Thursday, February 9, 2006

The REAL Truth.

Time: No clue. Song: o.o By: o.o; Mood: Cynical. I confess, I messed up. Dropping "I'm sorrys" like you're still around. And I know you dressed up. "Hey kid, you'll never live this down." You're just the girl all the boys want to dance with. And I'm just the boy who took too many chances. I'm sleeping on your folk's porch again, dreaming. She said, she said, she said, "Why don't you just drop dead?" I don't blame you for being you, But you can't blame me for hating it. So say, what are you waiting for? Kiss her, kiss her. I set my clocks early cause I know I'm always late. Write me off, give up on me. 'Cause darling what did you expect? I'm just off, a lost cause, a long shot, don't even take this bet. You can make all the moves, you can aim all the spotlights, Get all the sighs and the moans just right. I'm sleeping on your folk's porch again, dreaming. She said, she said, she said, "Why don't you just drop dead?" I don't blame you for being you, But you can't blame me for hating it. So say, what are you waiting for? Kiss her, kiss her. I set my clocks early cause I know I'm always late. I'm just always on. You said you'd keep me honest, (Always on, always on.) But I won't call you on it. (Always on, always on.) I don't blame you for being you, But you can't blame me for hating it. So say, what are you waiting for? Kiss her, kiss her. I set my clocks early cause I know I'm always late. I set my clocks early cause I know I'm always late. Concerning the near future, when man’s Satan-influenced world is about to collapse, God declares, “Babylon the great is fallen, is fallen, and is become the habitation of devils [demons], and the hold of every foul spirit, and a cage of every unclean and hateful bird. For all nations have drunk of the wine of the wrath of her fornication, and the kings of the earth have committed fornication with her, and the merchants of the earth are waxed [increased] rich through the abundance of her delicacies” (Rev. 18:2-3). Concerning this pagan, satanic system, God commands true Christians,“Come out of her, My people, that you be not partakers of her sins, and that you receive not of her plagues” (vs. 4). St. Valentine’s Day originates from the ancient paganism of this Satan-influenced world. It is designed to deceive mankind by appealing to fleshly, carnal desires—or, as the Bible calls them, the works of the flesh. “Now the works of the flesh are manifest [made obvious], which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness, idolatry…drunkenness, revellings, and such like” (Gal. 5:19-21). Do any of these sound like Lupercalia to you? Ultimately, “they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God.” A true Christian is focused on God’s soon-coming kingdom (Matt. 6:33) and the world to come—not on the fleshly cravings of this world. A true Christian must strive to “put off the old man” and actively imitate the perfect, righteous example of Jesus Christ. A Christian knows that he must actively come out of this world, out of its pagan-infested customs, practices and traditions. Christians do not celebrate St. Valentine’s Day! (Sited from: http://www.thercg.org/articles/ttbsvd.html ) HAH! In your face you little sons of bananas that say that V-day (Doom's day) is a pure day with nothing but love, peace, unity, blah blah blah! *Sets everything up in flames.* ........ 'Kay I think I'm done now. Sorry if I offended anyone. So today was the beloved course card day and I got all set up for my classes. I'm going to be in Latin 2 pre-AP next year... yay. o.o; Erm... that's it! Kawaii Seth<3

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Wednesday, February 8, 2006

Dance, Dance...

Time: No clue. Song: Dance, Dance By: FOB Mood: Groovy. She says she's no good with words but I'm worse. Barely stuttered out, "A joke of a romantic," stuck to my tongue. Weighed down with words too over-dramatic. Tonight it's "It can't get much worse" vs. "No one should ever feel like..." I'm two quarters and a heart down. And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds. These words are all I have so I'll write them. So you need them just to get by. (whispered part - Pete) We're going into D-Minor. Dance, Dance We're falling apart to half time. Dance, Dance And these are the lives you'd love to lead. Dance This is the way they'd love if they knew how misery loved me. You always fold just before you're found out. Drink up it's last call, last resort, but only the first mistake. I'm two quarters and a heart down. And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds. These words are all I have so I'll write them. So you need them just to get by. Why don't you show me the little bit of spine, You've been saving for his mattress, love. Dance, Dance We're falling apart to half time. Dance, Dance And these are the lives you'd love to lead. Dance This is the way they'd love if they knew how misery loved me. Why don't you show me the little bit of spine, You've been saving for his mattress. I only want sympathy in the form of you, Crawling into bed with me. Dance, Dance We're falling apart to half time. Dance, Dance And these are the lives you'd love to lead. Dance This is the way they'd love. (Way they'd love.) Dance This is the way they'd love. (Way they'd love.) Dance This is the way they'd love if they knew how misery loved me. Dance, Dance Dance, Dance Dance, Dance Dance, Dance Wow, another moment of being stuck here in this classroom and I realized once again that the year is almost over. Tomorrow our school will be filling out course cards for next years classes and I'm a little bit stumped on my choices, but I think it'll be a good choice... considering my career that I want to take up and all that. The electives I'm choosing are: Latin 2 honors Theatre Arts Colorguard Health So by the end of next year I will have achieved all of the credits I need to graduate and my sernior year will be nice and laid back for me to handle. *Confetti.* I'm still not looking forward to more classes though... but I'm gettin' close to graduation as it is. Wee! I still have nothing to do in this class, so I'll be continuing this post in a moment. Gotta check some forums that I frequent from day to day. Seth: Tired... she took up the whole bed last night and left no room for me. Not like you were gonna sleep much anyway! Seth: *Sticks tongue out and pouts.* Back! Something horrible happened this morning!!!! Maki's parents are being meany heads and won't let her talk to any of us because we hang out with gay, bi, and lesbian people! Enough bad news... I just barely realized that Valentine's day is coming up too. o.O So, with no further ado... I will explain my reasonings for not celebrating V-day! ............... ............. ........... ......... ....... ..... ... .. . [sweatdrop]I don't like it.[/sweatdrop] Seth: *Falls over.* Goodness! You have GOT to have a better reason then that! I mean- you just can't say you don't like it and go about your merry business like its all nothing! Of course I can! ^^; Seth: But it's supposed to be a happy day with flowers, cards, love, and kisses! You know what I do with the flowers? Seth: Hm? I let them dry out. ^^ Seth: *Gasps.* Kawaii! What? I never liked flowers much. Wanna know what I do with the cards? Seth: *Hesitates.* ... what? I burm 'em. ^^ Seth: O.O!! Wanna know what I do with love? Seth: Y-yes? I don't take it seriously. Seth: ;.; Wanna know about the kisses? Seth: .... I bite. :3 Seth: And.. the... chocolate? [evillaughter]I eat them!!![/evillaughter] Unless it's Hershey's.... Hershey's chocolate makes me break out. o.o Seth: NOOOO!!! *Runs off crying.* *Looks around.* Seth? I was kidding! I'm not that mean! Might as well get ready to go. Bai everyone! Kawaii Seth<3

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Tuesday, February 7, 2006

You'll die before you say those words to me...

Time: Heh. Song: Erm... By: Eh? Mood: Odd. Light that smoke yeah one for giving up on me And one just cause they'll kill you sooner than my expectations To my favorite liar, to my favorite scar: 'I could have died with you' I hope you choke on those words, that kiss, that bottle- I confess Now ask yourself, yeah, out on the insides, I said I loved you but I lied Let's play this game called 'when you catch fire' I wouldnt piss to put you out Stop burning bridges and drive off of them So I can forget about you So bury me in memory His smile's your rope So wrap it tight around your throat On the drive home Joke about the kid you used to see And his jealousy Breaking hearts has never looked so cool As when you wrap your car around a tree Your makeup looks great next to his teeth Let's play this game called 'when you catch fire' I wouldn't piss to put you out Stop burning bridges and drive off of them So I can forget about you So bury me in memory His smile's your rope So wrap it tight around your throat So bury me in memory His smile's your rope So wrap it tight around your throat So bury me in memory Around your throat So sometimes it pays off to actually get your work done in an animation class. For instance, Becky and I finished our claymation and have nothing to do at all. How fun can it get? I can actually just sit here and drone on and on to you guys about nothing important at the moment. *Sweatdrop.* Seth: I just hope you get everything you need to do over with tonight though. You seem pretty stressed out lately. Oh pish! Things'll get better soon as far as my work load... I hope. Seth: .... .... Seth: Whatever... Anyway! So my parents are going out this weekend and leaving me home all alone on Friday... and they aren't supposed to be back 'til Saturday. Know what this calls for? TOGA PARTY! .... ...... I was just kidding... don't pack! Well, gotta go! Toodles. *Skitters off.* Seth: Wait for me! *Runs after Kawaii.* Kawaii Seth<3

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Monday, February 6, 2006

Claymation gewdness.

So Becky, Mario and I just finished our project in claymation and it turned out pretty good. Just two snakes fighting (Dirty thoughts!) in all its simplicity and stuff. So I'm aboot to go play in photoshop! Not like I'ma make anything worth keeping for all of eternity either. Blegh... I know, these posts are getting horridly boring and short.. but bear with me! I've been busy. T.T Kawaii Seth<3

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Sunday, February 5, 2006

Let's all do something that will accomplish nothing!

Time: 8:40 PM Song: Below. By: Look below! Mood: Thoughtful/Creative. Let's all post songs that reflect our thoughts right now! I sat outside my front window...this story's going somewhere: "He's well hung," and I am hanging up. Well there's a song on the radio that says: "Let's get this party started." So let's get this party started. What you do on your own time's just fine. My imagination's much worse, I just never want to know. What meant the world had folded like legs and fingers holding onto what escapes me; what he has: a better kiss that never lasts. You said, between your smiles and regrets: "Don't say it's over." Dead and gone, dead and gone, yeah Calm before the storm set it off, and the sun burnt out tonight. A reception less than warm set it off, and the sun burnt out to... This is me standing in the arch of the door hating that look that's on your face that says there's another fool like me. There's one born every minute, there's one born every minute. What you do on your own time's just fine. My imagination's much worse, I just never want to know. What meant the world imploded, inflated then demoted all my oxygen to product gas and suffocated my last chance. You said, between your smiles and regrets: "Don't say it's over." Dead and gone, dead and gone, yeah, woah Calm before the storm set it off, and the sun burnt out tonight. A reception less than warm set it off, and the sun burnt out tonight. Calm before the storm, set it off, set it off, woah Calm before the storm set it off, and the sun burnt out tonight. A reception less than warm set it off, and the sun burnt out tonight. Woah...yeah...[x2] Sun burnt out tonight The sun burnt out tonight As emo as it is, it's how I feel for some reason. o.o And I still have lack of anything to say. So... toodles! Kawaii Seth<3

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Saturday, February 4, 2006

The beginning of yet another weekend...

Time: 11:00 PM Song: Oh! Me So Horny. *God demmit Walter!* By: Forgot. Mood: Carefree. I actually had one of those moments where I stopped and actually took a quick survey of my suroundings a few moments ago. This whole damned school year seemed to just fly straight over my head, but when I try to recall what all happened at the beginning of the year... I can't remember any of it other than the fact that I was bogged down with a horrid amount of homework.. which still hasn't changed much. [uttershock]I just can't bring myself to believe that it's already the month of February and my school year is pretty close to being over already.[/uttershock] It's just really weird for me, seeing as how I thought this year would last forever... since I consider it to be one of the most uneventful years in school of my life. Oh well... moment of disbelief is over now. I won't be updating as much as usual this weekend since I have a lot of stuff to do. I have to attend a winterguard competition tomorrow and have a few other plans for the weekend... not to mention the huge get together my household is holding for the freckin' superbowl. -.-; I hate don't like watching sports a lot... so please don't come talking to me about who you like or wished to win... I won't respond much. xD Erm... yeah... so that's it for now. o.O

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Wednesday, February 1, 2006

Woot!

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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Pictures!

Not much time here, but these are some pictures of me that Lemony Slash took. Me kissing Bishojo Tenshi Seto Kaiba Freak - I'd love to make to CA for Anime Expo! It'll be tricky, but it's a goal to get, ne? Thanks for commenting! *Feels special.* Setoek - Happy late b-day, hun... sorry for being late. .-.

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Sunday, January 29, 2006

Ushicon Go! Con report.

Time: 5:20 PM Song: Call on Me By: Eric Prydz Mood: Sad/Happy. Friday the 27th: After enduring a long day of school and waiting for the end of the day with much excitement, Lemony Slash and I headed out of the cafeteria and went outside with all of our friends and laughed and joked around so much. The excitement was surely getting to all of us and we couldn't help but laugh and anything and everything. It was so crazy that we were pointing and screaming at random people we didn't even know. o.O Getting onto my stupid clunker school bus, we began our trip home. My dad called and said to call Sethos and see if she was home. I called Sethos and she was on her bus home... hung up with her, called dad, told him, hung up with dad, dad called again, called Sethos and told her my mom was going to pick her up. Woo for phone tag! We got to my home and I must've ran over my con check list at least ten more times before deciding to lie on my bed for a while. My dad still hadn't packed yet and it was getting pretty late. Fearing for our badges, I called Tinted (He was working security, I think.) and addressed the problem to him. He said that he'd try to get a hold of the badges for us in case we wouldn't get there on time. I live in San Antonio, Texas and Ushicon was being held in Austin. It was about 6:00 PM and dad STILL wasn't ready to leave yet and he claimed that we'd make it far before 8:00 PM. I guess he didn't consider all the frickin' traffic and stopping for dinner. Seth: Your father does seem to be a little off at times... We eventually packed into the truck after my cell phone receieved like a billion calls from friends asking if I was there yet. We started on the road and we too excited to sleep, so the music turned on and we all jammed on the road toward Austin. Obviously, personal space wasn't much of an issue in my dad's truck seeing as how we were all packed shoulder to shoulder in the truck that whole time. We stopped at fat central McDonald's and got some food. I wasn't very hungry, but managed to get some food down anyway. We discovered a trash can in the girl's bathroom that looked like R2D2 and began to laugh after I said, "Look! I found R2D2!" We all packed into the truck and began on our way again. By the time we'd gotten into Austin, it was about 8:15 PM, but Tinted was holding onto our badges for us. (Thanks Tinted-kun!) We arrived at the hotel and the first person we met up with was our dear Rokakku (AKA: Rok) and he helped us unpack somewhat. Zappa came and greeted us as well and all seemed well for us as we waited to get into our room. Seth: I must admit that even that was annoying.. Yes, it was. Shuffling all the luggage up to the 9th floor, we got into our room, claimed which corner was whose, and got dressed for the Greg Ayres dance. After we were ready, we went downstairs and met up with so many people that if I attempted to name them, I'm sure I'd forget at least ten of the people who greeted us. xD We walked around aimlessly, got glomped and tackled to the ground by friends, and walked downstairs to find the Raving Ninja Clan to warm up with. I looked around for Wildfire and finally spotted him. I tacklehugged him and much cuddly stuff happened. (In case you're wondering, no nothing can happen between me and him that's serious so don't take anything we did in the wrong fashion.) Alas, we stood in line for the Greg Ayres dance and were let in to dance the night away and have tons o' fun. I kinda switched personalities on and off throughout the night from spastically hyper to more of a calm, shy person. I think it's just because I didn't feel good from time to time. *Cough.* Bishojo Tenshi, Lemony Slash, and Sethos know what I'm talking aboot. We stayed from the beginning of the dance to the end and I got to grind with DJ Toboe and my friend Walter, have a blast, and meet new people. Greg ended up playing a song that was very fast and we jammed and raved to it as best we could with the song going like way more then a 1,000 beats. Lemony Slash, Sethos, and I said g'night to Bishojo Tenshi before going up to our room at about 3:00 AM. We all took showers, turned on the radio, and attempted to fall asleep after laughing at nothing for fifteen minutes. Saturday the 28th: Our wake-up call woke us up at 9:00 AM and we dragged our bodies into the shower and got dressed in costume. In case you didn't read about Oni-con, here's a basic summary of our costumes: While drawing one day, I got this idea about Alice in Wonderland. They have so many versions of Alice except for a rave (As in, neon colors and stuff) Alice in Wonderland. I told Bishojo Tenshi and Sethos about it and we began to make the costumes. Thus, Alice in Rave Realm was born with me being the Mad Raving Hatter, Bishojo Tenshi being Alice, and Sethos being our Cheshire cat. Soon enough, more friends wanted to join and we had our Sleeping Doorknob (Lemony Slash) and many card soldiers and what not. After dressing into our costumes (Don't worry, I'll find pictures to post later on), we made our way downstairs. We wandered aimlessly, got pictures taken of us, and I found a Lil Slugger (Paranoia Agent) to chase down and cuddle. Soon enough, I saw a Tohma Seguchi (Gravitation) with a Kumagorou plush and quickly asked where she got it. After finding out where to get it, I dashed into the dealer's room and spent lots of monies. Seth: *Yawns and stretches.* I'm so tired... I need a nap. G'night Kawaii. G'night Seth. *Tosses a heart-shaped cewkie at.* We took our stuff upstairs and continued to randomly wander around the hotel. Sethos wanted a group shot so badly that she had to gather us in one spot and lead us downstairs and outside for photoshoots. Many pictures were taken before we ran inside and took yet more group photos. I got to kiss Bishojo Tenshi (YURI! Woo!) And I even kissed my friend Mikako and a few other people who wanted it. *Slaps sign that says, "Attention whore" on her back.* I'm not one to visit panels often, so I just continued to wander about. We eventually got hungry and went to get some food. The Lil Slugger from earlier came and sat with us to eat and we all enjoyed our food very much. My friend Krispy came and we hugged her and she joined us too! I think we exceeded the seating capacity at one table, but no one complained to us so we all just ate happily while Krispy showed off her new yaoi. Saw Greg Ayres outside and went to have a casual conversation with him and got a few laughs from SDBigboss. Bishojo Tenshi was carrying around a little bottle filled with Lemon chewy things and the bottle said, "Eat Me." Well, whenever she would offer them to someone, she would say: "Would you like to eat me?" and we would laugh and what not. SD joked around about Bishojo Tenshi getting on stage, saying: "Would you like to eat me??" And then some fat guy would be like: HURGH?! XD Tala ended up buying us yaoi and we went up into the room to drool over it and read through the naughty-ness of it all. I heart you Tala. Eventually, lining up for cosplay came and we stood in line, got in order of number. We walked on stage and performed our small "skit" with Bishojo Tenshi's older brother "controlling" us with a playstation controller and people got a kick out of it. After getting off stage, we went upstairs, washed off the make up, and got on some clothes for the masq. being hosted by Keichii radio. *Confetti.* We found Toboe, who was looking for Greg Ayres and somehow Walter, Toboe, Lemony Slah, Sethos and I all went walking under this bridge nearby while making sexual noises and goin crazy outside. We found this lawn area and all laid in it and leaned on each other. Our hyper antics attracted this Kiba (Naruto) cosplayer and she was all for joining to growing pile of cuddling bodies. Alas, the con tradition started: The cuddle orgy! Tons of people came and joined us and we all laughed and joked around before moving the pile inside. More and more people came to join the orgy and many pictures were taken of us all in the pile as well. Security ended up chasing us out, so we gathered outside again and more and more people followed. We even got a Tohma and a Ryuichi to join us! We all broke up the pile and migrated to the masq. where we danced for about an hour. This girl named Samantha really liked me, so we danced together at the masq. and I kissed Mikako for her 18th birthday. I danced with a few of Shiro's friends named Jasmine and Ashley for a bit too... I think they really like me! Then came the whole charade with trying to find Cycon, who had our room key. x.x I went up the ninth floor looking for him when he'd been down on the first floor looking for me. *Laughs.* That was just way too funny for my tastes and I ended up cracking up when Sethos told me and Shiro about it. I attempted to get back into dancing, but it just wasn't fun for me so I left. I felt really bad later on because I forgot to tell Samantha where I was going and didn't see her for the rest of the night. *Sigh.* Lemony Slash and I needed some sugar in our system so we went upstairs to our room, cleaned up a bit, and ate some things to keep us running. I drank a Mountain Dew, which wasn't really smarty considering the fact that I haven't been drinking high sugary products a lot at all. I was so hyped to the point of shaking and my stomach was hurting later on too. Kevin found us in the lobby area and sat on my lap and John found us too. Lemony Slash vacated the area to the room and I decided it was time to call it a night so I went downstairs to say g'night to Wildfire. I ended up carrying on a conversation with Yugi and Wildfire that I really can't remember to this point at all... that's how tired I was. x.x; Yes, I was talking to Yugi at Ushicon. I miss the friendship we used to have and decided to aid her in her good mood and be nice to her at Ushicon... which seemed to help a lot, na no da! I ended up falling asleep downstairs for a bit before waking up and walking upstairs to say g'night to Kevin and grab Sethos. Saw some friends of mine in the elevator on the way up and got to the room where Lemony Slash opened the door for us. I skipped the shower for the morning, called for a wake up call at 9:30 AM and ended up crawling in bed at about 4:00 AM. Sunday the 28th: We woke up, took showers, and got dressed into some normal clothes since Sundays aren't real popular for cosplay and we had to head out by at least noon. I ended up talking to a lot of my con friends, hugged people, and got lots of sn's and gave out my number and sn's too. We spent some time laughing at these girls who decorated boxes to look like rocks and they were the amazing "fighting rocks". It was pretty funny to watch them go at it like they were. Sadly, it was time to go and Lemony Slash, Sethos and I headed back home where they went home and I unpacked... which is why I'm here. So, that was my con report. Not as detailed as most, but it gets the memories and the point across well enough then most. ^^ I'm le tired... so I'm off. Kawaii Seth<3

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Friday, January 27, 2006

Ushicon Go!

No time to calculate the time. Today has been so interesting so far. I came into 6th period, as usual, but the fire alarm went off and we kinda hung around because the last few hundred times the alarm went off. Then we kinda smelled smoke and we began to evacuate the building. Vivian, Jas and I skipped down the hallway, laughing. We stood outside for the whole damned period, waiting, complaining, and joking around aboot the fire... ah, how great. So, soon enough I'll be heading out for Ushicon in Austin, Tx. and will be returning home with a long report and pictures. Much luff to all and I'll see you when I return! Kawaii Seth<3

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