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Wednesday, October 5, 2005

Blahdy Blahdy Blah
I just got back from school, I'm tired I have a headache, I smell (from working out), my stomache hurts, and I just did the most stupidest thing. Me and Dustin were talking after school cause he had lent me his tie, but I decided I was going to keep it just to mess with him, well me and him were fighting over it then he actually got it from me which never happens with anyone but thats not the point the point is though that then I grabed his hand and asked him if he would go with me to the ball, and worste of all right when he was about to answer the buses started up, he said he'd think about it then we both ran off too our buses. So now my heart is racing and I don't want to go to school anymore I rather skip town then to know the answer cause I'm afraid hes going to say no and I just can't take him saying no right now. Cause if he says no then I'm screwed for the ball and I mite as well not go at all, cause I've lost hope with all other guys in my school and I've given up on the guys I liked in Hammond cause they won't ever be anything more then a date. So I'm gonna go have a drink with my friends cause that mite help me calm down, and I really need to calm down cause tonite is the fall concert for choir so yeah I kinda need it. Not like to the point I'm drunk, but to the point I'm just relaxed cause I need that. I need to learn to concentrate and thing about what I'm saying cause thats how I mess everthing up when I'm not thinking straight, so I need to learn how to do that and fast cause I'm going out of my mind with this. I'm just gonna go now cause I gotta have something now so byes. No calls tonite please I won't be home till late.
*Katie*
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