Friday, December 23, 2005

Current mood:: Gothy... Currently Playing:: FF X-2 ____________________ hehe two more dayz till t3h x-maz... im psyched [and probably wasted lol] welp ill be on after t3h christmas an' stuff... well im gunna go now, too hyper to stay in this chair, ill try to get to sites but im having this problem where i cant comment on pplz sites... its like im not even logged on, ive tried to log on and off but it doesnt work... well... later!

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Wednesday, December 21, 2005

	Current mood:: Good Currently Playing:: FF X-2 ____________________ Howdy! This is from SyntheticTears: Thankz hallmark you rock!

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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

	Current mood:: Good Currently Playing:: FF X-2 ____________________ I'm in school... I'll post again on X-mas... ttfn! btw... if anyone in my schcool is reading this i have a question for you... does any computer in this school allow myspace? buh bai Also... I got to chapter 5 in FF X-2 =] I'm so proud of myself. XOXO

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Sunday, December 18, 2005

Better... much better...

Current mood:: Better...much better... Currently Playing:: FF X-2 ____________________ Josh [Jamie's boyfriend and one of my best friends] made me feel better by saying he's gunna mess with addy's head... This is addy:: And this is me:: [yes that's me... I took the picture on Hollie's cell phone a while ago durning the summer] As you can plainly see... she's much prettier than I am. She's funnier than me, smarter, and a hell of a lot more fun to hang out with. And you can tell she's not as emo... As I look at her picture and I look at myself... I wanna slit my wrist... I thought my best friend Rachael was pretty... [and she is] but I read the comments addy gets on her myspace and it bothers me more than Rachael's supermodel beauty @.@;; ... I feel so stupid for being so shallow about everything... I don't get any comments on my myspace about me being pretty. And that's no confidence raise... Oh well... what the hell do I care? Like I say every waking moment:: "It's drama I don't need..." So I've decided to brake up with him... he likes her better anyway, Jamie agree's with me. She thinks I should wait a few days, to give him time to think, then brake up with him. Anyway... How are all of you? I wanted to change my theme... I wanted to keep the Gackt Winter one coz I love it but I got way to bored with it. Lol. I my new theme is Naruto [literally]... and I love it and all, but it's just a cover up till I think of something else. [btw... if you wanna see my myspace... click here] I'm just an unwanted rebel... ____________________

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Saturday, December 17, 2005

Current mood:: Pissed to the max... Currently Playing:: FF X-2 ____________________ Well I've decied that I have a new saying: "I hate to live and live to hate!" I didn't even call Walter back. His phone was busy so he was probably talking to addy. [my conscience: "drama you don't need drama you don't need..."] that's what I've been telling myself. I'm such a moron... I'm gunna stop caring... I'm already emo but now I think I'm going goth. All I need to do is remember that it takes 32 muscles to frown and 4 muscles to extend my arm and bitch-slap the mother fucker dead in the face! Ok... sorry about that e.e;; ...I'll get to your sites if the comenting thing is fixed... theO has way to many bugs with commenting... but oh well. I'll get over my problems soon enough. It's drama I don't need and ...he can't help who he likes... I've realized something... he said he loved me... but... "I love you" has eight letter... and so does "bullshit" *smirk* ____________________

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Friday, December 16, 2005

Current mood:: irritated! Currently Playing:: FF X-2 ____________________ How is everyone? I'm not doing too well. I think my boyfriend likes his old friend Addy. I hate her. She makes me pissed off! SHe was a new student last year and suddenly became popular with all the guys and dated almost every guy in school. She doesn't have a lot friends because she's a slut. I wish Walt would realize that. But oh well... It's drama that I don't need to worry about. Anywhoo... My friend Ryan [whom I call "Teddy" or "Hammie"] sat with me at lunc one day and... btw Dave this is a recap of what happened with the lock =]... anyway I tied Teddy's gym lock to my sweater and the whole day I walked around with it dangling from my arm =] later that day I realized that only I would do something like that. I finally got Hammie's lock open and he paid me a dollar because I was able to open his lock for him... Then I cahnged the combination =] But I gotta go call Walter to get things straightened up about Addy @.@ wish me luck. Lol. Oh I almost forgot! The commenting problem came back but I‘ll still read your posts… bye. btw... this is how i feel: ____________________

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Monday, December 12, 2005

	Current mood:: Weird Currently Playing:: FF X-2 ____________________ Hey! I'm in school so I don't have much time. But I will be online next weekend so I'll be able to get to your sites and update and possibly change my music [finally!]. Lol. Well see everyone next weekend ok? buh bai! _________________________________________________________________

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Saturday, December 10, 2005

Hey pplz! sorry I haven't been on in a while, I've been changing my site around... do you all like it? It's a winter theme ^-^ well anywayz... I've gotten a bit farther in FF X-2, got to chapter three... I've never noticed how much fun the game is to play. I just which there was someway to swich between Yuna, Paine, and Rikku outside of battle mode... ah well. how is everyones' weekend so far? Mine is horrible... I was almost raped... I think I'll spare the details since there're not exactly pleasant lol welp I'll get to sites later ok? buh bai!! Rikku ¢¾

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Wednesday, December 7, 2005

	Current mood:: Weird... Currently Playing:: FF X-2 Currently reading:: nothing... ____________________ NEW THEME ok im in school and i gotta go but I'll be online this weekend ok...the bell just rang so I'm out...bye!! XOXO

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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Current mood:: Weird... Currently Playing:: FF X-2 Currently reading:: nothing... ____________________ Muahahahaha...I am...Alive...*Gasp* Deep underground, I kept digging a hole. Without knowing where it would lead. With a dirt-covered eyepiece in one hand, I search for your arm. Scraping together patchwork happiness, and sewing it. I was crushed by your strength. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red-stained clouds with my torn wings. See, I can flutter better than you thought. The eternity that I dreamed while confined in my cocoon. Where will it take seed and blossom? The morning will eventually come and bring the darkness back home. And steal my eyes away from me. Fumbling for you by moonlight, overlapping and entangling with you, I believed I could become your true hiding place. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. Run across the black-stained earth with a torn-off agony. See, I can flutter better than you thought. If you can¢®¯t hear me, even though I scream, I want you to destroy me with your own hands. While you can still hold me dear. Your arms that hold me back. Turn into a gentle dust. I simply stare at the sky, silently. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red stained clouds with my torn wings. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. See, I can flutter better than you though.

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