Wednesday, February 7, 2007

When all is said and done...
Ever wondered why I put "..." at the end of all my titles? I never wondered that until just a second ago. Weird really. Owell.

In other news I'd like to say, its all good. I know Mr. Fuller hates that but that only makes me want to say it all the more. Everything is okay, its all good, everything is going to be alright.

Ive decided that theres no point in moping around any more, because Im sure Im not the only one hurt by this sudden change. I mean look at Mythrin, she practically died yesterday (literally), though that may not have anything to do with the break up Im going to pretend it does and blame that. But seriously, I think Im done. Ive gotten sick of the last three nights not being able to sleep. I find myself concentrating less on my homework but that will pass in time Im sure. I dont seem to be very happy and I found today that breathing and concentrating at the same time as Mythrin's in the room is completely impossible but I figure at this point its time to either move on or just shut down. And knowing how the world works, I know that shutting down is the stupidest decision in the world for a number of reasons. *coughnatheandjamescough*

So as I sit here, in my chair, at my desk, I find myself thinking that this isnt the worst thing that could have happened. Things could have gone alot worse. Though I guess this means no sweet sixteen for me (hahaha...ha...ahh...) bad joke. But seriously, What else can I do but keep on going? And now, Im sure that you've all noticed, I seem to have lost my train of thought. But I just want everyone to know that Im alright. And things will be awkward for awhile and granted, I dont plan to do any concentrating for lack of oxygen but Ill put it in God's big...freakishly large hands, and work through this. And in the end, regardless of whether or not I end up with the girl, I know it'll be alright.

SO THERE. Thats my rant for today. Cuz yeah...I needed to rant. Ive gotten enough pity looks today to last me the rest of the week, perhaps even the month. So no more of that, I can only go up from here. Less I get shot or something. Then I'd be down for awhile. BUT THEN I'D GO UP! Yeah, in your face fools.

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ANYWAYS, Im off to see the wizard. Maybe he's got some courage to help me out. ;)

~Sam~
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