Birthday • 1990-05-26 Gender •
Female Location • Just ask my stalker. Member Since • 2004-02-17 Occupation • HAHA!!!! Single... Real Name • You just wish, don't you... DON'T YOU! *Points accusingly.*
Personal
Achievements • You see if I told you I'd have to kill you. No; seriously... I would. :D Anime Fan Since • Aboot age 7! Woo for seniorship, bebbie! Favorite Anime • Hellsing, Paranoia Agent, Naruto, Trigun, Yami No Matsuei, FAKE, Love Mode, Gravitation, Level C... *Goes on forever.* Goals • Becoming a voice actress and an active techno DJ for clubs. x) Hobbies • Writing fanfics, laziness, reading fanfics, meeting friends, cosplaying, being lazy, going to cons, voice acting, spinning a flag in cologuard (marching band), acting in general, taking Latin class, DJ-ing and being lazy. Talents • I'm good at acting and have been told my writing is very good along with my DJ-ing skillz... does that count? >.>;
myOtaku.com: Kawaii Seth
Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
Tell me his name, I want to know
The way he looks and where you go
I need to see his face, I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end
Tell me again, I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night while I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own
I let you go, I let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why?
I let you go, now that I've found a way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow
Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch, the one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time?
I let you go, I let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why?
I let you go, now that I've found a way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow
I close my eyes
And dream of you and I and then I realise
There's more to love than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes
I'd give away my soul to hold you once again
And never let this promise end
I let you go, I let you fly
Now that I know, I'm asking why
I let you go, now that I've found a way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow
Seth: Kawaii... I hate it when you listen to music like that. You know how I feel about those saddening lyrics...
*Snoozes.*
Seth: I suppose I will be doing the post today then. But I really am at a loss for what to say. This thing is much like a journal, right? Except for the fact that... well... everyone reads it.
*Rolls over.*
Seth: *Tosses a sheet over the sleeping Kawaii.* Has anyone ever been in one of those modds when you feel that you just can't go on? I feel like that sometimes... well-
*Snorts.*
Seth: *Chuckles.* Kawaii is always here to make me laugh... even when she sleeps. Josh Groban always seems to put her to sleep with his soft voice and lyrics from the heart...
My favorite song from him has always been "Remember Me", but that song is also very sad and brings back unwanted memories.
*Grumbles in sleep.*
Seth:I suppose I should get going... much thinking is to be done now. *Walks to his room and shuts the door slowly.*
Oh, well imagine; as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,
and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words:
"What a beautiful wedding, what a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter.
"Yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."
I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...
Well in fact I'll look at it this way,
I mean technically our marriage is saved!
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne!
Oh! Well in fact I'll look at it this way,
I mean technically our marriage is saved!
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne,
pour the champagne!
I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
Again.
I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
Again.
Well, I'm back to working in Premiere until tomorrow and I'm finishing up this video that I will sneak out of the school and post on youtube for everyone. :3
Seth: *Sighs.*
*Pats Seth.* It's alright...
Seth: No it's not. *Walks away for a bit.*
Awr... poor guy is so worried about everything these days. .-.
Well, thank you ALL for the comments and for the love!
I am back in Comp Multimedia and it seems as if we've totally forgotten aboot editing films with Premiere and now we're just working on this campaigning project. (Argh I hate this teacher so much right now.) Becky and I were assigned to campaign for jewelry and we decided we want to go along with a Renaissance type jewelty.
Seth: And Egyptian as well.
Yes, Egyptian jewewlry is beautiful and all that good stuff. We didn't want to go along with "morbid" jewelry or "preppy" jewelry. We see enough of the stores selling that stuff these days anyway. I mean... I don't see enough adds for Renaissance or Egyptian-like jewelry. So that's what we had decided on.
Seth: Kawaii is also very happy to see so many comments on her posts everyday. *Smiles.*
Yes! Thanks for reminding me Seth!
Seth: It was no problem of mine.
*Hugs everyone.* I heart you so much for commenting on my posts! I'm so glad to see that my posts are being read and people lurve me. *Hrthrt.*
Seth: Kawaii... *Tugs shirt.* We must get back to work now.
Oh yeah... m'kay. Well, I'm off everyone! Don't expect to see me online for quite a while. I've got a ton o' homework for tonight for some reason and have been condemned to my desk. u.u;;
So I'm in Comp Multimedia and it's usually kinda fun but today it has just gotten out of hand. We were working with Premiere video editing and making videos, but now she's going onto this campainging project.
She has told us to do research on ads for crying out loud! D:
Seth: And she seems to be talking on and on without much point...
Yes! I hate school, but I know I'm going to hate real lifre too. .-.
Through the darkness
I can see your light
And you will always shine
And I can feel you’re heart in mine
Your face I've memorized
I idolize just you
I look up to
Everything you are
In my eyes you do no wrong
I’ve loved you for so long
And after all is said and done
You’re still you
After all
You’re still you
You walked past me
I can feel your pain
Time changes everything
One truth always stays the same
You’re still you
After all
You’re still you
I look up to
Everything you are
In my eyes you do no wrong
And I believe in you
Although you never asked me to
I will remember you
And what life put you through
And in this cruel and lonely world
I’ve found one love
You’re still you
After all
You’re still you
I'm so sorry guys! I haven't had the time to get around to everyone's sites and comment! I will as soon as the time comes to me!
I have come to the realization that Spring Break here is almost over... and with that said... I must go roleplay more... u.u
Seth: Please excuse her; she has been quite upset about the fact that her "freedom week" is almost over. I guess I will be the one handing out the cookies today. *Blushes and hands out cookies to everyone that comments.*
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go
So a few friends and I were on Guild Wars just talking and being bored together. The decision of going on a mission together was made and we all found ourselves surrounded by tons of monsters almost immediately. We fled as fast as we could and I turned around to Josh and was like, “Okay, what do we do from here?” We had seven party members.
We were all talking about what we should do via microphone and as we were all planning, we had realized that one person was missing. Thinking that he may have died or something, we all continued to talk about our tactics. Before we knew it, our missing friend was screaming into the mic, “THEY’RE FOLLOWING ME!!!”
The dumbass came running straight for our group with a mass of monsters following after him. We attempted to fight them off, but they overcame us. We got pwn'd hardcore. Needless to say, we were all laughing pretty hard about the situation afterward. XD
Seth: But the way Kawaii kept screaming into the microphone was a little more than simply amusing.
I know. I was all like, “John, you stupid noob! Go to the right! Shit… I’m done.” XDD
Then we all got kinda fed up and started a dance party in the main town and laughed insanely at each other’s dances.
Woot! Wuffers is over here and we're having a good ol' time just hanging out and talking aboot roleplay and stuff. I even helped her think of a new name for another character to go along in her plotline!
+10 in Cool points for Kawaii.
Seth: *Yawns.* I am so very tired, yet so awake. It has been such a long day...
Prison gates won’t open up for me
On these hands and knees I’m crawlin’
Oh, I reach for you
Well I’m terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can’t hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I’m callin’
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I’m fallin’
Show me what it’s like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I’ll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth saving me
Heaven’s gates won’t open up for me
With these broken wings I’m fallin’
And all I see is you
These city walls ain’t got no love for me
I’m on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I’m callin’
And all I need from you
Hurry I’m fallin’
Show me what it’s like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I’ll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth saving me
Hurry I’m fallin’
So the week has been very active and I got to see Wuffers, ZappaSlave, and lots of other peoples that are fun to hang out with! Now if only I could hang out with them on more of a longer amount of time and see them more often... ah, life would be so cool then.
Anyway, I'm too lazy to actually post about everything that happened, so I'm just going to go on with my life and talk aboot all I work on as soon as I got home from Bishojo Tenshi's house.
I walked through the door and was greeted by mom who I sat and talked with for a bit. Dad brought home dinner and we all sat and talked about random stuffs and all that good junk. I followed the parental unit upstairs and talked them for awhile... my dad FINALLY gave me my much-wanted copy of Guild Wars and left me to my happiness.
I updated my roleplay forums (Cuz I'm a major roleplay person.) and then proceeded to receive a link from ZappaSlave and Wuffers to another roleplaying forum that I have joined.
Now, all of my past characters have been of the spell caster sort or vampire or wolf, but I decided to try something new. A necromancer/shape shifter that changes genders. xD
Here's the basics:
Name: Hadrian Ald'esta
Age: Looks at least in his early 20s. Actual: Several hundred years.
Race: Necromancer/Shape shifter (His parents were rebellious. =P)
Birth Date: Month: October Day: 30th Time: 3:00 AM (Traditional demonic witching hour) Year: Undisclosed
Blood Type: O
Gender: Usually takes on a male form, but if wanting to mess around with others he can very well change into a female.
Description (Being shape shifter, there will be three different descriptions. You know you wanna know more. <3)
-Eyes: Neon Green (Always)
-Hair: Jet black with neon green high lights through his shoulder length hair; bangs are often poking him in the eye (Male). Lengthy bangs that fall before the eyes in the front and spiky hair in the back; color is often orange in this form (Female).
-Skin Tone: Deathly pale.
-Height: About five foot eleven.
-Weight: 190 (He doesn't eat much, being a wanderer and all)
-Body Type: (Male) Girlishly thin, toned muscles. (Female) Bust is about a C with curvy hips and a thin waist.
-Other Features: A triangular shaped dash of neon green "tribal marking" under each eye. (Reference in avatar) Two silver rings piercing the flesh of his left ear.
-Clothing: (Traveling clothing) A simple pair of baggy khaki pants with the names of all he's come across in his journeying times, a mid-drift shirt just beneath a normal fishnet shirt with a baggy pull-over shirt. This clothing is also warn most often in his female form.
(Lounging clothing/most popular clothing): A black pair of baggy-ish hip-huggers barely being held by a green sash. Tight black, torn shirt clinging to his form. Black cape with its inside lining the color of his eyes (neon green if you weren't paying attention) lying over his shoulders and held together by a chain across his collar bone. Black gloves hiding the pale hands that are used to attempt to control dark powers. A normal pair of black boots with edges of his pants tucked into them most of the time. These clothes are also the clothes of his female form when lounging about a place he calls "home" for a bit; just add the bra! =D
(Battle armor): Jagged plates of armor that lay all over his form, only showing the black silken fabric of the under clothing at the base of his stomach and joints that are used for bending (knees, elbows, etc.). Armor color is black with slashes of purple and the bases of the plates are lined with green. Shoulder plates are complete with the edges of the plates curling up into a sharp point. Boots are of the same armor and the edges are pointy as well.
(Wolf form): A pure black, malnourished form with huge paws dipped in neon green. Left ear complete with two silver rings upon the left ear. Flame-like markings of neon green fall over the form of this wolf of pure darkness.
Special Characteristics
Personality: A "bite me" type of guy with a taste for danger and starting trouble with others. As a female, Hadrian gets flirty and ends up revealing that he was born a male after a kiss or two.
Intelligence: Being hundreds of years old, you'd figure he's very experienced by now.
Sexuality: Depends on who catches his devious eye.
Occupation: Wanderer, can be hired as assassin, of course.
Weapon(s): Often attempting to use one's weapons against themselves, darkness is his friend, he carries at least two daggers at all times.
Abilities: Wield the darkness, coax others to trust him, shape shift into a dire wolf form.
Faults: Defense, overall strength is lowered due to need for agility, light magic.
Likes: Traveling, causing trouble, drinking.
Dislikes: Almost everything.
Fears: None.
Family: All dead.
History:
Born in a small town filled to the brim with demons galore, Hadrian was a son of a shape shifter and a necromancer. Though growing up quite quickly in the prosperous town, the Ald'esta family, his own, was known as the wealthiest family of necromancers with a small line of shape shifter deep within its roots. The family Hadrian belonged to was notorious for its killing of the families outside the city limits that denied them their lives (The line of necromancer in Hadrian's family feasted on the lives of others) and food.
When hunters all around the borders of this town found this to be true, they ran about the town slaying many demons mercilessly. Witnessing the deaths of his parents and older brother, Hadrian was stricken with hatred for the race of hunters and at the age of fifteen... he was forced to begin wandering from town to town.
Being a loner, Hadrian has spent many years of his life alone, only stopping for those he felt were deemed worthy enough to travel along with him. They, however, ended up dying for trivial causes and often times died of old age; Hadrian, of course, didn't have to worry about dying of old age at all.
Traveling would only halt for at least twenty years before he decided to move on as he tired of seeing the same faces every day. The longest he stayed in one town was when he thought he'd fallen in love with a beautiful elven girl. As luck would have it, her family denied them the love that was flourishing and the elf fell to her death by her own hand.
Stricken with inner sorrow and a deep loathing for the world, Hadrian continues to travel; snapping into psychosis and every now and then longing to engage in a group of worthy partners to aid him in his quest for nothingness.
Other: He's very flexible and PLEASE do not be chased away by his attitude in roleplay, if you get close to him ICly... you may find a new surprise.
I hope you like him in all of his evilness.
If you're interested in roleplay with any fantasy creature you like, try joining us at: http://bldyrse.proboards54.com/index.cgi?
Seth: He.... er- she... uhm... it seems quite interesting.
Indeed.
Well... I'm off and all that good stuff. Got stuffs to do.
