Sunday, April 17, 2005

You Know I Love You...

(This post is going to replace monday's post because I know that I'll be too tired to sit here and type about my day.) Time: 9:00 PM Song: Operator Boy By: Urm... Mood: Pretty good. ^.^ All that time I was searching, nowhere to run to, it started me Thinking, Wondering what I could make of my life, and who’d be waiting, Asking all kinds of questions, to myself, but never finding the answers, Crying at the top of my voice, and no one listening, All this time, I still remember everything you said There’s so much you promised, how could I ever forget. Listen, you know I love you, but I just can’t take this, You know I love you, but I’m playing for keeps, Although I need you, I’m not gonna make this, You know I want to, but I’m in too deep. So listen, listen to me, Ooh you must believe me, I can feel your eyes go thru me, But I don’t know why. Ooh I know you’re going, but I can’t believe It’s the way that you’re leaving, It’s like we never knew each other at all, it may be my fault, I gave you too many reasons, being alone, when I didn’t want to I thought you’d always be there, I almost believed you, All this time, I still remember everything you said, oh There’s so much you promised, how could I ever forget. Listen, you know I love you, but I just can’t take this, You know I love you, but I’m playing for keeps, Although I need you, I’m not gonna make this, You know I want to, but I’m in too deep. So listen, listen to me, I can feel your eyes go thru me It seems I’ve spent too long Only thinking about myself - oh Now I want to spend my life Just caring bout somebody else. Listen, you know I love you, but I just can’t take this, You know I love you, but I’m playing for keeps, Although I need you, I’m not gonna make this, You know I want to, but I’m in too deep. You know I love you, but I just can’t take this, You know I love you, but I’m playing for keeps, Although I need you, I’m not gonna make this, You know I want to, but I’m in too deep... ~The band Genesis "In Too Deep"~ Uhm... heheh. ^.^;; Yeah... feelin' pretty blah right now... but talking to Tala on the phone for about three hours really helped getting my mind off of things. I got another score for going to A-kon this year. My grades all need to be either A or B in order for me to attend A-kon this year. Well... on friday, my dad called me into his room and hugged me really tightly, explaining how proud he was of me. Well I was puzzled beyond belief because he's never done anything like this before. He handed me a letter from the school that explained how I was recommended by my teachers to recieve an award for keeping up my acedemic achievment all year 'round. I had kept nothing but A's and B's all year and I'm supposed to get an award for it. So... it's definate that I'm going to A-kon this year! Hells yeah! Well... I drank spiked punch last night... (Guess who spiked it Maki... -.-) so that was pretty wacky. xD;; Well.. raving was fun saturday night and all, but I'm still wiped out. So... I'm off of here for the night. Phlinx, I hope your days are filled with happiness and much fun throughout all of years of living. And have the joy of knowing that everyone, myself as well, is here for you. Tol, you're a great guy to talk to. I hope to attend an adventure someday with Team Sugoi! Tala, 'Twas fun talking with ya on the phone, sis. Alora, We're all for you more than you know. ^.^ Everyone else... I hope all goes well for you this week and in the many months to come.

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