Saturday, November 25, 2006

   So here's what happended...
Yep, my love issues took an interesting turn yesterday around six PM. First, let me fill you in on the situation:

Major Players:

Talim Soul

Erin

Jillian

Jillian's Brother, Doug

Me


Okie dokie then. I had had a secret crush on Jillian's brother. He is a senior and I am a sophomore so I only would see him when I hung out with Jillian (or randomly in the hall). Talim Soul, being grateful for how I helped her with Tony decided to help me out.

So on Wednesday she called Doug for me and asked him these random questions for me, not revealing who I was. I found out later on that Jillian and Erin were there in the background wondering who had crush on Doug. He was kind of weirded out by TS being a messenger so I decided to tell him I like him before she accidentally told him or something like that.

It was a weird incident...TS was spending the night and we had just finished dinner. (LOL I almost burned it...) We sat down on my couch and I drew an angel card. (Kind of like tarot cards except with angels.) I drew New Beginnings and I explained to TS what it meant. And she was like, "Its a sign, call Doug!" So I reluctantly agreed and she quickly dialed the phone and handed it to me when Doug picked up.

I told him something like,"Its me. I am sure you already guessed so I wanted to tell you before someone else did." And he was like "It is hard to recognize people over the phone. Who is this?" TS had a laughing attack. She was standing there the whole time watching me talk on the phone, eating her stupid cheese stick.

I told him who I was and he said he was glad that I came forward. Then I totally forgot what else I wanted to say so I just talked about Tales of Symphonia. (Jillian's borrowing it right now.) After that he told me he would have to think about it. I was just relieved I told him.

After I hung up what I just did really sunk in and I started freaking out. I called Erin and told her. She said,"Wow, that was you! Why didn't you tell me you had a crush on him?"

Later I called Jillian and I loved her reaction. She was totally neutral to it. I was worried she would flip out on me... LOL she was more concerned about what had happended at work. (annoying old ladies...) She told me that her mom and dad both know though. I thought, "Oh crap!"

Yeah so back to today. My dad, my grandma, my mom, and I had just eaten our Thanksgiving dinner and were driving around town. Well, we drove by Jillian's house and my dad saw her dad in the driveway.My dad said something like maybe I should stop and talk to him. (They are old buddies...) I kind of shook my head and luckly we kept driving. You see, I haven't told my parent's yet. I am going to tell them if we actually go out. Jillian's dad has a weird sense of humor and he would of probably said something embarassing to my family.

Oh gosh, it is going to be weird on Monday. I am fine either way now. I have calmed down alot since Friday. I just know I am going to avoid Doug and Jillian's dad like the plague. (He works as a janitor at the school in the afternoon and he drops off his kids in the morning.) Oh my gosh I might find myself avoiding the whole family like the plague. LOL it is so embarassing....


Is that fun or what? (sarcasm...^_^)

Kawaii Melody out!
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