Saturday, May 7, 2005

I hate men....
I just hate them, well not all, but a few. Like the ones that have sex with a girl and say they support abortion. Of course they would! They can delete their mistake!! There's this boy I know and let's call him Sox. He told his best friend's gf to break up with her bf. He went out with the girl two days later (last night) and almost hit homerun with her....IN A FUCKIN' THEATER! Yeah..I'm pissed about it because his friend was hurt by it and he wasn't helping. I asked Sox what he would do if the girl got pregnant and he said he'd take his responsiblity, but he supported abortion. He'd get the girl pregnant then let her deal with that. I hate him! He doesn't even love the girl...

Another reason I hate boys. Jonathan's become a little too possessive, perverted, obsessived, and alot of other things that I can't handle anymore. My friends say I should break up with him. My mom agrees somewhat. I don't know if I should...It'll hurt him alot and yeah...

Well, gotta go...Bye for now...
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Thursday, May 5, 2005

   Hey...
Hey again everyone. I need to ask advice/opinions on a certain situation, but I don't know who I can ask and who I can't. Does that make sense to you? I hope it does.

Sara, Calla, or Danielle: I want to ask your opinion on a personal matter so if you see this post, please PM me and let me ask. Same goes for Weko or anyone else I'm really good friends with around here.

Anyway, not much more to say. The kittens have finally opened their eyes with a little help. Smegel no longer looks like Gollum. He looks like a wide eyed little kid staring at a cookie jar.

Also, lately I've been getting back headaches. I wonder if it's from not eating as much or something...I'm guessing it is, but even when I eat, they don't always go away. Doesn't matter much though.

Alot of the "preppy" people at my school have noticed me loosing weight and they've commented!! Good comments of course, but it's amazing. They've actually got something to say to me. Usually they ignore me, but hey, I'm not complaining. One girl who is a little bit bigger than me said she had some pants that were too small for her but I could wear and I could have. I have no idea if that's a good thing or not, but I suppose it is...in someway.

And now my brain has gone blank..Go figure, no? I think I have A.D.H.D or something. My mind wanders too much...Well, gotta go. See ya!


P.S. Did Maris (Shinigami) delete her site? She's no longer on my list. Please tell me she didn't...
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Wednesday, May 4, 2005

   I'm actually posting....
Wow...Look at me. I'm actually getting off my lazy arse, so to speak, to post. I haven't posted in two weeks at least. The last post was about me falling, right? Oh well. A lot's happened since then.

I'm no longer working at Subway because I was only makin $5.15 an hour and I was only given six hours a week. I may be hired at KFC though because I took a "new employee" test thingy. When I spoke to the manager last week, he said I'd get like 20-35 hours a week at $5.50 an hour. That's pretty good if you ask me. -grins-On to my next subject.

In Graphic Art, we had to design a package for a small, single SOLO cup. I still haven't done it. I'll probably get a zero but it'll only drop my grade 3-4 points. If it drops any lower, my mom said she'll talk to the (beep) teacher.

I currently weight 172 pounds. Only 25 more to loose before Dragon*Con! I'm not so much worried about the amount I weight as I'm worried about the size clothes I wear. I currently can wear size 12 jeans, but I want to get to size 10 before August...I don't know if I can do it, but I'm gonna try my best!

Murphy, Dulcie, and Smokey all had kittens, but we think Murphy's are the only ones that survived because Dulcie & Smokey came home and were really thin. There was no evidence that they had even been pregnant. The babies probably died, as sad as that is. One of Murphy's kittens looks like Gollum from LotR. He's so cute!! He's black and gray striped and yes, his name has to do with LotR. His name is Smegal ((sp?))

My grandmother is out of the hospital. She told my mom and I, after she was home, that she had a heartattack and that's why she went into the hospital in the first place. I think it really scared her...She doesn't smoke as much as she once did. I'm proud but it'll be that nasty habit that will kill her...

You guys already know about the art thing because I remember posting about it...Whoa..That was a long time ago...O.o I'm actually drawing again, but I still suck. I made one of my friends' characters look like a boy from a punk band or something. I drew another picture of the character and he has nice, baggy, Hot Topic pants. Oh well. I tried.

The pants remind me of something! I told my grandmother about a pair of pants at wanted at HT and she said she'd take me to the mall to get them for me. It's funny because I don't think she's ever been to HT and she's going to be freaked out...big time. She's also going to take me to get my license. -grins- If you guys live in the north Georgia area, you might want to watch out for me. Things tend to "run" in front of me...like a tree one..It ran behind the car when it was backing up..That's an inside joke that I'll tell you guys at another time.

Now I must go before the teacher catches me doing something besides working. She'd be so mad...Well, I'll try to get to all of your sites and post a little something. See ya guys!
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Thursday, April 21, 2005

   Hello peoples.
I didn't skip school today. I have a reason. Yesterday, I was trying to reach the cups in the store room and I was balancing on a shelf thingy because I was too short to reach what I needed. The two guys I was working with were busy with a customer so I was stocking things. The shelf shifted and I fell on my rear then on my back. I didn't start hurting until I got home so I didn't tell the guys when I was still at work. I didn't really see a need to. I told my mom after I took a bath because when it started hurting the most. I was still hurting this morning and boy was I stiff, so she told me to stay home on one condition...I gotta finish my homework before she gets home. I'm almost done. I had to take 40 note cards worth of notes and I've finished completely 34 of them, so I'll be done thank god. And right now, I'm on the couch with the keyboard in my lap and the monitor turned so I can see what I'm typing. I'm high off pain pills almost. I had to take Midol then I had to take Equate Pain pills so yeah ^^' It'll probably put me to sleep in a bit. I'm still going to work today though. I need the money and I can't call out because enough people don't show as it is, plus I can't leave Johnathan (not my bf) and Talisha alone to do pre-closing stuff and everything. Well, gotta go. Bye.
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

   Hey everyone!
My first day of work went very well! I was making sandwiches within an hour of being there. It was fun. Plus, one of the workers that was there ((I forgot her name....))and she helped me out alot. She showed me how to clock-in, etc. Well, gotta go. I'm at school. Later!
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Monday, April 18, 2005

I apologize for not posting...
In a small forever. My grandmother was put in the hospital Tuesday morning and I had to stay with her Wednesday afternoon, Thursday night, Friday morning, and yesterday afternoon. She went from a normal room to an ICU room, then to an isolated room, and now she is in a regular room. Part of the reason she is in the hospital is due to the fact that she has asthma and a very bad heart problem, yet she smokes, thus it makes it very hard for her to breath. My grandmother is doing much better than she was before though and because of that I am happy.

In other news, Smokey and Murphy are pregnant and I suppose they're both going to get fixed once we find the kittens homes. I also had an appointment with an art instructor guy Saturday. He insulted my art, anime, and the school in which I want to go. It really upset me, but go figure. He was also rude to my mother. Had I heard him, I would have poured the diet coke I had all over his shirt and pants. The bastard....

I now have a job at Subway. I start tomorrow and it is an after school job so I won't be posting in the afternoons anymore. I'll probably post Saturday telling you how my first, second, third, and fourth days of work go.

Another thing I think I should explain. I know a girl/woman named as Alyssa has posted on some of your sites and I know she's spoken to you as well. Alyssa is kind of my protector. She keeps me from doing stuff I'll regret and she takes over when I'm on the verge of breaking due to emotions. Weko and xSakurax have spoken to her and I hope to God or whatever being is up there that she did not make them feel bad or angered them. Well, I must go for now. I've got to fill out a tax form for my job. Bye for now everyone!

~Alli-chan~
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Sunday, April 10, 2005

I'm scarred
Someone/thing left the pelt (back furred part of an animal) of a squirrel on my porch and it was stuck in the dog house. The back leg bones were left in it as were the paws...I almost got sick when I had to move it..It was skinned like an Indian did it...-shudders- I'm afraid to go outside right now...
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Friday, April 8, 2005

   I'm back
Yeah, I'm back from my grandmother's. I had a really nice visit with her. It was just too short though. During the summer, I'm going to spend a week with her. Okay, you probably want to know what went on so I'll tell you. Tuesday, we did pretty much nothing except go home and all, Wednesday, we cleaned the big picture window in the living room, and yesterday, we sat around cooking and talking, stuff like that ^^ I got paid more than I wanted too...I didn't want that much money....

And now for the reason for the face. I always tell MysteriousChild not to throw away or burn her drawings when here I am burning drawings for an RPG I had going. This is why it stoppd:

delta_sonata_troy: I'll be honest..
delta_sonata_troy: Your abilities left something to be desired. delta_sonata_troy: And I got bored.

I bore him and it'll be because of him I stop rping and drawing. The drawings I burned were of his and my characters. Screw it...I'm just not going to draw RPG characters anymore...It's just a waste of my time, graphite, ink, and colored pencils. I'm just not going to do it anymore...I hope he's happy.

In other news, Rath's new home is with a couple that has no children that moved up here last year. We met the woman and she's very nice. She'll take good care of him, I hope.

Not sure what else to say. Oh yeah, go to wekoronshei and jennifer92's sites. They're my good friends here and Jennifer's going through a hard time right now. Also, go to Deathrose's site and tell her not to leave! She wants to leave us and she's a good friend....Enough people have already left, don't you agree? Anyway, I'm going to go now before I really start ranting. Talk to you guys later.


P.S. I'm also thinking about leaving again. Things are getting odd around here...
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Monday, April 4, 2005

Good morning MyO!
Yes, it's morning. In fact, it's 3 in the morning ^^ Yeah, I'm up late/early. I've just been rping and my friend just left. I should be going to be but my mom will be leaving for work in three hours and I want to see her off to work without being a pain in this ass to wake up ^^;

Anyway, Rath is gone. We took him to like a shelter place. They'll fine him a good home...I hope, but hey, let's home he doesn't find home where he'll be beaten for biting people.

In other news, my father called me cruel and sadastic because I put two wood spiders (black and brown striped, hairy, big spiders that live in wooded area) and in one jar and watched them kill each other. How is that cruel? I mean they were in my house, damn it! They should have considered themselves lucky because they weren't put in a jar of bleach.

Anyway, today officially starts my Spring Break and tomorrow afternoon through Tuesday afternoon, I'll be at my grandmother's. I'm thinking she's either going to take me shopping or put me to work for pay. Either one is fine with me. I'm burning a hellova lot of CD's with music I know she hates on there -Grins- I won't play it of course. I'm a better person than that. Heh...heh...heh..

Not much else to say I suppose, so I'll be signing out for the night/morning. See ya guys!
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Sunday, April 3, 2005

I don't feel very well....
It's true. My head is hurting, yet I'm still on the computer, stupid me, eh? Last night, I was talking to three people on Y! Messenger. Deathrose and my boyfriend being two of them and I guess I blanked out or something like that because I was laying in bed and my mom had shut off the computer. I really think I passed out because I was tired but this was like at 9:45 at night. Usually, I stay up to 3 and 4 o'clock in the morning on Saturday. Oh well...Hope my friends forgive me. (Deathrose, if you read this today and Jonathan, I apologize for last night...I really do. I just hope I didn't say anything really bad or mean to you guys.)

In other news, Rath is leaving today. You see, he bit Mama-san twice and brought blood. No cat bites her, letalone brings blood, so that cat is buh-bye! He bit me too...alot -_-' That freakin' cat bit a blood vein in my arm! Yeah...He doesn't like me much and the feeling's mutual.

Mama-san says my pj pants are too big now...I'm going to get rid of them soon. I have to so I can get my Tweety Bird pj's. Oh well. I'll live ^^ Anyway, I'm going to leave you with some pictures today. Just random anime pictures, that's all ^^


Ka...wo...ru...-Grins and glomps the picture- Alright....I'm obsessed, I admit it...


I like this pic of Squall and Rinoa. That's my fave FF couple.


I like Goku too! -Glomps the picture- He was the only one left so I learned to like him ^^


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