Wednesday, November 3, 2004

Elections
I'm afraid to even turn the television on for five minutes...All day at school, I'm going to here Republicans cheering for Bush and then hear them beating down the Democrats. And vice-versa with the Democrats.

Man do I hate politics. Anyways, I have a picture to show you guys. Drawn by me when I was sucidial. Not really graphic or anything, it's just a reminder to stay alive.

Those are magnets holding it up because it's on the fridge door right now. I drew it with a Sharpie O.O

Next subject, I have to talk to Mrs. Welsh, the school counselor(sp?), today. Gotta re-arrange my classes...AGAIN! Plus I need another adult to talk to. I can't talk to my mom during the day because of school and work, so yeah. Well, I've got to go...Time to pack up for school....D*&^, I hate school....-__-'
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Tuesday, November 2, 2004

Just a post
I think I've used that somewhere before...^^' Heh. Anyways, today Rosie said she's going try to solve things with me and the others! I don't want it to be solved!!!

Anyways, as you all know today is election day in the US. I'm not going to tell those that can vote who to vote for, because I don't like Kerry or Bush.

Anyways, onto other things. I actually drew a picture of me and my boyfriend today!!! In school...O.O That's a surprise. Well, I don't have much more to post. I've got homework to do tonight. See ya guys later!
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Monday, November 1, 2004

Not much to post
Yep, that's the truth. I have nothing much to talk about. MC and I are no longer friends. It's official now. She even glares at me. Dontcha just hate people that do that?

Anyways, I got a book Saturday called Vampire Dreams. It's an SAT vocab. book but the story is good.

A few nights ago, I had a really weird dream...I killed people by slicing them and drinking their blood O.O And then yesterday, I bit my own hand for no reason...It really freaked me out O.o o.O

Next subject.At school today, I discovered the two things you never talk about at school: politics and religion. Debates and fights will spawn from those subjects. It's funny ^^

Well, that's all for now. I'll talk to you guys later!

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Created by PinkEtnies and taken 10766 times on bzoink!
** basics **
Name:	Allison
Nickname:	Allie-chan
Location:	USA
Gender:	Female
Birthplace:	Georgia
Birthstone:	Garnet
Birthday:	Jan 10,1989
Sign:	Capricorn
Righty or Lefty:	Both
Screenname:	Kayago or ssj2relena
** your looks **
Height:	5 feet, 7 inches
Weight:	Unknown
Shoe size:	8-11
Hair Color:	Redish-brown and blonde
Hair Length:	Shoulder-length
Eye Color:	Blue-green
Size:	In what text?
Glasses:	No
Braces:	No
Piercings:	Yes. One in each ear
Tattoos:	No
** fashion **
Where do you shop:	Wal-Mart, Recycle stores(they have some cool stuff), and Goody's
What do you usually wear:	Jeans and t-shirts
What kind of shoes do you wear:	Any I decide to wear
Do you wear a watch:	Yes
Color you never wear:	Pink
Color you wear at least once a week:	Black
Something you wear everyday:	Black
Do you wear make up everyday:	Yes
Make up essential:	Cover-up
Most cherished piece of clothing:	It's not clothing, but my garnet angel necklace
You wouldn't be caught dead wearing:	Hot pink
Do you wear belts:	Yes
Do you wear hats:	No
How many pairs of shoes do you have:	5
** music **
Favorite kind of music:	Rock
Least Favorite:	Gospel or Hillbilly
How many CD's do you have:	54
Last CD you bought:	Hellsing Ruins
Whats in your CD player right now:	A mixed CD
Do you download music:	Yes, if it's free.
** Favorites **
Color:	Black
Number:	13
Season:	Winter
Ice cream:	Vanilla
Website:	Don't have one
Quote:	"The sword I used to draw your blood will forever remain at my side."
Store:	Barnes & Noble
Band:	Linkin Park
Singer:	Don't have one
Rapper:	Same
Group:	Same
Song:	Numb by Linkin Park
Movie:	Don't have one
Actor:	Same
Actress:	Same
Kind of movies:	Horror
Place to be:	Don't have one
Time of day:	Midnight
Clothing Brand:	Don't have one
Animal:	Wolf
Food:	Ramen
Holiday:	All Hallow's Eve
Shape:	Triangle
Restaraunt:	Happy Family II
Fast food place:	Wendy's
Boy's name:	Jonathan
Girl's name:	Megan
Word:	Death
Month:	December
Candy:	Don't have one
** love and relationships **
Sexual Preference:	Boys
Boyfriend or Girlfriend:	Boyfriend
Crush:	Don't have one. I have a boy friend
Do you believe in love at first sight:	Sort of
What do you look for in a guy/girl:	Personality
Best physical feature:	Eyes
Best hair color:	Redish-brown or black
Best eye color:	Blue, green, combination, or brown
** randoms **
Do you paint your nails:	Sometimes
What color is your tooth brush:	Red
What's on your desktop:	A lot of things
Do you like roller coasters:	Yes!
Do you do drugs:	No
Are you a virgin:	Yes
Do you have any pets:	Cats
What time do you go to sleep:	11:15 P.M
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Sunday, October 31, 2004

What is a friend...?
I no longer have friends...I got into a fight with ?(can't say the name) and then MC got into it...I sware that they are all trying to get me to kill myself.

I actually told MC that...I sware it's true...She said "If that's what you believe, so be it."

With ex-friends like them, who needs enemies...? Maybe they're right. All I do is make people feel sorry for me...

Anyways, I hope you guys have a happy Halloween. Be careful, alright?

Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

January
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking andproductive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.


You are Remus Lupin,the kind werewolf and possibly
the sweetest person in the world^^ You like to
read and love hanging around with your best
friends


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What NERV Child Are You?
I'm Shinji?! NOOOOOO! *dies*

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Saturday, October 30, 2004

Once Happy....
Now depressed...I've been looking at my archive. I was sort of happy when I first started this site..Heh. It's amazming what a year can do to a person.

I had another dream about me dying. I didn't committ suicide in this one. Someone committed homicide. I don't remember why or how, but I think I knew the person.

Anyways, I have to go my grandmother's today...She's going to tell me about some f*&^ed up party the family's having. Like I really want to go to a party where there's snobs.

I guess I'll stay home tonight. Sad thing is the scary movies don't come on until tomorrow. Oh well. Guess I'll raid the DVD's. At least we have House on Haunted Hill and Dawn of The Dead. Anyways, bye guys.
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Friday, October 29, 2004

That's just my current MSN sn.

Lately, I've been feeling more and more depressed. I'm guessing it's because of Halloween is approaching. This may sound weird, but sometimes at Halloween I hear voices. Not the insane kind of voices, but the voices like those that empaths here. They drive me crazy!

This Halloween, that hasn't started happening yet...I wonder why. Could be I've become suicidal again...I'm beginning to think alot of people would be happy if I was gone, y'know. It's people that don't like me. Guess that's expected, huh?

Anyways, tomorrow I'm going to be stuck at home to do nothing. What fun...Everyone else is going to a party or a haunted house. Oh well. Guess I'll just be a recluse tomorrow. Well, I've got to go for now.

A picture just to put up:


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Wednesday, October 27, 2004

   Backstabbing...
Ok. There is a reason why I deleted yesterday's post..It was making me upset.

Last night, I found that Ashley said I called her a bitch behind her back. She said she heard me. This goes back to Monday's post.

I never called Ashley a bitch. Rosie knows that, but will Ashley talk to her...? Noooooooo. I get the feeling that someone is out to get me or destory me.

Today, I'm going to call Pickens High School and see if there's a way a student from Gilmer HS can go there. If I don't see people I know, I won't be upset. Plus, PHS is a better school.

I can't say anything else...I have to go to the dreaded school....
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Monday, October 25, 2004

   Do I seem mean to you guys...?
Do I? I mean be serious. I don't want you to hold anything back. I got into an argument with at least two so-called friends today. Natasha being the main person.

Okay, this is how it started. Rosie and I were going to talk to this guy that was staring at us Friday. We told Ashley and she said to leave him alone. Anglena said he if wanted to be bothered, he'd be talking to someone.

When we were out of earshot of them, I told Rosie she didn't have to listen to Ashley and I also told her that Anglena was being a bitch. Natasha turned her head as fast as she could and said "You don't need to talk behind people's back." I told her I wasn't. "It sure as hell sounded it!"

I almost said something but I bit my tounge. She walked away with one of those "I'm holier than thou" kind of attitudes. The girl used to be my friend and vice versa, but of late, she seems to hate me and I have no idea why.

That's whay I asked you guys the question. I know I've been to some of you over that past year and I cannot say sorry enough.Especially to Danielle.

Anyways, I have to go today...I'll post tomorrow or Wednesday..

P.S. Since it's Seto's birthday and there's so many fans of him on this site, I decided to post a few pics of him.

Pic 1:

Yes...I think he's smoking..
Pic 2:

The fangirls got to him...O.O
Pic 3:

Aww...He fell asleep..


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Sunday, October 24, 2004

   Good mood today
Yeah, that's right. I'm in a good mood. Had to get up early today though, had to let Aisha outside. She likes running around and annoying me -_-' I thought I would put up a picture though. Here it is:



Anyways, instead of grocery shopping yesterday, Mama-san and I ended up going Cleveland, Ga, and just about every town from Ellijay(my town) to there.

It was pretty cool. I got some nice talking time with my mom. We don't get that much anymore because she's either at work or working on jewelry and I'm at school or on the computer. I enjoyed talking to her, though.

We also got stuffed bears from the Cancer Society. My mom's is white with a pink sweater and a pink ribbon(breast cancer). Mine's white with "Hurry Home" on it and it has a yellow ribbon. When I read the "Hurry Home" I almost cried because I know alot of people who have died of cancer or have it now.

Anyways, enough of my rambling. Bye you guys.
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Saturday, October 23, 2004

Posting ^^
I've decided to post about every other day or so. Depends on what happens.

I want to apolize for not having the party. Once I finished with my homework, my bf came online on Yahoo! and I kind of forgot about MyO ^^' I'm sorry!

I got my desktop back. I'm so happy. I get to see all my images, AMV's, and GIF's again. I missed them! *glomps her computer* I actually get to go to my favorite sites again too...O.O I couldn't remember the URL's...

Now for some other news. I went to Barns & Noble yesterday. I got the seventh volume of Rurouni Kenshin. Saito makes his apperance. I also got the second volume of Lament of the Lamb. That's a vampire manga. It's weird, but good.

Anyways, I must take my leave now. I've gotta go grocery shopping with my mom...-__-' See ya guys later!
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