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Friday, June 23, 2006


Bleh...
Yesterday didn't end as terribly as it began...My mom and the rest of my family were complete asses to me the whole day so I just ignored them pretty much. It's sad that I can't be mad without my mom yelling at me...Isn't that just utterly stupid?!?! That I can't show my feelings for fear that I'll get yelled at? So, I have to remain cheerful and happy all the time...in other words...FAKE. *sigh* At least I have you guys, my friends at home, and my boyfriend to help me through this...Speaking of him, he did come over last night after my mom went to bed. He could only stay until Midnight, but I didn't care ^ ^ We just lounged on the couch and watched the Daily Show, The Colbert Report, and then CSI (which we made fun of because it's getting too obvious XP Everytime they find a clue *like a foot print* I bark like Blue from Blue's Clues XP).

Something else good did come out of yesterday as well. I was college searching and trying to come up with a good school...Y'see, I'd been hell bent on going to an art school for ages...then I switched my views toward graphic design...then web design...Then art started to really piss me off and decided I didn't want to turn my favorite hobby into something I'd end up hating! So I nixed the idea all together. That's when I started to panic and think to myself...*This is all I had planned?? What now!? Where do I go from here??* Then my older sister suggested I go into Physical Therapy. Because, after my friend Kait was killed in a car wreck, the guy she was with (also a dear friend to me) pulled through. Everytime I saw Chris in the hospital I felt so helpless and I wanted to do something so badly! He's just now started walking without krutches and he told me how much his physical therapist helped! And after Ray said that's what I'd be good at, it hit me! I've got a long way to go, but with the support I have from you guys, my friends, and my boyfriend...I know I can make it ^ ^*

Well, I gotta get back the "family crap"
[sarcasm]Whoo...hoo...[/sarcasm]

L8rs,
~Kei

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