X Kare = X boyfriend
= he hee cute!Today I saw my X bf at p.e...which was not good. Since we broke up he has been acting weird and is turning goth! He is hanging out with lesbo, emo, f***ed up people!!! I don't like him anymore (I hate him >=C) but I am conserned 4 him. I also don't want people 2 thing I WAS dating some one who turned gith/emo. -_- I hope this has nothing 2 do with me...it shouldn't cuz I'm the one who got hurt! Here is what happened.....
we were a happy, preppy couple. We always walked together and hugged. Even tho my parents had 2 come on our dates (curse them >=0) we were happy together. Then all of a sudden Brittany (one of my best buddies ^^) told me his friends were saying crap about me (1. his friends think I hate them...idk why tho 2.I'm not gonna tell u what they said -_-) and he didn't stand up 4 me! He was trying 2 impress his friends. So one day Brittany said, "Stephanie! Hurry break up with Kasey!! HURRY UP!!!" (Yes his name is Kasey...odd huh?) I didn't know why so I shrugged it off. Then later I asked Kasey if we were still going out. He said, "yeahhh." When I got 2 my class room I was pissed off at Brittany cuz I thought she was lieing about everything. And that dumb a** Alex is in this story. He was there when Kasey asked me out and when I was pissed off at Brittany. Anway way he opened his big mouth and called her a jerk and sum other stuff cuz we all thought she was lieing. Then that night I called Kasey 2 figure out what happened. He said he "didn't want a girl friend"...I asked him if he really let his friends say bad stuff about me...and he said, "When something is funny, u laugh." After he said that I burst out in tears and was so sad that he would actually do that!! -_- After that we have been going totally agianst eachother. I just wish he didn't hurt me so bad. N E way when we were walking the track (me & brittany) I said I should throw a brick at Kaseys head...then we started thinking of funny yet evil things 2 do 2 him...lol, most of them were like; hit him with a piece of wood, throw him into a a dark endless hole and stuff like that, lol.
Anyway, that is my story.
I am having such a hard time in relationships right now. Like I want 2 tell my crush I like him...but I just can't. The words just don't come out of my mouth...I hope he figures out soon...
In Math class today me and this emo bitch (Delia the Devil) were fighting. For 2 reasons....1. *flames go up* I HATE HER!!!!! 2. She is 1 of the &%^#@@ %*#^*$# *@@&$^#* who is turning Kasey goth!
We were like so despising to eachother. I'm not even going 2 tell u what I called her...u would think I'm the biggest betch ever. *sigh* Yes, I do have a lil devilish side. It doesn't show much tho... ^o^ I'm mostly a lil angel.
Other than that today has been good...but boring...ZZzzzZZZzzz...lol, jk. N E way hope ya'lls had a kool day. Also I can't get 2 any sites today...*bows 1 million times* SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY!!
*~Stephanie~*
p.s. I might change the bg & song. ^^ If I find sumthing good.