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• 2005-09-24
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• Sphere Hunter =]
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• Rikku =]

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• I learned Al-bhed =]
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• Birth...
Favorite Anime
• Naruto! it's been Naruto since my friend bought the DVDs when they first came out in Japan .. i also like:

  • Ah! My Goddess
  • Saiyuki
  • One Piece
  • YYH
  • DNAngel
  • Furuba
  • FLCL
  • Mononoke Hime
  • Cowboy Bebop
  • and there are many
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    • To be myself
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    • Drawing, writing stories, html, making people laugh
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    • Acting clumsy, drawing, writing stories, making people laugh, and html




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    myOtaku.com: kawaii kaida


    Saturday, October 8, 2005







    I haven't been posting in a while because of school, so I apologize for that. Over the last few weeks, I've had a lot going on in my life-school as well in my personal life. I am jam packed with homework, which is sad so I would rather not talk about it. And I have projects all the time. I tend to get confused, and I panic over little things that wouldn't bother most people. I was depressed because my cousin has cancer and we had a benefit for him. I can't help but stress over if he's ok or not. A friend told me, "When you're depressed, everyone around you gets really worried." I felt I was alone. I though I was suffering so much, but in reality, I was only hurting my friends by ignoring them and wallowing in my own problems. I should know better. I'm such an idiot sometimes. I thought I was trying hard, but I wasn't really trying at all. So I made a point to act instead of wallow in self pity. I want to be able to say, "I tried hard, studied hard, and challenged myself in every possible way." I want to be able to yell, "I tried my best, damn it!" Now I am working hard in school, so I can believe in and be proud of myself when I say those things .It might sound easy, but it’s really difficult for me because I am very naive. But so far, so good! I also want to go to New ngland Tech. and take a hands-on course to become a nurse like my cousin Nicole. Oh yeah, and guess what? I'm dying my hair! It's probably going to look like Kairi's...


    Rikku <3
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