Thursday, December 11, 2008

   A Thursday that feels like a Monday.
Well it's the first full day of school this week.

All I'm going to say is that I love anti-lock brakes and wish I could fly to Germany over Christmas break. No it won't happen. Maybe if we won the jackpot on a scratch ticket. LOL.

I am looking forward to spending time with my peeps over Christmas break and decorating the tree with my mom. Sometimes I feel like both this town and this weather are driving me slowly insane.

Argh. I have to drive back to school soon...

KawaiiMelody out!

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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

   LOL School cancelled again.
Supposedly because of the remaining ice on the south side of the district. Well I live on the south side of town and I drove home from work last night and the road conditions are quite tolerable. Maybe further out into the country. I'm not complaining or anything! I LOVE snow days especially since seniors don't have to make them up! I also got a dumb thing for comp done that I was putting off. LOL. We'll probably be going to school tomorrow. I bet my Spanish teacher is freaking out. LOL.



KawaiiMelody out!
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Tuesday, December 9, 2008

   A productive snow day
School was cancelled today because of last night's snow and ice. I wonder if there will be a late start tomorrow.

LOL so I went to Dollar General today to get wrapping paper and stuff. As soon as I walk in I see TS on her way out and I jump up and down and pick her up. LOL my mom was like what are you doing because she didn't see TS and thought I was just randomly dancing around in the middle of the store. So anyway I also went there to get tape. Well I realized when I got home I forgot to buy it! Well I improvised. Wrapped TS's and Jillian's gifts. Still have to add more stuff to Erin's present. I didn't wrap my mom's gift because she was with me all day. ^_^

Later I went to work. It was a really slow evening at the library...which didn't surprise me.

When I got home watched some awesome Fullmetal Alchemist.

I have to work on Saturday so I have a good excuse...wait...he always goes to the library on Saturdays. Great. That'll be awkward. Oh well.

See you tomorrow TS!

KawaiiMelody out! ^_^
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Friday, December 5, 2008

   Fabulous Friday
Because it is Friday. YAY Twilight tonight! Tomorrow TS is taking another ACT practice test. On Sunday I have to go through the results with her. Also Jillian asked me to help her with some math homework on Sunday. I'll have to schedule them for different times that day. Also, I wonder how Jillian is coming on Sunday without letting Doug know. Who knows. But I sure know that I'm staying away from her house for a few good months. LOL!


I kind of mad at my comp. teacher, but I'll just have to deal with it...







KawaiiMelody out!
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Thursday, December 4, 2008

   Whatev'
Instead of feeling annoyed by things I'll just relax and look at the bright side.

1. My friends are awesome!

2. I get to see Twilight on Friday!

3. Pudding is good!

4. Birds are cute!

5. This is my last year in high school!


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Wednesday, December 3, 2008

   Tee-hee!
TS forgot her phone at my house!

She was here to study. Jillian called and we all laughed about stuff. We probably could've been more productive. LOL. Well, it's mostly up to TS now how much her score will improve.

Today was fun. My mom and I stayed home and had an Inuyasha marathon. I can't decide if Sesshomaru is sexier than Roy. They are both different. It's hard to compare characters from different series. Though, it is quite easy to compare characters who are in the same show.

Maybe tomorrow will be a late start?

LOL. TS got her phone back. It is sure cold out there...

Listening to Il Divo. Ear candy! (And eye candy!)



KawaiiMelody out!
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   SNOW!!!!!!!!
I hope TS is careful when she drives here tonight...

I read some Inuyasha manga before I went to sleep and then I dreamt about Sesshomaru all night!





I think I'm going to watch my Inuuyasha DVDs right now. LOL.

KawaiiMelody out.
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Tuesday, December 2, 2008

   The reason why...
TS, I'm not even going to give him a chance. I don't want those twisted feeling to come back. My heart has changed. It knows what it wants and is willing to be more patient. This is going to sound horrible, but Doug is not good enough for me. I know dating doesn't mean I have to marry him, but why should I bother if I know he would ruin my life? He's going to college to become an author. A foolish and fickle dream. He'll just be another one of those starving authors who still lives with mommy when he's forty. He has a weak personality. He's the type that would cling to her girlfriend for constant reassurance. I don't want a baby boy, I want a man. Please don't feel sad. That's how I feel. I can't change that. Maybe he'll change one day, but even then I still won't be interested.

I'm nothing like him. I asked him out two years ago because I really liked him. He asked me out the other day because he's afraid to be alone. Cry me a river.

I should be careful though. In life, all swords are double edged...I might hurt Doug, but then TS will lose respect for me and I might get treated differently when I go Jillian's house. It does hurt to hurt people. I am by no means enjoying this situation. I wish it would just go away, even though it won't. It's as if the nightmare that started when he hurt my feelings two years ago still hasn't end it.

Oh I wish I could wake up!





KawaiiMelody out!
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Monday, December 1, 2008

   Snowy Monday
The road conditions are getting annoying. They might get worse tonight when I drive home from work. OMG. I have to work almost everyday except for Friday and the weekend this week.

LOL now I really do have an excuse to say no to Doug. (LOL I almost wrote "Dough" and that's about right.) This weekend is the last weekend I have to study with TS. It's crunch time! And on Friday night I told my mom I would see Twilight with her (so everyone else can just screw themselves...) So I need Saturday day or night to give TS another practice ACT and go over what I assigned her next time. Of course I'm not going to tell him that. I'm just going to tell him I have an important prior commitment that had slipped my mind earlier. If he isn't too much of a pansy to call me like he said he was going to then he can just figure it out himself. I'm still so ticked off that he had the nerve to come up to me out of the blue like that. And I don't give a crap if break his heart. He broke mine about two years ago to last month! I got over it. He will too. He has to man up a little bit. I gave him no reason to believe I still had feelings for him. So, no I couldn't care less about his feelings.
It has nothing to do with me and doesn't either. He just happens to be my friend's brother.

Rafael Nadal says to give him the hand.



Isabella (cute kitty) is sleeping on her pink blanket! Also, I love strawberry apple sause (random.)

My Spanish teacher was acting kind of drunk/hung over this morning. At one point she was leaning over the overhead while she was talking to us. Then she showed us her Thanksgiving pictures and got the class talking about her personal life again. LOL. I don't mind though; it's just funny...I'll probably be leaning over my book cart before this day is done!

KawaiiMelody out.
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Sunday, November 30, 2008

   Winter Wonderland
It's finally snowing. Woot woot. (Sarcasm)

Jillian e-mailed me back. She said he didn't even mention anything about it too her...She recommended for me to say I have a family commitment just like I was planning on anyway. She seemed kind of puzzled, but was sure that he was intending to ask me on a date. Great now I have to wait for that dork to call me...::sigh:: At least I have some time to think of an excuse. That means I can't hang out with Jillian next Saturday.

Tee-hee. I love online Christmas shopping.

I heart Roy.



KawaiiMelody out!
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