Wednesday, October 5, 2005

Grr
I tried to upload a picture of my baby girl(my neice), but it wouldn't let me so grr. I couldn't even put on of me on all it will let me is some crappy icons I have. So for now just let me admire your guys cool ones.
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   just read yesterdays post
Cause I put it on late yesterday so yeah you wouldn't even know I updated so I'm updating now BLAH NOTHING NEW
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Tuesday, October 4, 2005

   I'm nearly guarenteed a date to the Ball
Today after school I had tae kwon doe and if I had just two more minutes before it started I swear I could have got Dustin to ask me to the Ball. Right now I'm wearing his belt, his rather much large shoes (they are huge on me), his tie, and his smelly sweaty gym shirt (don't ask!) Literally today just was amazing when I got to be with him. May have only been alittle time with him, but it was well worth it. And he still doesn't have a date for it and he now knows that I don't have a boyfriend, he knows I'm way excited and anxious to try and get a date. So if I'm lucky me and him mite just end up together. causes hes way higher then my main standards and my standards for the dance. He's both plus more. I just can't wait to see how things go tomorrow. And if anyof you are wondering still no more news on Nick I can't get a hold of anyone who can tell me. So lets just hope hes still alive in the hospital. Love Ya all
*Katie*
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Monday, October 3, 2005

   well No new on Nick and ow my eyehurts
I took out my safety pin that I had on my eyebrow for Rotc class which is the last class of the day for me cause people kept poking it and Steve wacked me in the head with his leather jacket and it got hooked onto my eyebrow and it hurt like you wouldn't know. Either way I was just losing it today. I remember the last thing I said to Nick at the carnvial over the summer. It wasn't exactly nice and he mite just do it. I told him I never wanted him near me or my friends again and that I hope he'd drop dead with a most painful dealth. Well seems I got my wish, but luckly he ain't dead yet though. and hopefully he'll get better. All the pictures I had of him were draw on and saying ruid comments I fixed that so they look like they honor him instead of mock him. Today the school banded us from walking infront of the school for passing so they are making us go through a construction area for the school, and I just about lost it! When I saw a cherrypicker as I walked down the walkway I saw Nick agianst the wall gasping for air. When I got to class I couldn't talk. I spent the whole art class hugging my Carebear laying my head down on the table crying I don't even know why cause I did hate him for always messing with me and my friends and yeah I feel sorry for him now but why on earth is what happened to him haunting me? I can't get it out of my head and for the split second I did I asked out this guy named Nick who is in my class which I don't even know why and when I realized what I did I was like you know what forget it then I ran off. My vision is even starting to blur so right now I'm wearing my classes but its still blurry. And I'm scared and I don't know why. Then only thing I think will make me feel comfortable is Johns comfty soft legs. What I wouldn't do to lay my head down on them right now cause I felt completly relaxed when I was with him. Which I never do,but yesterday was differnt it felt like me and him had never onced argued never once hit each other never once hated each other. It felt good to connect with him even if it was just for a day. I even know that he took what I said to him to heart. Which that mite even help him out and I know he needs help at this point, hes going to keep me updated on Nicks condition so just please keep Nick in your thoughts that he may at least live another day.
*Katie*
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Sunday, October 2, 2005

   Very sad depressing news for all of Hammond, my ex friend is lying on his Dealth bed in a hospital
Nick Siblli who I used to be friends with but recently he has been one of my enemies is in the hospital fighting for his life tonite. Late last night (saturday) he was hanging around Harding Elementary a school we both went to there they are building another building for the school , well Nick and his friends were looking for keys to those trucks they use, unfortunetly for Nick a cherrypicker was rising up and it slammed him against the wall traping him so he wasn't quit able to breath, so far hes been on the news 6 times in the last two days. His brother is still in shock and doens't know what hes going to do with out his brother they were the perfect dinamic duo when it came to crimes and just plain ruining peoples lives, but now things may be a bit differnt. Today and yester day were supposed to be happy for me in the day time yesterday I was hanging with my friends Dakota, Dustin, Holly, Lizzie, Beth, Nick, and John at a bus stop in memory of a friend who moved who had always wanted to hang at a bus stop. We had a blast one hundred percent, Holly peirced my eye brow so now it hurts like hell, and so far none of my family has seen it. John tried to pierce my boob, but I was like do it on Beth first, Nick was in a complete depressed mode cause Lizzie was yelling at him. Then I went to the store bought some clothes for today I picked out a red top that only goes down to two inches above my belly button, and a black leather mini skirt, then a black jacket with foe grey fur on the neckline of it, then to top it of with knee high leather plat form boots, I was looking styling, so then I went to my friend Stephanies house got to see Mark Samantha and Mitchal there Me and Mitchal were making out so Stephanie would shut up, even though me and Mitchal had literally just met. Then went to anthonys house watched Naruto he loves Naruto, his mom gave me a lecture about my eyebrow, then I helped her get her neice that she was babysitting to sleep Anthony is for ever in debut to me cause of that, then I heard about Nick Spibli I told them that I thought he was kinda a jerk but that I still feel bad cause they said he was dead and thats just no way for a person to die! Then I went to my grandmothers house said a prayer for Nick took out my my ring I had for my eyebrow sat and watched Naruto Inuyasha And Fullmetal Alchemist went to sleep. Then in the morning I went to see Steve his parents said they hadn't heard from him since yesterday, so I just bought my self a Cappachino went to Mcdonalds tried to hold in my tears as I went back to my old church, then I completely let it out at my friend Marks house. Then I went to Lizzies for her birthday party it was pouring outside and we were in the graudge. There was me Holly Lizzie Dakota and John there. And John surprisingly has very soft legs so I laid my head on his lap for like most of the time. Then everyone was wrestling cept me cause I didn't want to. Me and John actually talked which we never do cause on a normal basis me and him just argue. Then we found out on the news that Nick was still alive and that he is hanging on by a thread. Then after that I called up Kyar and told him to tell Lizzie happy birthday then he sang her happy birthday then John was like man hes worse then Dakots tell that dude to shut him f*ck'n mouth. And everyone was agreeing cause no offense to you Kyar but today you couldn't sing for crackers. Then we just listened to music had cake and Ice cream then the first to leave was John , then me and Dakota left at the same time, Holly stayed the night. Me and Dakota had to walk the same way so I walked him to his door he gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek and then I headed towards my cousins house. My cousin first words were you hear about Nick? And I was like yeah then she said he was dead then I turned on the news. Boy did she feel stupid.
Main point though I wanna make tonight is anyone who reads this honestly keep him in your prayers cause he doesn't and didn't deserve what happened to him. He is literally having a slow and painful dealth, so pray he gets better, or that he dies and is free from his pain. Just please take this into heart cause he was once my friend and deep inside him there still is hope that me and him can be friends again, he was a great guy up intill two years ago, so just hope that if he does get better he'll also see the errors of his way, cause right now all I wanna do is cry but can't cause hes in so much pain and will be unless hes a fast healer and if hes not then why make him live in pain? If he dies tonite R.I.P. Nick you will always be in my memories. And if not please be praying for him.
*Katie*
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Friday, September 30, 2005

   AHHHHHHHHHHHH
I just got a blast from the past ask me out. This guy Erik Boyer who went to middle school with me still had my screenname and he just hasn't talk to me in forever just asked me out and I didn't give him an answer yet but still *screams* I can't believe hes like me for all these years and didn't say anything cause I've like him since forever! I just wish he didn't have to go, you know what I gotta find away to Hammond like now so I'm gonna get going cause I'm going to homecoming no matter what it takes!!!!!!!!!
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   happy and sad
I'm happy for Ashron he finally is going with a girl yay, but sad because this guy Ryan Dame who I had a crush on for since the begging of school today I find out that the other day he was going to ask me out at the football game from last week. Well my friend Joan who told me about Jacob cheating on me with her and another girl well she went up to him and asked him out when she found out. So now they are going out with Ryan cause he never says no to people when they ask him to do something hes on of those guys you can rely on for anything. But now me and Joan are fighting cause shes being a real tard cause she just didn't want to see me happy thats why she made out with Jacob thats why she didn't want me around Phil and thats why she asked out Ryan. And she knows I like Dustin and shes trying to use that to her advantage too so I have to ask him out before she does something to ruin my chances with him. Cause seems thats all she does. And today I was supposed to go back to my old town, but I had a ride then they couldn't give me a ride, then I find out my sister was going down there right when I get out of school, she could have came to pick me up, but no! Now I'm going to miss my home towns Homecomming game dance and Parade! And tomorrow I was supposed to go to a Jessica Simpson concert, MY SISTER GAVE AWAY MY TICKET! So now all I'm doing tomorrow is civic service from 8 am till 3 pm, thats what made the concert so perfect cause after helping construct a park at 5 I would be heading to concert which I was screaming about, hmm well hopefull I still will get to see system of the down when they come, but thats not likely unless my friend gets the tickets. So way to go ASHRON, die Joan *stabs her repeatedly till shes chopped up into little pieces* and good bye everyone else.
*Katie*
Oh and those who know my number call me cause I'm gonna be dying of boredum and I miss talking to you cause haven't heard from you guys in forever. Byes
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Thursday, September 29, 2005

   HaHaHa today was a half day
which mean I got out of school early today, and surprisingly got to see Dustin alot more today, I don't know how but yay. And I got my progress report here are my grades:
Drawing 1 Kulmatycki B
Intermediate Chorus Reigle A-
Health Education Viera C+
ROTC 2 Term Johnston D+
for health I got a C cause I never turn in my work and I got a D in ROTC cause I didn't dress twice and didn't do PT twice, so as long as from now on I do those two things I will get a B- Major Johnston said. And I'm up for promotion. Cause I have a 2.5 tomorrow I will have three civic services and on saturday I will have five civic services, my boot and uniform are going to look great tomorrow, I will be proparlly groomed, and cause I'm gonna be a major suck up again to the high ranking officers so I won't just have two recommandations for promotion but at least four or more. ^_^ So I'm getting promoted I'm getting promoted at the Ball. Now though to make the Ball and the promotion perfect I have to get Dustin to go out with me. Cause he already has been up for promotion, hes cute, built, smart, funny, one of the most well dressed guys I've ever seens, and hes probably the only guy in my class that I like enough to talk to all the time. Cause how do I say this I love being around him hes differnt from the other guys in my school who are either perverts druggie jokers or slakers and the few preppy guys who are good looking but are jerks. So I think Dustin would probably be a step up from some of my ex's cause he has the full package. Since the day I met him met him me and him have become close friends, we have so much in comman it's creepy, but at the same time its really nice cause me and him sorta click. And there was only on other guy that I clicked with from the day I first talked to him, and me and him weren't together long but for the time we had together he was a great boyfriend. Ahh I g2g time for parent teacher confrences so I have to make sure my mom doens't make a fool of me. So byes. PM me!
*katie*
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

   HEY YALL
Hi everyone haven't updated in two days so just so you know nothing intresting has happened recently other then I've learned the ROTC Ball is on November 4 and anyone even if they don't go to my school can be my date so yay. Which mean my options are now actually options, but I still don't know who to ask. And also I'll have to probably pay for their ticket ($20) but from what I hear it'll be so worth it cause everyone who has gone there and graduated say its like a billion times better then prom. So hmm I HAVE TO GO. And I will find the perfect boyfriend to go to the Ball with. I already went out and bought this beautiful baby blue dress. I got new shoes and I'm practing a new hair style just for that dance, and I'm gonna get my nails done too. And I plan to have a much slimmer looking figure by then too, so I have alittle bit more then a month to do that and find just the right guy to go with. So its like woah I gotta do so much cause also I still got my job interviews and civic service my after school clubs (writters block, anime club, t.q.d., the fall play, spell bowl, guitar club, spanish club, german club.) So its like ahh how am I gonna do all this, but I'm pretty sure I can find some one. And if I find a guy at my school that is in ROTC hes paying for his own ticket. But can you guys tell me if this is to much to ask for in a guy- Cute, clean, at least a C average in his grades, physically fit for the most part, nice hair, can act mature when necassary, knows how to dress himself in a presentable way, strong, and has to have a sens of hummor? Now that I look at it it is kinda alot isn't it, but I don't wanna nother guy who is a druggie who won't even dress up and will just sit around at the ball. I want a guy who will literally steal all the other girls hearts just by walking in the room. Hmm I think I know just the guy now, but only thing is I have not the slightest clue how to win him over. Cause me and him are friends and all, but I don't think I'm his type at all. Maybe I should just find out his type and become it. Cause he really would fit all the requirements ten fold and hes sweet and fun to be around. Or maybe from what I heard anyways he kinda likes me, but I don't know if thats true. So I guess I should try and find out right? GRRR and I have a bone to pick with anyone who reads this. WHY HAVE NONE OF YOU PM ME? I really wanna know how things are going with you guys so come on PM let me know how you are whats going on with you guys and hurry before I don't care J/K I will always care now its up to you to PM so I can know what I'm caring about thats happening with you. Well I'm gonna go now byes.
*KAYE*
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Monday, September 26, 2005

   zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
I couldn't be more tired right now, nothing exciting happened today, no drama, no fun, my highlites of the day where P.T. for ROTC my hair was soaken wet with sweat ew. And Anime club then the pleasure of having to walk home after anime club which took about an hour since I live so far away from my school. Oh yeah and the other day for Civic service I got two more recommandations for promotion and got to be commanding officer for my post so I was in charge of everyone. HooRaw. So that was exciting then I had to call in some favors to get a ride home at midnight though after I finally had a ride and she was on her way my friend Phil offered to drive me home, and oh how I wanted to let him drive me home, but I said no. Me and him have become close friends recently hes kinda an odd ball but hes still fun to hang around with. Well I'm gonna go byes.
*Katie*
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