Sunday, January 22, 2006

   I never do anything

Sorry I don't Really fill this out much. I've been busy working on things and busy with life. I wish things could go back sort of in a wierd way but then I'm happy I've gotten through it. I don't live life I survive it. ^_^ Well I guess thats my theory for life others it may be differnt. I hope things get better. But as I know things usally get worse before they get any better. Signed I hope I survive, Liz Comments (0) | Permalink Wednesday, March 2, 2005    Annoying thing. When people say, while watching a movie "Did you see that?" No idiot, I paid $9.00 to come to the theatre and stare at the frigging ceiling up there. What did you come here for? Comments (0) | Permalink    This Will Make You Cry. (note: I didn't write this either) Jenny was so happy about the house they had found. For once in her life 'twas on the right side of town. She unpacked her things with such great ease. As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze. How wonderful it was to have her own room. School would be starting; she'd have friends over soon. There'd be sleep-overs, and parties; she was so happy It's just the way she wanted her life to be. On the first day of school, everything went great. She made new friends and even got a date! She thought, "I want to be popular and I'm going to be, Because I just got a date with the star of the team!" To be known in this school you had to have clout, And dating this guy would sure help her out. There was only one problem stopping her fate. Her parents had said she was too young to date. "Well I just won't tell them the entire truth. They won't know the difference; what's there to lose?" Jenny asked to stay with her friends that night. Her parents frowned but said, "All right." Excited, she got ready for the big event But as she rushed around like she had no sense, She began to feel guilty about all the lies, But what's a pizza, a party, and a moonlight ride? Well the pizza was good, and the party was great, But the moonlight ride would have to wait. For Dan was half drunk by this time. But he kissed her and said that he was just fine. Then the room filled with smoked and Dan took a puff. Jenny couldn't believe he was smoking that stuff. Now Dan was ready to ride to the point But only after he'd smoked another joint. They jumped in the car for the moonlight ride, Not thinking that he was too drunk to drive. They finally made it to the point at last, And Dan started trying to make a pass. A pass is not what Jenny wanted at all (and by a pass, I don't mean playing football.) "Perhaps my parents were right....maybe I am too young. Boy, how could I ever, ever be so dumb." With all of her might, she pushed Dan away: "Please take me home, I don't want to stay." Dan cranked up the engine and floored the gas. In a matter of seconds they were going too fast. As Dan drove on in a fit of wild anger, Jenny knew that her life was in danger. She begged and pleaded for him to slow down, But he just got faster as they neared the town. "Just let me get home! I'll confess that I lied. I really went out for a moonlight ride." Then all of a sudden, she saw a big flash. "Oh God, Please help us! We're going to crash!" She doesn't remember the force of impact. Just that everything all of a sudden went black. She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble, And heard, "call an ambulance! These kids are in trouble! Voices she heard...a few words at best. But she knew there were two cars involved in the wreck. Then wondered to herself if Dan was all right, And if the people in the other car was alive. She awoke in the hospital to faces so sad. "You've been in a wreck and it looks pretty bad." These voices echoed inside her head, As they gently told her that Dan was dead. They said "Jenny, we've done all we can do. But it looks as if we'll lose you too." "But the people in the other car!?" Jenny cried. "We're sorry, Jenny, they also died." Jenny prayed, "God, forgive me for what I've done I only wanted to have just one night of fun." "Tell those people's family, I've made their lives dim, And wish I could return their families to them." "Tell Mom and Dad I'm sorry I lied, And that it's my fault so many have died. Oh, nurse, won't you please tell them that for me?" The nurse just stood there-she never agreed. But took Jenny's hand with tears in her eyes. And a few moments later Jenny died. A man asked the nurse, "Why didn't you do your best To bid that girl her one last request?" She looked at the man with eyes so sad. "Because the people in the other car were her mom and dad." This story is sad and unpleasant but true, So young people take heed, it could have been you. Comments (0) | Permalink Thursday, February 17, 2005    I wrote this along time ago. I was mad yet sad. I left my friend to be with you... I felt liked you cared and youd always be there... i fall you don't catch me... i get teased you laugh...but do you see how i really feel? do you feel the pain i do? I should have never met you. I should have never saw you. I should have never even spoken to you. I thought i was hurt when i was insulted. I thought i was hurt when i scraped my knee. I thought i was hurt when i was sick. But i found out what hurt me most was you If i had never met you If i had never saw you If i had never spoken to you. I would not feel this pain i feel of being ignored. It hurts worse than being insulted It hurts worse than scraping my knee It hurts worse than being sick.. So to you who has hurt me you should feel my pain, but the problem is even though you seem not to care for me i still care for you but how can this be i ask my self i can't come to ignore you like you ignore me. I seem to still care... although i know you wouldn't cry if i die. you wouldn't i know all this happened because you met him if it wasn't for him this would have never happened... i search for what you've found.. this "love" you speak of often but i just can't seem to accept it even though i have found it my self i can't leave you as a "friend" over him as a "love" you seem to do that easily.. So no matter if you care or not i will always care for you. through everything. Comments (0) | Permalink Sad Story Some of you that read this may not care i'm just posting It... I hope those of you who like it tell me.... lol it made me cry.. ( I DID NOT WRITE THIS) 10th grade > > > >As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was >my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished >she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After >class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the >day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on >the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be >just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. > > > >11th grade > > > >The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling >on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over >because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the >sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one >Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. >She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to >tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love >her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. > > > >Senior year > > > >The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; >he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made >a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as >"best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was >standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and >stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't >think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, >thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to >know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, >and I don't know why. > > > >Graduation Day > > > >A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was >graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on >stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me >like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her >smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my >shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on >the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be >just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. > > > >A Few Years Later > > > >Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I >watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another >man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew >it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She >said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to >know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, >and I don't know why. > > > >Funeral > > > >Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my >"best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her >high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was >mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell >him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him >but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he >loved me! I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried. > > > >I love u >> >> i love u >> >> i love u >> >> i love u >> >> i love u >> > >> i love u >> >> i love u >> >> i love u >> >> i love u >> >> i love u >> > >> i love u >> >> i love u >> >> i love u >> >> i love u >> >> i love u >> > >> i love u >> >> i love u >> >> i love u >> >> i love u >> >> i love u >> > >> i love u Kazuki~Yuna Comments (1) | Permalink More Web pages www.animemusicvideos.org www.inuyasha.nu (your own inuyasha email!) www.dltkkids.com/anime/inuyasha/mposter.htm ^(Inuyasha Coloring Pages) www.gaiaonline.com (anime roleplay) my name is "Sugino" add me as a friend if you wish. www.animelyrics.com (looking for lyrics?) http://home.comcast.net/~shell2005/Inuyasha_Cast_of_Characters.html *looks down* I hope I'm not doing anything wrong. (here is Good videos of inuyasha) Umm I think thats all. Comments (0) | Permalink    Thease are some of my favorite web sites. www.inuyasha.com a.k.a. www.inuyasya.com www.animelab.com www.anime-storm.com www.theotaku.com (yeah) www.adultswim.com www.click2amuse.com www.justachat.com (look for me!) Well I'm at school right now and I can't recall all of them at the moment but when I do I'll be sure to add them. *To go to the web page... (options) 1. Its Clickable..(yeah) 2. Copy and paste just that certian website. a.Highlight words www.(website).com , b.Right click c.Go up/down to copy and click it d.Go to the Address bar and right click again. e.Then go up/down to paste and click it.(but first make sure nothing is on the web bar.) f.Then click Search or Go. 3. Or just simply type it on the search bar.:) don't for get to click Go/Search. ^_^ Comments (3) | Permalink