Saturday, June 24, 2006

A return to life.

Time: 12:13 AM Song: Dear Angel (Watch video below to listen.) By: April Sixth Mood: Perplexed. Dear angel of mine, Where do I start to express how I feel? Well, my love's gone blind. Now all that I feel is what I hear. Your words rip and tear, and through my heart so weak and pure. Now I find myself wanting to die… I bleed for the second time tonight holding the love that's in my mind. If only my love could be with you. If only this pain, this pain died too So I break you away, away, away from me. As I sit here alone thinking about everything that you said. You know since I'm alone. Well, maybe after all, I was better off dead. Cause without you my life's gone down... What do I do, when I find myself wanting to die? I bleed for the second time tonight holding the love that's in my mind. If only my love could be with you. If only this pain, this pain died too I bleed for the second time tonight holding the love that's in my mind. If only my love could be with you. If only this pain, this pain died too I break you away, away, away from me. And I don't know…I'll break you away! Said, I'll break you away, away, away from me. And I don't know. -------- Sorry for the sudden diappearance, guys. I left to go to my twin's house to spend a few nights with her and Bishojo Tenshi. I really just needed to get away from life at home; I think that I'm just getting down on myself because there's a serious lack of anything else to do here at home. But, in all honesty, there's really nothing else I can do outside of home anyway. So I just stay home and do little things around the house... like download music or chat with friends online; since I really do miss my friends a lot of the time. Seth: *Sleeps soundly on his bed.* *Pats Seth.* Even poor Sethy here is very bored. All he ever really does is just sleep around or sit on his bed reading for the majority of the days that pass by. He reads and I mess around on roleplay forums on Furcadia (Big roleplay fanatic, I am.) I mean... I have desire to surf around different sites as I used to. All I really want to do is sit down and get thrown into a different world, with a different life and a whole different plot. That's all I really enjoy doing anymore... leaving this reality behind and becoming a totally different person with the world at my fingertips. There are, of course, little distractions outside of my virtual life though. My parents coming home and wanting dinner or my dad throwing one of his famous temper tantrums that make me just as angry in the process. Some random bout of drama striking my life like a neverending story. -------- Driver's Ed starts for me this coming monday. Only two hours of my day taken into the grips of people that think they can rule my life on the street. Oh well... such is life, no? I need a liscense to get the things I really need in life. ... so I have no room to bitch. -------- I think that's all I have to say this time. o.O So... here's a video of the song I'm currently listening to. -------- -Kawaii Seth<3

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