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Tuesday, December 2, 2003
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Today, Katrina finally appeared today! I was so happy I surprised her at the door with a, "HI!!!". Then we just talked, went to breakfast, hi's in the halls. After computer science, Katrina and me walked and her arm was around my head since i waited for her. Then, I was invited to her house. I had to wait for her to come after school. When I was waiting, she didnt come. I waited for 30 minutes. My parents were there in the car, waiting. They got fed up with it, so they said i had to go. I tried to stay, but couldnt........I hope Katrina is alright on her own......maybe she left without me noticing, or she was still there......I wish I could go back.......I hope she dont hate me.......*sob sob sob* i was crying when i left. i hate my parents...they are not patient like me. I feel that i should of stayed. I hate myself. I hate my parents, and maybe I might be able to make it for tomorrow? I was standing out there at below freezing temperatures, waiting, while my parents were snug in a car. I was determined to find her, but I could not. If Katrina doesnt forgive me....................i hope she forgives me and lets me come over still. i have no idea about nothing right now. I am mad at my parents, and I am sad for Katrina, having to walk in this cold weather. I HATE MYSELF!
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