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Saturday, July 23, 2005


~*WARNING*~ This is a MAJOR rant from yours truly.
Time: 11:30 PM

Song: Child Prey

By: Dir En Grey

Mood: Pissed. D:<


BIG warning for those of you who are real big into religion and all. This is a rant about MY opinions on all of this crap... my journal, my thoughts... so don't you DARE flame me about anything I have to say!

The stupidest thing has just happened to me! My friend called and asked me why I choose to remain Aethiest. Why don't I choose to believe in God?

I told her the truth... if there was really a God out there who cared about the whole damn human race, don't you think he would've done something to change the way everything has happened in my life?

After all of the shit that's happened to me, I choose to believe that there is NO ONE out there watching over every thing that I do. All of you can believe in God if you wish... I'm not trying to steer anyone off of that trail at all! These are my beliefs... and they don't have to belong to anyone else.

But don't ever tell me that I'm just scared that I've done something to piss off this entity everyone speaks so highly of. And that's exactly what my friend did! She says, "You're just scared that God doesn't love you as much as everyone else."

You know what?! Maybe I don't care how much "God" loves anyone. I just want to live my life helping others and allowing things to move on. I don't need to cling to every bit of hope that "God" will somehow make things better with the wave of his hand!

Saying that I'm scared doesn't mean that I'm going to change who I am just because others may think I'm scared of some entity out there. I follow my own path... and if some people can't accept it, FINE! Move on! Go your own way, but don't try to change me into something I never was.

I don't need hope. And I don't need faith in an entity out there either. Because I'm sure that even if I did have hope... NOTHING would be different anyway. Things would still be the same.

There... I think I'm done now. Hope I didn't offend too many people.

Shout out to all: Sorry if I pissed anyone off and have a great weekend. *Hugs for all.*


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~* Kuroisai *~

"All it takes is one word to set off someone... one word can end it all."

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