Sunday, May 1, 2005

   Things that go bump in the night...

What Type of Villain are You?

mutedfaith.com.


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The title of today's post means exactly what it implies....

My mom came home last night around 10pm, then she left again... Lately she's been weird, she's been getting a haircut, more jewelery... just like she used to be.

LAst night I woke up to someone walking outside my room... heavy footsteps told me it couldn't have been my mother... a murmur and a loud cough gave away the gender, totally male T_T

This morning, she bought us McD's for breakfast.... which she has never done. My younger sister told me she was going to take him back... What am I suppose to make of this? It's like, love him, love him not, love him, love him not.

Boy are we ever going to be emotionally confused when WE grow up! ^^;

KI
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Saturday, April 30, 2005

   Pffft.

Find your Role-Playing
Stereotype at mutedfaith.com.


*sigh* I have to learn how to manage my money until I get my own bank account. Because if I ask my mom for money, it's a good chance we'll go bankrupt with all the money she owes already, and I don't want to ask for anything from my friends. U_U

You know, that the only thing he was good for. He financially supported us until he went and cheated and got a girlfriend. *scoff**cough*Bitch*coughcough*

Since vacation is fast approaching I gotta go scout for a tutoring job.... ^^ Wish me luck!

KI
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Thursday, April 28, 2005

   I suggest...
I'm laying down an ultimatum for my friend. Because frankly, I'm sick of being so nice, and choosing sides, when I KNOW there is only one side to choose.

I'm going to find her sick butt tomorrow and talk to her. If she doesn't want to hear it, fine! But I'm going to MAKE her listen at least to half my explanations on why we're ending our friendship, she was never a friend to begin with, and I tried everything to make her happy, and cheer her up.

She just broods and broods and spreads rumors about me behind my back!
*sigh* I need some candy....

Happy Birthday Color Me Evil!

KI
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

   A random expression of frustration...
Bahumbug.

[Apologies... I know this isn't a post]

KI *hugs*
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Monday, April 25, 2005

   ~Alas my time has ended, I would much like to hear a lament before I am wed before first light.~

The smell of lilacs and roses are intoxicating.... ^^ It's from the bouquet of flowers I bought my mom for her birthday two days ago.



Lately, I feel as if I'm merely a spectator to my own life. I want to cry, I want to laugh, sometimes I just feel so depressed during class I try to find ways to hide the fact I'm crying.

Everything has been happening so fast and I think that I need to catch up.

Thank you for your lurvely comments yesterday! XD I felt so special!

KI
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Sunday, April 24, 2005

My Music Influences? .... ^^

Your Taste in Music:

R&B: Highest Influence

90's Pop: High Influence

Adult Alternative: High Influence

90's Alternative: Medium Influence

90's R&B: Medium Influence

80's Pop: Low Influence

80's Rock: Low Influence

Classic Rock: Low Influence

Country: Low Influence

Dance: Low Influence

Progressive Rock: Low Influence

How's Your Taste in Music?

You know what? I am sick of seeing other people do things and wishing I could too. I can do such awesome things, damn it. I can do anything I like. I am going to write that damn novel, and compose a piece for flute choir, and anything else I feel like doing. Then I can get these characters out of my head and make them leave me alone, and I'll feel like I've done something, not just sit here rotting.

Greatness doesn't come soon enough. I only want it for me, not for anything else. Just to know that I have done something wonderful and added to this world. I don't want to be forgotten. An unusual thought for a teenage girl, but I feel like if I write something great then I will leave my mark on the world. Of course, that world will be consumed in time, Cronos-like, by the sun, but that's besides the point. I won't just be a passing phase of incarnation. I'll leave something behind and maybe provide a glimmer of joy or solace for some poor soul long after I'm dead.

I wish that I didn't think this way. It's terribly disconcerting.... ^^

KI *huggles all*
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Saturday, April 23, 2005

   Tragedies..... *sobs*
I cut my hair last night... I was all happy about it too, I wanted it to be just an inch under my shoulders... but my sister kept saying, "it's crooked, I have to fix it! Then we can feather it... it's so crooked!"

Well, it's not crooked anymore, just short.
*cries*
But I guess I sort of like it, it's short, but its nice, an okay change.



My mum's birthday today also. I bought her flowers and a lottery ticket yesterday... and you know what, she was happy yesterday, and today she was just so moody... Yeeesh.... "Happy Birthday Mum." ....."I saw a mouse last night, I'm telling you! Don't eat in your rooms, and you're going to tie up all your garbage bags 2 hours before you go to sleep." She says.

Hehe, anyways, I'm off to drink my Nesquik milk!

KI
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Thursday, April 21, 2005

   Happy Birthday Sebastien!
Today is the birthday of a classmate of mine from elementary. He's also known as my not-so-secret admirer. ^^;

I never knew what it was like to have an admirer until this year... it's absolutely wonderful to experience, but dreadfully annoying in my case.



Well, he's nice guy, so I'll just wish him the best and go get a card ready for him!

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On another note, highschool drama at its best.
Huge fight between a few friends of mine. You know, name calling stuff like that... mundane.

KI
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

   Slideshows... w00t.
I'm currently at school, very boring, just finished a slideshow presentation thingy. ^^

I would go around to all your sites now, but I think I'd get into some shitz for all the music on some of your sites. XD

It's pouring outside! I wish I was out there *sigh* wait... --- shit... gotta go.

^^ Teacher's a-coming!

KI *huggles*
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

   Hehe... I'm weird but you all know you lurve me!

Today I'm suppose to do some spring cleaning, sort out some old clothes for the Salvation army and such.

I woke up funky this morning, my shoulder is all eff'ed up. *grimace*
I hope it's okay for this friday... I don't want to go to rehearsal with a retarded shoulder. ^^



KI-- Toodlies!
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