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Wednesday, March 23, 2005


   **content sigh** FINALY back to normal...
Okay, the old feelings are out of the way. I broke up with my boyfriend on Monday. I wasn't very happy in the relationship and all that jazz. (Jazz is awesome, by the way!)

And the new emotions have fully blosemed. I've become increadible happy lately, and get this... uber giddy.

It's so funny, yesterday I went and watched a movie over at his house yesterday and it was awesome!!! He can detect my emotions so well, he knows exactly what to say to comfort me, and I'm still in complete shock that he likes ME!

ME, of all the girls at my school. He could have gotten any of them, but he chose me! Okay, I'm trying to stop smiling... but it just ain't working... And here is the quote that has been the story of my life lately...

"I'm really happy right now. So I'm afraid that my happieness is going to end someday. I can never be 100% comfortable, I'm always 110% worried."
-Miki (Marmalade Boy)

Yes, I even put it on the back of my planner for school. That and when she's hugging her pillow and saying. "I wonder if I was really just a pain. Was I annoying?" as well as 'Grrr! Now you're treating ME like a child.' and I'll have more on the back once they become relevant to my life.

I wanna see Phantom of the Opera uber bad! It sounds so cute! My friend burned me the soundtrack and I like the song "Learn to be Lonely" (It's been on repeat for about the last hour or so) and I also like track number 5 which is the theme for TPOTO.

Ah, life is so sweet. Since I came back to school, I keep thinking 'Life is so perfect, I pray nothing ever changes...' but then something happens, and things get even more wonderfull and I think the same thing 'Please, don't let anything change...' and then something amazing happens. So thus the reason why I'm afraid of life changing.

In elemantry and Jr. High I'd be crying almost every day... and now I have everything I could have ever wished for. I'm growing more and more confortable with myself, I have such a strong group of friends, I can rely on them and I know that they care for me. I have somone who I don't deserve, but loves me anyway and acts like he's the lucky one, my mom is begenning to give me more room, and we've become closer by it, I can't complain about a single thing right now. I love my life, I'm the luckiest girl alive.

Kawaii34Girl
...because 3/4 r cute.

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