Sunday, November 27, 2005

Current mood:: Weird... Currently Playing:: FF X-2 Currently reading:: nothing... ____________________ Hey pplz... Ok... before this post starts i just wanna say that if your computer is in 800 x 600 then my site looks like crap. so change your computer to 1024 x 768 right now... *three hours later* if your not done already after three hours then that means that your pretty effed up... anywayz...on with the post. i think i can comment now, but sadly i wont have enough time to, sorry... anywayz i just came on to say that im alive and not to worry [if you were which i doubt you werent] well anywayz..have a great week pplz. bye! ¢¨ú Deep underground, I kept digging a hole. Without knowing where it would lead. With a dirt-covered eyepiece in one hand, I search for your arm. Scraping together patchwork happiness, and sewing it. I was crushed by your strength. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red-stained clouds with my torn wings. See, I can flutter better than you thought. The eternity that I dreamed while confined in my cocoon. Where will it take seed and blossom? The morning will eventually come and bring the darkness back home. And steal my eyes away from me. Fumbling for you by moonlight, overlapping and entangling with you, I believed I could become your true hiding place. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. Run across the black-stained earth with a torn-off agony. See, I can flutter better than you thought. If you can¢®¯t hear me, even though I scream, I want you to destroy me with your own hands. While you can still hold me dear. Your arms that hold me back. Turn into a gentle dust. I simply stare at the sky, silently. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red stained clouds with my torn wings. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. See, I can flutter better than you though.

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Thursday, November 24, 2005

Current mood:: Thoughtful... Currently Playing:: FF X-2 Currently reading:: nothing... ____________________ Hey pplz... sorry I still can't comment on your sitez. There's something wrong with it and I don't know why. So I apologize... anyway, how was your thanksgivings? Mine was ok... It made me sad though... Becoz my cousin Todd is getting married to an awesome girl nambed Daniel, she's really nice and cool and really sweet, and he won't be my Todd anymore so it made me sad. I alwayz figured it would happen, I guess I just need to roll with it. He makes me feel short! He's like, 6' tall! i>. Deep underground, I kept digging a hole. Without knowing where it would lead. With a dirt-covered eyepiece in one hand, I search for your arm. Scraping together patchwork happiness, and sewing it. I was crushed by your strength. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red-stained clouds with my torn wings. See, I can flutter better than you thought. The eternity that I dreamed while confined in my cocoon. Where will it take seed and blossom? The morning will eventually come and bring the darkness back home. And steal my eyes away from me. Fumbling for you by moonlight, overlapping and entangling with you, I believed I could become your true hiding place. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. Run across the black-stained earth with a torn-off agony. See, I can flutter better than you thought. If you can¡¯t hear me, even though I scream, I want you to destroy me with your own hands. While you can still hold me dear. Your arms that hold me back. Turn into a gentle dust. I simply stare at the sky, silently. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red stained clouds with my torn wings. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. See, I can flutter better than you though.

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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Current mood:: iWeird! Currently Playing:: FF X-2 Currently reading:: nothing... ____________________ *yawn* Hey pplz... How's it going? I'm pretty tired right now... And I haven't been here in a while *has been pointing out the obvious lately **sweat drop*** anyway, I had a strange run in with an old friend of mine a few dayz ago. His name is Seth. I met him at Hot Topic one time and he was talking to me about how he would sometimes hit on the cashiers there or try to haggle with them if he didn't have enough money for something that he wanted. He showed me how he did it but it didn't work. Then he told me about on Halloween, when his girlfriend broke up with him because he made her go into a graveyard and he scared her. I felt really bad for him. He said he's seen me in the store before but I never seen him because he glues himself to the ceiling xD He was looking at all the woman's underwear they had there and he just yelled out "OK everyone turn around I'm gunna jack off now!" My eyes were tearing that's how hard I was laughing. I can tell he likes it when people laugh at him, he's a lot like me. Anywayz... We had the weirdest conversation... he apparently wants to rape me. Anywayz, on with the post... Thanksgiving is tomorrow [well here anywayz] and I'm gunna post in the middle of the night to wish everyone a happy Thanksgiving. I changed my theme *again*. She's an angel [obviously]. Also my layout is changed, just the colors anyway. I've decided to consider my site official because, well... I dunno. I thought it would be cool. And I just tried to call Walter [my boyfriend for those of youi that don't know] and he didn't pick up the phone... I called twice, I think he just thinks I'm gunna call him tomorrow, I did call him from my grams cell anywayz... I hope he'll pick the phone up tomorrow. We needed to take pictures for our clubs at school the other day so I needed to take my picture for the Anime club... I was in a bad mood coz I don't like my picture taken, but i did it anyway [partly coz Karen wouldn't let me run away TT.TT] I don't wanna lose faith in the Anime club but... it's getting pretty boring. [btw Dave if your reading this then plz don't think I'm dropping out of the club...] I mean, It's the Anime club and I love anime, But we haven't been watching that much anime, or at least talk about anime. We've been watching Final Fantasy 11 right now, I've seen the movie 20 times coz Cloud is in it, I don't feel like watching it again. And Appleseed is anime but... not technically, well maybe it is, I dunno, but i would like to sit down one day in the Anime club and just talk about some anime. We can't even talk in the club. Eh... well, hopefully it'll get better. Sorry this post was so long but I needed to say some things for the whole week. I can't get to sites beacuse I can't comment on any ones site for some reason. Well see you all soon, [hopefully xD]. bye!

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Sunday, November 20, 2005

Current mood:: Sleepy... Currently Playing:: FF X-2 Currently reading:: nothing... ____________________ Well this is it for the week people. Better make this post last till I can get back here. Anyway, My dad is just talking to his girl friend in Austrailla [umm...sp?] and I'm listening to My CHemical Romance. One of my favorite bands. I dont wanna go home because I'm grounded...I have the feeling I'm gunna be yelled at when I get there... My gym teacher yelled at me the other day. It's because whenever there's a sub I dont feel like just siting in gym, and I'm not participating when there's a sub there because I can't play basketball. SO me and Trish sign in and thenwe leave for the rest of the class and go into the bathroom or to somewhere where she can call her boyfriend. But I don't really care what the Gym teacher thinks of me, he's failing Trish when she trys as hard as she can. well whatever. I cant get to sites today...sorry... bye.

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Saturday, November 19, 2005

____________________ Current mood:: Whatever... Currently Playing:: FF X-2 Currently reading:: nothing... ____________________ Hey everyone, haven't been here in a while I know, I apologize for that. Well my week was interesting. I was in a better mood but my dad is making me watch Star Wars. It's not that I dont like it, it's not that i hate it, I'm just not in the mood for it, ever... But whatever...I went to Hot Topic yesterday and bought an awesome shirt, and some earings, but that's about it, that's all I had money for. My mom hates that store, but oh well. I'm tired right now 9.9 and that's all I have to say for now, well...bye P.S. I'm getting to sites later.

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Saturday, November 12, 2005

____________________ Current mood:: Excited! Why? because I learned Al-bhed!! Currently Playing:: FF X-2 Currently reading:: nothing... ____________________ I'm gunna get to sites soon ok? Hey everyone! this is gunna be my last post in a while ok? only because I need to go home today. I might be able to post during the week if my Computer teacher doesn't have Super AIDS [my way of saying a bad mood about something]. If you didn't already notice I changed my theme... This time to Naruto. I've realized that, the reason I keep changing it is... I have ADD, a small case of it but it's still there. Anyway, I learned Al-bhed! Ed fyc rynt pid E lyhykat du tu ed [it was hard but i managed to do it]. and I'm proud of myself for it ^-^ I'm not telling Jamie though because then she'll say i have no life xD --EDIT-- Actually I'm changing my theme *again* as we speak...ignore the crappy coding Dx

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Friday, November 11, 2005

It's not a moogle!!! IT'S A DEAD COW!!

____________________ Current mood:: Pissed off... Currently Playing:: FF X-2 Currently reading:: nothing... ____________________ I'm gunna get to sites soon ok? Well...I'm feeling much better from yesterday. I have no school today...which is really awesome, I was just playing FF X-2, didn't get very far though *sweatdrop* started a new game coz I wanted to get the cat suit for Rikku. I still say that moogle looks like a dead cow Dx

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Thursday, November 10, 2005

Current mood:: Nauseated...and lonely... Currently Playing:: FF X-2 Currently reading:: Finished my book and now I'm writing one... Hoy! Whats up everyone? I'm ok rihgt now, kind've hyper...you see this new background on my site? its my wallpaper, i submitted it to theO but as usual i need to wait 48 hours for it to show up...@.@ eh well...whatcha gunna do yeah? anyway...nothing is really going on right now, except I'm at my grandma's right now. well...I'm actually pretty lonely, hey you guys...if anyone has AIM please IM me at A l x b h e d 6 I wanna talk to someone, and I feel very sick...if I don't talk to at least two people at once I feel lonely...well ok...bye! P.S. I'll get to sites when I can...

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Tuesday, November 8, 2005

Current mood:: Tired...and happy... Currently Playing:: FF X-2 Currently reading:: Finished my book and now I'm writing one... Hello everyone! Well I'm feeling kind've happy today ^^ I'm at James' [Jamie's] house. We're waiting for Josh [which is James' Boyfriend] and Richard [which is one of our friends] to come over to. They said they'd walk over here and it's already been an hour. The only reason Walter isn't coming is because he needs to go to the mall with his aunt. Welp I have no school today ^^ I'm lucky! I also have no school on friday either. Ok so...I'll get to sites later I promise...they just got here so I gotta go... see you guys soon =^-^= later!

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Sunday, November 6, 2005

Current mood:: Blah... Currently Playing:: FF X-2 Currently reading:: Finished my book and now I'm writing one... Hoy! Ok people. This is the last time I'll be able to post for the week, unless I get to a computer in school, but my computer class is almost over so I doubt that. Well I'm feeling a little frustrated right now and very tired, I'll get to sites later ok? well...bye!! I aopted a Rikku from FF X-2 =^-^= buh bai everyone!!

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