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myOtaku.com: Kawaii Youko


Sunday, March 7, 2004

"Starved"
Are you so guiltless?

I must have just slipped your mind - oh, pay no mention to me! I'm nothing more than a reminder of your past, a momento, if you will.

Do you recognize this face? No, no; it seems no one does anymore. No one sees that same, cheerful face that once used to be, no one remembers what I once was.

Well! I stand before you once again - but I'm not the same little girl I once was. I'm no longer that naive, love-struck creature you so easily ensnared. You see? I don't have that child-like innocence anymore - it's now a hardened sense of our savage reality.

I no longer live in the dilusion that life is an idea state of being - at times I feel the contrary is equally desireable. I don't try to sugar coat life anymore; the sugary layer of lies only made it easire for me to swallow. I don't want that.

I don't want the morphine like lies you've so often sold me as truths. Keep them - you may need them someday when you have nothing to hold close late at night.

Cradle those lies close - let them be your comfort; let them be your security blanket. Just don't expect me to be there to hold your hand.

You've starved me of the love and attention I need to sustain life.

Your lies and deception killed me.

-- Mal

~*~

Just a piece of depressing art. I'm not expecting praise for writing sad things, but hey, I like them.

Lots of things have been happening lately; I won't go into detail right now.. ^~^;;

Thanks anyone who's been looking at my site and pics. XP

I'm going to leave you alone now, ciao.
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