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Tuesday, January 30, 2007
It's so nice to see people care...
I’m back and I feel like I owe everyone here an explanation. I vanished for a little while because I was extremely stressed out and depressed. And I still am. But sometimes writing my feelings down helps me let them go.
The start of the stress is my Grandfather. He’s in his 80’s and he’s had several Heart attacks. They recently gave him a Pacemaker, and after that he had another heart attack, and was put in the hospital again. They ran some tests and found blood clots leading to his lungs and they may have found Cancer on his Pancreas. My grandmother who is almost 80 has to have her gallbladder removed because she has gallstones. And my Uncle David has to get his knee replaced again for the third time.
Then comes work. I’ve been dealing with people that are nice, but one of my managers has a tendency to down talk everyone around her. She even publicly insulted and embarrassed my mother.
Finally, home life. My sister in law is pregnant, the baby is due at the end of April. (yay end sarcasm -_-U) She has a 7 yearold that has Latteral Hearing loss (she drives us up the fucking wall every time she’s here), then there’s my 15 month old niece who is in the “I want to be independent but I can’t talk and voice it” phase of her life and it’s almost like she doesn’t want anything to do with Melisa and I.
Now there’s stress with my mother, and money, Because she doesn’t have a current doctor (The doctor dropped her when she missed ONE fucking appointment) she can’t get her medication (one bottle for a month is $600.00 and that’s just one bottle of her 3 pills she takes) She says she’ll figure something out but with out a current doctor she can’t get the pills for free through the hospital. I’m poor because all of my money is going to the Gas and Electrical Bills so I can’t help out.
I hate to admit it but I need help. Does anyone have any ideas as to how I can earn some extra money with out stressing myself out more?
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