Saturday, April 15, 2006

It isn't easy to admit...

Time: 11:06 PM Song: First Kiss By: New Found Glory Mood: Withdrawn You're more than tongue tied this time Well I can feel it in you lips Nobody told me you were a sucker for a kiss Music low We're all alone Being wrong never felt so right Tell me about your first kiss Tell me or have you already forgotten it Tell me about your first kiss What do I have to do to get through all of this? I'm writing it down I bet you thought this song was about you You're more that just mad this time You've got that look in your eye Nobody told me you were a sucker for a kiss Music low We're all alone Being wrong never felt so right Tell me about your first kiss Tell me or have you already forgotten it? I'm writing it down Just leave me here and tell me to my face what you think about Can we figure out What happened to our happy ending anyway? How you feel about Leaving me here With a lot more left to say Music low We're all alone Being wrong never left so right Tell me about your first kiss Tell me or have you already forgotten it Tell me about your first kiss What do I have to do to get though all of this? I'm writing it down I bet you thought this song was about you Seth: Have I told you that I missed you lately? I bet I haven't... ... I really do. What really makes a person miss another like some do? What makes a person constantly gaze at the phone in wonder as they wait for that one person to call them for a small chat or just to talk or ask to come over? The world may never know. I miss you so much that it hurts at this very moment. I don't believe I've ever missed anyone this badly before. It's amazing how I have never really missed you this much until this very night, but... What triggered it? What made me desire to be near you this much on this night? Is it the fact that I saw the sunset and how the colors of azure and amethyst mixed together so perfectly? Or the way that I sat around the room and listened to Kawaii tell these stories aloud to me about us? You seem so far away from me that it hurts to think about how you may be doing. What are you doing right now? I wonder if you are thinking of me and how much of a lovesick romantic I am... it is all because of you, really. I think about the times we shared and sadly feel my heart breaking as this void grows bigger and bigger with each passing moment. Oh, how I wish to see you once again and just feel you near me and hear your voice beside me. I have not felt much emotion lately and I guess this is the only time I will ever really get all of these off of my chest. I may not be the best person in the world to turn to... ... but at least I can admit... That I deeply miss you... And wherever you are... I hope you feel the same thing too. _-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_ Aww... Sethy can be so cute, ne? I decided to leave this whole first half of the post to his thought process only so that everyone knows how me dear other half is doing. Poor thing is lovesick... Yes, some of you may not be too clear on this, but Seth is just another part of me that seems to have taken a different role in my life. He is my opposite self, thus making him another part of me. (Yes, I know I'm crazy... but who isn't anymore?) I am so happy that you guys accepted him so quickly though. He's like a part of my little family. *Hugs Seth.* This is the only place he can ever really come to life and I thank you all for understanding. We all have a different person inside of us.. it just depends on how open-minded we really are that makes us choose to express that other personality or not. In case you wonder, he's an Egyptian spellcaster. But instead of all tan... he's really pale and girlishly skinny. :D Seth: *Falls asleep by the phone.* *Covers him up.* I would love to thank ALL of you for commenting on my last topic. It seemed very out of character of me, ne? I can be a pretty deep person, but I love discussing opinions with others. Let me ask you this. What do you think makes a person miss another? G'night, my friends. Kawaii Seth<3

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