Monday, December 24, 2007

Rejoice
I think Ive finally calmed down after that last post.... Sorry everyone... Il try not to snap like that again...


Today/Yesterday I saw Sweeney Todd...
It was awesome... All day I've been thinking how awesome it would be to live in some of the places in Tim Burtons films... (except Charlie and the Choclate factory if he even did that)

The only thing that sucks now is that I saw it by myself and none of my friends have seen it yet and theres several funny songs I want to show them that I cant because 1 song spoils alot of the movie since the whole movie is basicly a musical and if you listen to the soundtrack, youre like watching the movie with your ears because theres probably only 10 short scenes that arent spoken in a song but those have very minimal dialogue...

But yeah... It wasnt scarey but evferyone around me watching kept flinching everytime he cut someones head off and that was kinda annoying...
I mean hes only slitting their throats... whats so disturbing about that... you can stop whenever you want...

There was maybe 1 actual really gorey scene that I guess I could expect people to be disturbed by but im just weird ^^;



Im going to see it again tomorrow and bring my parents this time and a couple friends and make them watch because its not fun when your the only one singing a weird song thats suppose to be funny but no one recognizes and they dont know why =\


Well I guess that is all...
(if anyone else has seen it yet tell me because if enough people here have seen it then I want to post my 2 favorite songs xP...)




Also thank you people who commented on my last post... You guys really helped... this post might have been another of those last ones if you hadnt...
Comments (3) | Permalink

Monday, December 17, 2007

Reminice
(if you dont have time you might as well not read this because its gonna be long)
((Note that if any of what I say here offends you, Im sorry and just ignore it, but it shouldnt offend anyone))

I finished watching Lotr The Return of the King
I wasnt able to get on the comp and some channel was playing all 3 and it was already on so I just said what the hell and watched it... Then my mom came home from Houston and we went out to get sushi at my favorite place and although it was still open, we found out the owner had died 3 months ago and since it was like a family that owned it and worked together on it that we were good friends with, that was pretty sad...
So yeah...


And yesterday was Taryn's bday... I avent talked to her in a really long time, she is always busy and doesnt have long to get on and the only way I can talk to her is getting on neopets (I know... its lame... I hate it but I only get on it for her...) but they automaticlly delete the messages after a certain matter of time which usually isnt enough for either of us so if we actually do get each others messages, itl probably stop after 3 messages back and forth max and doesnt happen for atleast a week but usually a month or longer ><... I only hope she sees it so maybe I can get her on here...


Tomorrow is also my lil bro's bday, one who died a long time ago when he was pretty young and several things that my dad didnt want me to touch that have been broken for awhile have been randomly turning on (one is the lights inside of the pool and me and my bro would have to go outside in the middle of winter at 10pm every 15min to turn em off) and it happens that is were he died, so we think it could be him somehow...

While none of it is getting emotional, it does bring back sad times and I really wish these days were alot like the ones baack then...




I have alot I want to say but I dont think you guys really want to hear it all....
All that up there is alot as it is...
Really, Im just reminicing of old friends that I use to be able to talk to whenever I got on but now its mostly decieced to just you guys and not even that because most of you dont get on much anymore either than what I know you use to...


Just talking to one would be awesome... *sighs*



Damn it... I cant even get myself depressed (its mentally a positive state for me when Im remembering stuff like this)









...so many times Ive wanted to laugh but couldnt.... cry but couldnt... ect...
All the nothingness around me as made me virtually empty of everything but memorys that dont even work half the time...

It makes bigger and bigger holes too as time goes on when I have to sneak more and more just to get 10 minutes on here and just to get caught to the point where I have to delete accounts to be safe...
There might come a time when Il have to delete this too......



uhg... I cant even act sad... It sickens yet pleases me... That Im so cold hearted yet kind?





When I say il get around to doing stuff, I wont because the reality is... Theres not enough time for anything anymore...
Pointless knowledge to be gained for what? Almost everyone knows what they ave to about history and they make even more people learn it to "learn from past civilizations' mistakes" but the economy is crashing... We must have learnt alot from that -.- *sarcasm*
Everyone is in a rush because things have to get done because people have high expectations on others and its only making it harder for everyone else...
Theres no time fore anything anymore because people cant stop for even a second to look around to see that their work is pointless...
Cultures, religions, and races are getting mixed into everything and it causes wars and bigger separation that makes alot of people think the world is going to end and therefore work faster to get work done? Lol, what?
If the world was ending shouldnt you enjoy it? ><


The 'terror' crap going around is only a burden on people who beleive in it... If this country was truly free, know one would care what anyone did and that would make crimes meaningless... Law enforcement without blocking emotions... That would make the world perfect because not only would some one who bombs a building get thrown in jail for eternity the second they did it, if theyre not already dead, but they would also realize that what they did had no effect except cause a big mess...
A few of those and people would eventually stop because its pointless and it would prevent stupid things like whats going on from happening...

People ARE going to die one way or another... The only thing tey can do about it is decide how when and where... Its always their choice even when its not...


Im done for now...
Sorry...







Heres a list of what Il be adding to my site(most likely in te order I put it in):

-New Background

-More daily quotes

-Weekly pics

-Fixed scrolly things

-Less lag (really? 0.o wow)

-Less music (maybe)




Things never coming:

-Christmas theme

-New theme

-Count downs

-Ect. of other little annoying things






CONGRATS!!!
You Finished Reading!!!
Give Yourself A Pat On The Back...

The thing I moved was, yes, the comment box thing...
It is now at the top of my page, parallel to where it would be just on the complete other end...

If you have time to comment, Id apreciate it... After all youve read (provided you read all of it, if any of it) you can probably see Im going alil crazy...

*sighs* that tis all.....



EDIT: (4:16 AM)
New background ^^
I made this one too which explains why its so bad... I cant express how bad i need photoshop again...

It doesnt go to well with the grey so might have to mess with it alil later... the link to it otherwize is here and it actually doesnt look that bad...

http://i125.photobucket.com/albums/p77/TriHaseo/Triedge.jpg

anyways... il keep messing with it later... I really need sleep now.. Im getting paranoid to the point that my parents' snoring is starting to sound like really loud people trying to whisper from the back of the house and outside.... Im not sure why it sounds like it would be that far but it just does...
If one of them wakes up im dead...

Anyways... cya
Comments (3) | Permalink

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Evil is back
x3

Havent had time to do the scrolly pic edit yet but I will eventually... in the mean time I 'added' something that actually moved it...

Think you know what it is? Think you can find it now?
Comments (2) | Permalink

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Yay
Well I still wont be on as much for awhile but since I have to turn stuff in today, as long as everything is done I can be on the comp for a few days until next week if I'm lucky...

I also think I have a way to get the pic to go side to side if it works and the code for it is really small... I just have to edit the thing alot to get it how I need it and post it up some where and swap them and hopefully it will work...


I wont be on msn as much anymore either ^^;
I changed my mind because I remembered my last bill was like 70 dollars from like MAYBE 2 hrs of internet time....
If it charges internet time and/or texting... Im probably dead because I spent like 3 whole days on it from my cell and if its that high again my mom is going to make me pay for it and I dont want to be in debt before christmas and my birthday.....
Im hoping it wont because msn is suppose to be free on computers and its chargeing me 2.50 a month for it and if I get charged for downloading AND using it, thats really messed up...

Anyways, I gotta go now... My hands are starting to freeze..... I have an hour to finish the sections in my math and science and a bunch of writing ^^;
ttyl
Comments (3) | Permalink

Saturday, December 1, 2007

heh
I guess its really time to update...
Umm...
Well alot has happened and I cant keep sneaking on all the time so Im quiting the chatboxs for now atleast...

Umm....... And I wont be on here much because i really dont have time to update... That and I wont really have anything to say...


Il be on msn alot though so if you want me to add you when I get the chance, pm your email so i can... Thats the only thing i can get on from my cellphone that my parents and brother cant catch me on x3
Comments (2) | Permalink

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Song
Drawn in by an unseen cold hand,
I pass even time as it flows to eternity.
As your eyes look away into the hazy distance,
what is revealed to them, I cannot see.
As the moonlight shines on my bitter cold fingers.
Frozen tears of mine begin to flow anew.
I look at the sky. That distant far off dream,
it always has me in its view.
Unafraid, I reach my hand into the darkness.
I am at the point of no return.
If I truly realize the person I am,
hidden away inside my deepest memories.
I still want to believe that you will return to me.
Until you are with me, together in this place.
I still want to feel until the end of time.
The gentle loving touch of your hands on my face.
Trapped inside this cage made of glass,
hurt feelings held captive in the cold and icy night.
From far beyond the infinite dark.
There must always be a ray of light.
I know that your eternal shining light
will embrace me in the warmth of infinity.
While trying to run from the pain of reality,
I'm losing sight of what is so important to me.

Beyond most of the cheesyness... Theres a little truth... Somewhere...

Its a good song though xP



I suppose it can be the quote of the month too since I havent had one in forever and its so long...
Comments (4) | Permalink

Friday, November 9, 2007

Thanks!
Thank you so much somegirl for showing me the animation pic software ^^

Now I have another over-sized button to add to meh site ^^


----------------------------------

I also made this with it but I'm still unsure where I should put it... Any suggestions?






Oh well.... Til thats settled...
Who is everyone today?

Oh and I miraculously got away with not doing anything yesterday for my techer ^^;
I dont know how, entirely, but I'l post what I did to avoid most of it later when I have more time...


Comments (5) | Permalink

Saturday, October 20, 2007

BG change?
Im thinking about changeing me bg...

What it is now:

http://www.animegalleries.net/albums/userpics/67290/Tri-Edge2.jpg




What i want to change it to:

http://www.dothack.com/gu/_images/screenshots/Prepare_for_Cubiya/large/snap100.jpg
OR
http://www.dothack.com/gu/_images/screenshots/Prepare_for_Cubiya/large/snap103.jpg




what do you think?
same, 1st one, or second?
Comments (2) | Permalink

Thursday, October 18, 2007

aida
bad news, good news and more bad news......

itl still be awhile before i can get on the comp as muchh as i use to

the good thing is... |The World| is gonna be a real mmo and will be coming out christmas eve

the last bad news is, the game so far looks like crap unfortunatly and they havent given themselves alot of time to make it look much better... and it almost has 0 texture (so it just looks like a bunch of colorful shapes they put everywhere)


il still play when it comes out because itl be a miracle but it doesnt look much fun atm ><


also... it might be a few more weeks til everything goes back to normal over here... il try to sneak on a couple times to update and stuff for a few like 1-3 times a week if im lucky...


Quote of the day:
i had no time to think of 1 and im running out of time now so i cant have one xP

anyways.. hope every1 is doing ok... ttyl
Comments (2) | Permalink

Monday, September 24, 2007

the Epitaph of Twilight
cant have a .hack page without the epitaph of twilight ^^
----------------------------------
Unknown where the Cursed Wave was born...
After the stars doth cross the heavens...
The sky in the East doth darken.
And air doth fills with mourning.
From the chosen land beyond the forest,
A sign of the Wave comes.
Riding the Wave is: Skeith, the Shadow of Death,
to drown all that stands.
Mirage of Deceit, Innis,
Betray all with the flawed image,
and did aid the Wave.
And by the Power of Magus,
a drop from the Wave doth reach the heavens,
and creates a new Wave.

With the Wave, Fidchell,
the power to tell the dark future,
hope darkens, sadness and despair rule.
Gorre schemes when swallowed by the Cursed Wave.
Macha seduces with the sweet trap.
Wave reaches the Pinnacle, and escape none can.
Tarvos still remains with more cruelty to punish and destroy.
And with the turbulent destruction after the Wave.
Only a void remains.
From deep within the void arrives Corbenik.

Yet to return, the shadowed one.
Who quests for the Twilight Dragon
Rumbles the Dark Hearth,
And Helba, Queen of the Dark, has raised finally her army.
Apeiron, King of Light, beckons...
At the base of the rainbow they meet.
Against the abominable "Wave," together they fight.
Alba's lake boils.
Light's great tree doth fall.
Power - all now to droplets turned in the temple of Arche Koeln.
Returns to nothing, this world of shadowless ones.
Never to return, the shadowless one.
Who quests for the Twilight Dragon.

The wife buffeted by "waves" turns her back on the field.
The daughter that waited for the shadows repeated,
"For sure... For sure I can go home."
But the girl did not know...
The truth that waited at the end of the journey
The eternal mourning of her land.

In the place of the calamitous, only life was known.
After the circling stars
When the eastern dark void, the air full of despair
In the depths of the divided forest, in the land of Karma,

Riding fast on the path is Skeith
Bearing death's shadow, it eliminates all that seek to thwart it.
The Confusing Mirage, Innis
Deceives those that see it with illusions, rescues the waves

The wave soaring high, when its head is smashed,
A new wave will emerge
To become Magus's power.
When questioning the wave,
Hope's light will be lost when he speaks of the dark future of where
sorrow and resignation reign.
Using Fiddlehiem's Technique

When engulfed by the Waves of Calamity, Gorre will plan
The sweet snare of conciliation is Macha
The Waves, an exceeding maelstrom
Nothing can escape

When you think you have escaped, Tarvos exists
To destroy those with his exceeding cruelty
Upon violent requital, only to remain is the void, the vacant darkness
is the harbinger that Corbenik is to appear.
------
Like a frenzied horse that is driven.
An unseen wind of plague shrieks across the border.
Pandemonium, wailing, and the stench of carnage fills the air.
There is no place to run. No hope of escape.
Those who are mourned will never return.
The hands of time cannot be turned back.
------
Shunning the field broken by Wave.
The shadowed girl whispers,
"Surely, I will return."
Alas, the truth unbeknownst.
Awaiting her at journey's end;
Eternal mourning for her land.
------
When the finger points to the
yonder moon,
The fool will not look at the fingertip.
------
The whole cannot be changed.
We have already lost that chance.
Because the time left to us was short,
We were mistaken in our path.
But now do we realize,
We should change not the whole,
But the parts.
------
Wave soars and shrouds the eyes.
No means to fight an omnipresent force,
The shadowless ones just grieve.
Why must it be a Wave?
Divide, if it would just...
Then retaliate, we may.
------
Over the Keel Mountains,
Meets an ape with human speech.
The ape asks,
"What clings to you?
Bear it - you cannot.
Accept it - you cannot.
But hidden - it is from you.
Recite its name."
------
The Keel Mountains traversed at last,
we met a dragon that spoke thus:
"Sheraton am I, who interprets the signs.
An answer to my question, give.
If you can, complete my role will be,
and I will leave this land.
Though equally it exists before everyone's eyes,
grasp it not one person can.
Tell me�what is it?"
------
Plaird of the Seven Sisters
Falling in love with a human,
Became a Shadowed One and
was exiled from the Dark.
Hence, her name came to be
called Plaird the Fallen.
At her wanderings' end,
she settled in seclusion
in Arche Haokar.
However, Those days
may not last.
A reunion may come, or
may not. Plaird's form
vanishes at the coming of the
harbinger of the Wave.
----------------------------------
so star wars fan doesnt yell at me for doing some random post and not telling about my day, i shall...

it was ok


xP
tis 10 so idk yet... but ive been waiting til the last days before i do all my work for the past 2 weeks so so far it isnt that fun =..=

*has been working all day and didnt get a wink of sleep last night for some reason so is feeling miserable + over worked*

anyways... how be every1?

(the .hack osts havent come yet and imeem still wont let me upload me songs T.T)
Comments (3) | Permalink