Monday, May 23, 2005

   Stressed...
It's just not worth putting any effort into anything, is it? Here I am, wallowing in a gelatinous mixture of assignments and self pity with plenty to show for it but no one who cares enough to pay any attention.

Firstly, that huge social studies assignment. I still have half an essay to complete, which is due Friday. Two outlines and an essay were due today, and does he even so much as glance at them? Of course not! I almost forgot to print them, but it wouldn't have mattered anyway. And today he had the audacity to give us a take-home test consisting of multiple choice questions and yet another essay, also due Friday! I am about to tear my hair out.

Now this astronomy project: it is a kickass Powerpoint. Really it is. I put music on it and everything. And now what do I learn? When I try and play it on my sister's laptop, not only does the text get all warped, but the file can't be played because you need to download some sort of license! Can't a girl copy a file off her own CD -- which she bought, not burned -- and put it on another damn CD?

I think I shall go mad presently.

Nice day for it.

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Your Birthdate: October 9

Your birth on the 9th day of the month adds a tone of idealism and humanitarianism to your nature. You become one who can work easily with people because you are broadminded, tolerant and generous. You are ever sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you are very sympathetic and compassionate. Your feeling run deep and you often find yourself in dramatically charged situations. This 9 energy always tends to give more that it gets.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

*tear tear* Some things are eerily accurate.

KI *huggles*
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Sunday, May 22, 2005

   Screw him.
Well, yet again, I'm still alive, and I haven't yet drowned in the pits of jello hell!

The dance show was amazing! The grader 11's were very supportive back stage too!
Our dressing room had to be a cafeteria, because all the good ones were taken by the higher grades. But it was just as fun!

Shannon, she's smitten in love with a guy dancer. They're about the same age, but she's failed twice, so it's not that likely it'll work out. ^^



Everything is sore today. All worth it though! Worth it to the very last stubbed toe and sore muscle! This morning I woke up to my younger sister walking around the damn house like a frickin giant. She was just stamping around so loud I wanted to beat her.... U_U

Anywho.... I'll go check out your sites now!

KI
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Sunday, May 15, 2005

   ^^
After a long absence, I am baaack!
Since my router was effed up, I sat down and like a good girl, I finished watching Hikaru No Go.

Wai.... the anime has such a bittersweet ending. I wish I could rad the manga.... it's too soon to end it now!

I'm currently downloading Noir. I have no clue if it's any good.... but I've finished everything I currently have.

And today's breaking news... I failed a pop quiz. It was like a slap in the face.
I've never failed anything.... but that quiz, jeez, I wish I studied!
T_T I'm so sad... Thank god it only counts for 5% of the term.

And I know for a fact I'm going to get a very low grade in dance. My group isn't ready, again. I'm going kick their ass.... I swear, they should just stick to one frickin' routine!

KI *puffs*
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Thursday, May 12, 2005

   Beauty: is in everything. Everything is beautiful to someone, no matter how sick it is.
I missed you all so much!
XD

My internet crapped out on me a few days ago... I think I missed lotsa things because of that too.... *sigh*
I've been getting along well with my vocal practices, and now we're setting up our "Bistro" for the book reveal and celebration!



I need to find something to do between 5pm and 7h30pm tomorrow. Because I finish my dance rehersal at 5pm, but my friend's band concert doesn't start until 7h30... and I don't want to go home before that....

Anyways, so lately, I hear I've been quite unlike myself... a little too quiet? And I think its unnerving some teachers.
My english teacher sat and stared at me for a while until finally she asks: "Oh, honey, are you okay? I've been watching you; *at this point, I'm saying: WTF?!* and I don't think that you've been acting very much like yourself... is everything okay? Do you need to go see the nurse? Do you want to talk about it?"

X.x Dude, I was going to die laughing right there. Out of all the other sleepy craps in the class, she picks on me. It's freaky too, because she NEVER asks or acts that nice without a motive. *shifty eyes*

KI
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Sunday, May 8, 2005

   Happy Mother's Day!
*hyperventilates* Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god....
It's almost Fair time!
I just can't wait to see everyone again.

Egads, I love Tolkien.
He was a really funny person, actually. ie:

From www.tolkienonline.com:

J.R.R. Tolkien in response to The New York Times Book Review, asking him, "What...makes you tick?"

"I don't tick. I am not a machine. (If I did tick, I should have no views on it, and you had better ask the winder.)"

Heh. I love dry English humor (or should I say, humour?).

Listening to Type O Negative makes me really, really tired. Or maybe that's just from the combination of studying like mad yesterday, then staying up late. Whatever the case *yawn* I'm going back to bed!

KI
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Saturday, May 7, 2005

   It's....here!
I woke up this morning to a beautiful breeze circulating my room.... *sigh* I'm in love with summer.



Mother's day is tomorrow!
I'm going to make my mom a card, since I already went all out on her birthday on April 23rd, two weeks ago.... I'm broke.

Her card is going to consist of a ballerina silhouette with wind and a beautiful scenery.

Anyways, I'll catch you all later!
KI
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Friday, May 6, 2005

   No schooool!
I've got nothing to rant or say today, so how about a look at the calendar for the month?

Next week: Denim day, Carlyle Fair, Band Concert on both Thursday and Friday, Dance practice on friday.

I think it'll be a fast week... at least, I hope so.
It's getting pretty warm here in Montreal, I can't wait until I can go swimming again.... I absolutely miss it to bits.

KI *hugs*
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Wednesday, May 4, 2005

100 guestbook signings!
Yay! Finally....100 guestbook signings! ^^

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My day was blah... I'm still trying to resolve some things with my friends.
By the way, you know what? I don't give a flying shit about people who complain about other people who complain about having problems or a "hard life" as you might put it. It's impossible to live a life without encountering some sort of unhappiness and problem.

I don't seriously need to read: "I hate people who complain about being depressed and stuff.... I mean come on, that's just to get attention!"

Actually.... I suppose some of it is not true... ^^ But some people really do have the problems and this is their online journal... When you say that to them, it's like saying: "We don't care about your problems, go fuck yourself."

If I was a mighty depressed being, and read that, I'd feel even more cruddy than what I originally felt. *sigh*

Anywho.... Later!
KI *huggles*
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Tuesday, May 3, 2005

   It's sad... but I think all of you know me better than my own friends.
I was just thinking about it in moral class today.... ^^



By the way, we have this Moral Education assignment, in which we have to test out our will power.... We're suppose to refrain from doing something like playing video game, chatting on MSN, internet, coffee.... things that you have as a luxury but don't really need....

Weellll.... You won't be seeing me on MSN next week at all.... *sigh*
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Monday, May 2, 2005

   Ladeeda...
~It's a sense of dread, a sense of emptiness... You cannot live without it, yet it pains you to be near it...

Like wind, forcing a single strand of grass to bend to its will, you overpower me.~



Oh yeah! Give it up!!! My first poetic philosiphical piece of the month!
Happy birthday to all May celebrants!

KI
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