Sunday, June 12, 2005

   Howdy 'yall!
Greetings from North Carolina!

Yup.. that's where I am right now! The only reason why I'm on the computer, is because I'm spending the night @ my cousins apartment... and she doesn't really mind ^^

But yeah... she's going to get me lots of anime... so that makes me happy! She's going to get me the entire series of: Fruits Basket, Full Metal Alchemist, probably DN Angel, maybe Chobits, Bleach, and two more that I forgot the name of. Yes... Katie is VERY happy.....

So my friend had a Turbo Cranium party at his house the other day... it was really awesome. We watched some more Cowboy Bebop... it was fun. But now I REALLY wanna see the last 3 Dvd's...

So today.. everyone @ Grandma's house was really stressed, and almost everyone cried today. So... much.... fighting....

We were all busy getting ready for our first ever family reunion. A lot of people are making jokes about how bad all of the fighting is going to be. Others joke about which rocks to go hide under 'till it's all over with.

It doesn't really feel like I've left Michigan yet. It's like nothing at all has sunk in since June 1st. Everything's just been slowly passing me by in my life. Perhaps I haven't gotten enough sleep.... maybe my mind hasn't had enough time to take everything all in and burn it in my memory... who knows?

For those of you who don't know... yes. I am a picture freak. To me... pictures are VERY imporntant. I mean... when you really stop to think about it. What else do we have to remind us of these days. When we were happy and laughing, sad and crying, or confused and sulking?

What else do we have to try and save these imporntant days for the rest of our lives? Pictures are the best record. Memory's fade, descriptions (even the most through) are taken by the indevidual.

I want to remember these days, and the people who are molding who I am developing into. Even if someday I get hurt by these people, even if I already have been. Even if it's a memory that only hurts me... I want to save it forever.

Maybe I'm just weird like that. But lately... things have just been going WAY too fast for my liking. I'm afriad that I won't remember very much of this, if any. I'm very afraid of that. Because even if I can't explain this feeling I have... I don't want to forget it.

This confused longing. But what am I really longing for? A reminder that I do, indeed belong? A warm embrace from someone that will love me for the rest of my life? The assurance that I won't lose those closest to me? The fear that I won't push away those who could play a major roll in my life?

I really can't say.

But I'm talking in circles. And a circle has no point. And when someone babbles on with no point to the statements... it's considered a rant. So yes... I'm sorry for ranting ^_^*

Wow.... that was a fairly long rant. But I feel better now that I've let that all out.

But yes... it's almost 1 am... and I neeed to get up early, give the dog a bath, shave the dog, take a shower and go help finish up for the reunion tomorrow... EARLY!!!

Last night I didn't sleep very well because it's sooooo crazy hot down here!!!!

I WILL NEVER LIVE IN ANY STATE OTHER THEN MI!!!!

I swear, our state is amazing. A lot of people complain so bad about how bad out winters are. But I like it. We get a taste of every season. We have hot summers with heat-storms and some drought. We have cool falls with the amazing colors and gentle breeze. We have cold winters that have white-outs and snow storms, and we also have refreshing Spring's where everything just seems to come back to life.

I love our state, we get an amazing taste of each season. farther up North, it's almost always coat/jacket weather. Down South... it's always hot and humid and sweaty.

I'll say it once more... I love Michigan weather.

Wow... I just ranted again. Wait, nno I didn't! I had a point to make! All I did was give back-up reasons for it. MUHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Well, if I didn't rant... then what was I doing?

Let's see here... I gave a long speach With A Point To Make! And went on-and-on about with something that noone really cares about... so that was a lecture.

Okay... it is REALLY late now. I'm so going to bed! Pray everything goes well tomorrow... erm, today!

Love always
~Katie

P.S- I wrote a letter to my friend... it's 7 pages long!!!!! lol
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