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Thursday, November 13, 2003
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Well, my day was just about the same. Same classes, same ppls. I said hi to her at band, and it sounded a small bit less friendly, but it still was. At lunch, i saw Mat and Katrina talking again (this animation represents my feelings when i feel a bit left out) Well, i think i know how to talk to her at lunch. At the vending machines. When i saw her go up, i thought"if she cant come here, then ill go up to her!" So, i did, and was right behind her. I didnt say anything, cause its hard to talk to someone when your heart is beating twice as fast (that happens when im near her, and i kinda breathe heavy, too.*babumpbabump*) Then she turned and said hi and we talked, but i didnt really answer, i just looked at her and laughed when she said something funny, cause sometimes i cant hear good....so i just stare. Well, lunch ended and off to other classes. When i went to World Cultures, i saw her talking to my teacher. I went up there to see what they were talking about, and said something, but i dont think she heard me  I felt invisible.... so, the day ended with me feeling, normal. I have 5 personalities:
Happy
Hyper
depressed
normal
the way u feel when in love(i dunno what it is)
Well, i thought id take this time to look back to when me and Katrina first became friends...
We met in Health. She noticed my drawings, and we both liked Kenshin. Thats when we were friends. Next time i talked was next health, when we first got a bit more friendly, with a note conversation, where i said that she was not crazy, and she said she felt loved after that. About a week after being friends i saw her with a new hair style. I complimented her on it. Later that day i gave her my email. when the 1st mail came, she asked if i really liked her hair. I said it was cute(im not sure thats what i wanted to say) then came a bit more friends when we talked more. Then, the day we walked together. Now, this is a day to remember here: she sent me an email saying that we were more than friends. I agreed, and we acted a little like b&g, but not all the way. Then, the split, when mat said he still liked her. I got real jealous, and started to cry(true). Then, we still acted as if nothing happened. Few more weeks and then we were a little less friends. Now, we are at about 3/4ths of our old friendship, and i dont know about her and mat yet.
Ok, i had to tell others. Ok, please pick more hamhams!
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