and I don't talk to them because their arrogant little jerks.

We were there for about 6 hrs. My brother (who I'm despratly trying to have a relationship with) was talking everyone (even the ppl MY age-ish!!!!!) Like, telling them about the different collages, telling them about his connections, and even offering to try and get them dates!!!!!

So, I went outside and started crying. I wanted to call my boyfriend sooo bad. But I couldn't, and then I planned on calling him when I got home, but it's too late now (it's 10pm, I don't wanna get him in trouble). So... yeah.

But I've been having some really crappy days lately. I mean, the other day, I was running throught the house like crazy looking for my make-up!!!

Background -> (muah bf convinced me that I'm pretty enough without it. So, I've stopped. It felt great, I had never been very thrilled with myself, but to have the only person who really counts say your beautiful... it's amazing. So, I hid my make-up... just in case. But I've really been lacking confidence lately... but I couldn't find any make-up... so I was really sad and self-concoius)

Well, yesterday, me and 10 other people went over to a friends house. We set up a gamers club, we were playing Halo 2 and Super Smash Brothers Meele for 7 hrs. It was great. I had so much fun. I can't wait till the next meet.

But... I think I'm done venting, crying, and just plain being upset for the night. My comp won't let me get onto any sites, so I can't lose myself in a FF or whatever. I'm not reading any books lately, I don't have my sketchbook at home, so I can't draw... crap. All my means of feeling better...

But I'll proably go play Wind Waker (I'm borrowing it from a friend from gamers) So yeah.

I'll talk to ya whenever I feel so cruddy that I have to vent!!!

Kawaii34Girl
...because 3/4 r cute.
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