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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-09-18
Gender
• Female
Location
• USA
Member Since
• 2004-12-17
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Katie

Personal

Anime Fan Since
• It started in the summer of '05 when I got REALLY into it. But I would wake up early when I was younger to watch Sailor Moon. I will kill the people who took it off-air...
Favorite Anime
• Fruits Basket, Naruto, Chobits, Marmalade Boy, Love Hina and I wanna start a new series REALLY BAD!!!!!
Goals
• To grow up, marry the man God has chosen for me and start a family.
Hobbies
• Drama, drawing pics, writing poems and FanFiction, G.A.M.E.R.S. and trying to sort through my emotions. (Trust me... it's a full-time job!!!)
Talents
• ummmmm..... I feel accomplished if I don't cry for over a week?

myOtaku.com: Kawaii34Girl

Wednesday, June 1, 2005

A Depressing Day...
Okay, so today was the Seniors last day at my school. 4 of my closest friends, and most of the people in the group that I hang out with are seniors. Example: at my lunch table, there are 11 seniors, 2 sophmore and me... a freshman. It was a REALLY melonchaly and nostalgic day. (Did I spell those right?) It's like, I was moving and walking and crying... but it was more like me looking from my viewpoint as if it were someone elses. Like... I wasn't even there, even though I was. Really weird, undescribible feelings!!!!

So... this really sucks.... But hey, my friend bet that I would start crying 6 times today. BUT! I only cried 4x!!! (I held it in a few times)

So... yeah, the ride home was kinda sad (my best friend - senior) I know that I'll be pretty much fine in a few days... but right now, it's just a lot for me to swallow. I'm sure I sound really pathetic.. but I'm also pms'ing HARD CORE! So lemme alone....

Plus the fact that I finaly realized what's been bothering me for the last 2 weeks or so. I lost sight of what I wanted for my life. I mean, I don't really know what I want, who I want to be with, what I want to do, how I'm going to get there, heck... I don't even know what I'm wearing to school tomorrow!!!

Augh... tomorrow is going to be a rough day at school. It's going to feel so empty without all of them there. Smiling and waving between classes, talking durring lunch, or just the vibe... or enviorment they create when you're around them.

So yes, I'm finaly done venting. I'm sorry, I must sound REALLY pathetic right now. I know that I'll move on and make friends with the new freshman, I know that I'll be fine in a few days, and I know that I'm just blowing up an issue into more then it needs to be.... but please.... BEAR WITH ME!!!!!

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