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Sunday, December 18, 2005


Better... much better...





Current mood:: Image hosted by Photobucket.com Better...much better...
Currently Playing:: FF X-2
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Josh [Jamie's boyfriend and one of my best friends] made me feel better by saying he's gunna mess with addy's head... This is addy:: Image hosted by Photobucket.com And this is me:: Image hosted by Photobucket.com [yes that's me... I took the picture on Hollie's cell phone a while ago durning the summer]
Image hosted by Photobucket.com As you can plainly see... she's much prettier than I am. She's funnier than me, smarter, and a hell of a lot more fun to hang out with. And you can tell she's not as emo... As I look at her picture and I look at myself... I wanna slit my wrist... I thought my best friend Rachael was pretty... [and she is] but I read the comments addy gets on her myspace and it bothers me more than Rachael's supermodel beauty @.@;; ... I feel so stupid for being so shallow about everything... I don't get any comments on my myspace about me being pretty. And that's no confidence raise... Oh well... what the hell do I care? Like I say every waking moment:: "It's drama I don't need..." So I've decided to brake up with him... he likes her better anyway, Jamie agree's with me. She thinks I should wait a few days, to give him time to think, then brake up with him. Anyway... How are all of you? I wanted to change my theme... I wanted to keep the Gackt Winter one coz I love it but I got way to bored with it. Lol. I my new theme is Naruto [literally]... and I love it and all, but it's just a cover up till I think of something else.

[btw... if you wanna see my myspace... click here]

I'm just an unwanted rebel...

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