Thursday, August 18, 2005

Erm... This Post Is Just One Big Rant.

Time: 11:40 PM Song: Technologic By: Daft Punk Mood: Pissed/Happy/Upset/Everything. Buy it, use it, break it, fix it, Trash it, change it, melt - upgrade it, Charge it, pawn it, zoom it, press it, Snap it, work it, quick - erase it, Write it, cut it, paste it, save it, Load it, check it, quick - rewrite it, Plug it, play it, burn it, rip it, Drag it, drop it, zip - unzip it, Lock it, fill it, call it, find it, View it, code it, jam - unlock it, Surf it, scroll it, pose it, click it, Cross it, crack it, twitch - update it, Name it, rate it, tune it, print it, Scan it, send it, fax - rename it, Touch it, bring it, pay it, watch it, Turn it, leave it, start - format it. Sure... take it as me just PMS-ing or something, but I've been holding things in a bit too long and just need to vent things out a bit more then I have been for the past week or so. I've noticed a drastic change in my own personality. I've become quiet and distant... I'm sure a lot of you have noticed this quite recently and I do apologize to each and every one of you. This change will not be lasting thogh... for this minor personality quirk is just me getting bored with life once again and becoming increasingly irritable with the things that happen everyday. But no worries... I will soon return to my normal appearance and life. Well... not really appearance. You see, my body structure will remain the same, but my hair being dyed red once again and the back being cut short to spike all over again. My social appearance will be approachable of course. I want to be the friendliest person in school... and also the one with a unique wardrobe. And as school begins, you will see the Sethish one becoming more vocal, being happy, smiling, all of that gibberish shit that everyone expects anyways. <3 Anyway... Onto the acts of being childish. This is just my opinion... but if you hate someone, don't go spouting off about how much you hate them. Because no one cares either way how the fuck you feel anyway. So... even though most wouldn't expect me to say this, cheer up emo kid. Don't like what I said? Then get the fuck out of my journal! This is my Otaku and my personal post... I have the right to say whatever the hell I want. Don't like the truth, don't read my shitty posts in the first place... And I'm sure the majority of my social life is wondering why the hell I'm being this bitchy... because I'm usually nice when posting like this. Can I just say I'm tired of all of it and hope all of you understand? Yeah, right... I wanna see you look straight into the asshole of the world and say, "fuck you". You wanna know something... I don't see half as many people doing it nowadays as there should be. But great news... my cat isn't going to die. I saw him eating all by himself today! So up yours dad!!! You shithole... And another thing! If you have a fucking crush on me... let me know face to face! I'm tired of people calling me and spouting shitty words like, "I love you, but you don't love me. I'll kill myself now." You know what? If you're going to act like a selfish little bitch... then your carcass can rot in a dirty black bag!! Seriously people... I have enough stress in my fucking life to deal with some dirty guy who wants to call and moan and groan and jack off into my ear! And you know who the fuck you are, you dirty sicko! And you be warned that as soon as I get another sickening call from you, your number's going to the police.... Sick fuck. Well... I'm feeling better already. I guess it wasn't enough that I went to Kato's grave and cried for two hours for forgiveness today... I really do miss my brother. I hope everyone will someday forgive me for this horrid post and learn to move on their lives knowing that "Sethy will always remain good ole Sethy... even if she does have her days." I love each and every one of you completely... always remember that. No creature today. :/

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