Thursday, May 27, 2004

i had detention today it was so boring...i got it for a really stupid reason too..but i cant remember y i got it....i did manage to meet a new group of friends though even though we couldnt talk the whole time...i ended up walking home with them....it was really amusing...
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Monday, May 24, 2004

i get to stay off of school today cause i had to watch my brother (even though we r the same age) my dad said that i need to make sure he didnt set things on fire while my parents went to work lol i thought that was funny....my brothers a pyro that makes me laugh that I have to watch HIM...hes technecly older by like a couple minutes.....
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Saturday, May 15, 2004

i havent been online for the past couple of days cause ive had to do this really long report and its made me so stressed...well i finally finished it....but yea my dad wanted to put me in a mental hospital cause he thought i was going to kill myself....lately ive been able to hide my emotions pretty well...but everythings been makeing me depressed....
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Monday, May 10, 2004

i just typed this really long post but then it got all deleted cause my computer is really stupid....grr...i just got done dyeing my sisters hair...it is now purple..(it was blue)and yea my hands r all purple too....well i guess i can just start from this morning...
i got up late (like usually) and had to rush to get ready i had about 10 min brfore i had to go...i just threw on random clothing...which was a pinkish shirt with a long black shirt underneath, jean pants (that r cut short), a black skirt over that, and then to top it off i put on a pink and red bunny hat....and a trench coat...like normal
as i walked out the door i was greated by my usual friends, alex (hes kinda short with really dark longish hair and white tips, also whereing a trench coat, except he dresses more kodana style)and john (hes an american student hes really funny, most of the time he doesnt try to be, but his japanese is so bad....hes really tall and has really light colored hair, he kinda just wears pretty much anything, kinda like me) and then just other random people like leon (that isnt his real name but he likes to be called that, and i cant remember his real name anyway) well anyway we all just walked to school like we normally did and of course i had to stop to finish my homework.... i figure since they all have the same classes as me i dont have to do the work i can just copy it from them....yes i am very lazy... well then we get to school and i wait in the hall to get into my locker cause the guy with the locker above mine takes up alot of space and takes a really long time to get is books and leave...i get into the class and my teacher starts yelling at me cause this really big project was due today and i didnt even start it...oh well
then my brother which is in some of my classes (he is the same age as me...yea we r twins)he was like saying random stuff about me looking anerexic(spelled?) or something like that (which is far from the truth i eat alot but i like havent gained any weight since i was about 10 ish)then the rest of the day was really boring and nothing much more happened until we got home...
as me and my brother waled through the door my dad started saying stuff about us now being grounded or something cause of our poor grades (he says that alot) but then later we went to the mall anyway and he didnt care...at the mall i was again joined by my friends....then i got home and got on the computerand didnt do much of anything else...
that update was for travis if u even got through it all it was pretty long now that i look back through it...oh well u asked me to type a really long post like u did....
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Thursday, May 6, 2004

i feel really sick all of a sudden i think it has somthing to do with the stapeling of my arm... i wouldent have done it if he didnt randomly bring that stapler over...grr...
maybe tikal made me sick with all her sickness...i should just blame her....
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Tuesday, May 4, 2004

my stupid compter is being stupid once more...im probably going to take it apart...again....
well i think im feeling better so u dont have to worry anymore headshotomega....
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Saturday, May 1, 2004

A demon whispers to Mother Moon

Forgotten words

Silent words that recite

Poems that were sung in war

That recite insults

That were sung in peace

They kidnap me

And they welcome me in his reign


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Friday, April 30, 2004

im starting to feel kinda depressed again im not really sure why though....last night we had a sleep over but it seemed as if no one really wanted to talk to me, they kinda just wanted to talk to tikal (my step sister) i dont know i guess i just kinda felt out of place...it doesnt really matter though.. i dont care anymore...ive not really been caring about alot of things...sometimes i wish i could just start over but then i relize its not really that simple...im sure if anyone actually reads this they dont really care....
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Saturday, April 10, 2004

he is the koolest american singer...but its so hard to get american cds in japan...i wish i could have his cd...i love clay aiken
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Sunday, April 4, 2004

im updateing before i go to school...even though im not supposed to be online right now....is it possible for a AIM robot to block u cause that happened to me...*cries*...well i g2g now...i have to met my friends and walk to school...and stop to finish my homework...
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