Wednesday, January 4, 2006

Thoughts of memories...

Time: Sometime in the afternoon. Song: The Ghost of You and Me By: BBMak Mood: Thoughtful What am I supposed to do With all these blues Haunting me everywhere No matter what I do Watching the candle flicker out In the evening glow I can't let go When will the night be over I didn't mean to fall in love with you And baby there's a name For what you put me through It isn't love, it's robbery I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me Seen a lot of broken hearts Go sailing by Phantom ships lost at sea And one of them is mine Raising my glass I sing a toast to the midnight sky I wonder why The stars don't seem to guide me I didn't mean to fall in love with you And baby there's a name For what you put me through It isn't love, it's robbery I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me The ghost of you and me When will it set me free I hear the voices call Following footsteps down the hall Trying to save what's left Of my heart and soul Watching the candle flicker out In the evening glow I can't let go When will the night be over I didn't mean to fall in love with you And baby there's a name For what you put me through It isn't love, it's robbery I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me Well, after a long night yesterday of fighting against the parental unit, my life has become something of a living hell today... especially with my dad and what not. After the fighting ended, I got to thinkin about things a lot more than usual. These thoughts have brought me to one statement... I miss middle school.. Seth: *Sighs and gazes at the floor.* I miss how close everyone used to be together. No one cared about anything each other did and no one was really picky about things. We were all just simple kids trying to be cool and rebellious to prove to others that we were someone. Seth: I really see no use in speaking of this... I just need to get the things out of my mind Seth! These thoughts have been bothering for a while now. I really miss everything we all had together... it seemed so perfect while it lasted and now it's reduced to nothing! Seth: Welcome to my world. Quit being so upset... it's my turn to be upset, damnit! Seth: You don't know how this feels Kawaii... you just don't! *Hides away in his room.* Well, now that Seth's going to anti-social with us, I'll just continue on. I really don't know why anyone would care about this, but you guys know what it feels like when you just have those moments where you think back to the past and realize all that you had... and miss it. I don't expect sympathy or pity from everyone... all I'm asking is for a bit of understanding as to why I've been acting the way I have been as of late. If I make any kind of comment that may hurt you please let me know... I've just been feeling rather odd lately and- Seth: Kawaii? Yes Seth? Seth: *Hugs tightly.* I'm sorry... I think we both have been feeling upset lately. *Holds Seth tightly.* We have. Well everyone.. I'm off to endure the rest of this damned class. Kawaii Seth<3

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