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Wednesday, March 7, 2007


   Back in Faded Black
(My outfit is not quite black ^ ^ hahaha)

Anyway, Hi ^ ^ I oughtta smack myself for not being on this long...again! I think to myself, "Man! I wanna blog!...Well, you yutz, you have a perfectly good blog w/ friends a click away!" ....So I'm back again.

It's startin' to warm up around here. The snow's melting and it's looking less like crap everyday. That makes me happy. I want my birthday to have sunshine and green grass and leaves and junk. Speaking of my birthday, I'll be turning 18!!! Yeah! Come this fall I'll be going to college. Southern Illinois University Edwardsville. I cannot wait. One of my best friends already goes there, so it promises to be a blast!

Another big thing going on in my life. I kinda took a turn away from God these past few months. Things got really hard and I just lost it. But one day, I found the Bible my friend Kaiti gave to me. (for those of you who didn't know, Kait was my best friend who past away about a year ago) It made me so happy when I found that Bible...and I thought to myself...What am I doing? How could I forget the most important thing in my life?...I felt awful for how I neglected Him...So since that revelation, I've been more devoted to my prayer and reading the bible. Especially the book of Matthew.

Matthew 5:21
Your heart will be where your treasure is...


I love that verse...and made me think of this little poem.

My treasures are those that I love
My treasures are those who await me in heaven
My treasure is the Son and the Father


You know...some say not to fall asleep while praying...Heh, I do it every night...That way, I fall asleep in God's arms...I'm never alone. And I know Kaiti is always with me. It's strange, every time I stop and think about her...remember her and how we used to laugh together...the times we shared...It starts to rain, yet the sun is still shining. If that doesn't make a believer out of someone, nothing will.

And something else...I think I'll go visit her grave soon. I think she'd like that.

Well, I must go. I have exams tomorrow.
Sorry again that I've been gone so long everyone.

Take care,
~Sarah

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