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Thursday, February 17, 2005


   I wrote this along time ago. I was mad yet sad.
I left my friend to be with you... I felt liked you cared and youd always be there... i fall you don't catch me... i get teased you laugh...but do you see how i really feel? do you feel the pain i do? I should have never met you. I should have never saw you. I should have never even spoken to you. I thought i was hurt when i was insulted. I thought i was hurt when i scraped my knee. I thought i was hurt when i was sick. But i found out what hurt me most was you If i had never met you If i had never saw you If i had never spoken to you. I would not feel this pain i feel of being ignored. It hurts worse than being insulted It hurts worse than scraping my knee It hurts worse than being sick.. So to you who has hurt me you should feel my pain, but the problem is even though you seem not to care for me i still care for you but how can this be i ask my self i can't come to ignore you like you ignore me. I seem to still care... although i know you wouldn't cry if i die. you wouldn't i know all this happened because you met him if it wasn't for him this would have never happened... i search for what you've found.. this "love" you speak of often but i just can't seem to accept it even though i have found it my self i can't leave you as a "friend" over him as a "love" you seem to do that easily.. So no matter if you care or not i will always care for you. through everything.

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