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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

coming to terms
well the vist to the shrink was okay. dont worry i'm not cutting or anything. they just want somebody to help me sort things out. whenever i tell ppl about whats going on it sounds horrible to ppl but the only real way i get through it is to keep myself busy so my mind will not wander into my supressed thoughts. and since i seen the shrink i'v had to think about my life, every part of it even the parts that i'v tried soooo hard to forget. and i'v realized something, i'v been abused verbaly and sometimes physicaly by my sisters. now some ove you might say that "oh it's just sisters being sisters." but my sisters are like 8 and 10 apart from me. they knew what they where doing.
one time when i was little my and one of my sisters that was off of her medication when we were fighting *verbaly* she held me up by my neck agenst a wall. now that i'v realized is not just a sister arguement. when my sisters were teenagers they did verbaly abuse me *i was very little*. now they are older and they have stoped but i still have a fear of them.
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