Sunday, February 27, 2005

   *blank stare*
What have you done?
A fog of misery as memories writhe.
Once we savored innocence,
Untainted and open,
But your desire vanished.
A feverish cloud of agony -
Tears follow pain, follow love,
Love bled dry.
In a haze of righteousness,
I condemn you.

It's March break... I might not be posting regularly anymore... My mom is coming home tonight at 1am... (Okay, tomorrow morning, but still close enough...)

I have a huge geography project to do on Mauna Loa, World's biggest Volcano! Well, I'm expecting that to be at least 10 pages for a biography and the history/eruption periods...

Then I have to do a project on Eliza Harris for black history month (which has passed, but the project sure does count for alot of my Moral Education marks)



Yesterday I went to see Hitch! It was great!!! Although, my friend Sahanah was fiddling with her boot or something during a serious moment in the film and I started laughing because it looked...wrong.
And I was just laughing hysterically to myself and my back sorta--hurt afterwards.... ^^

It was a nice outing, I went out with ALi, Sahanah, Fionna. We went for brunch then went to the movie and then played arcade games. It's a nice way to live your life a bit before the zoo keeper comes home hm?

KI
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Friday, February 25, 2005

   I guess I didn't get to everyone's site yesterday hm?
Today is officially the last day before March Break... ^^

Last night I talked on the phone with my friends... I suppose you could say there was alot of tears.
...and I think I've made it worse...er.
Anywho, for better and brighter info-- I got on the badminton team!!! *jumps around and hugs random visitors*



I'm so happy!!!
Although I didn't play as good as I could have today... I think it was the crying last night, whichever bastard said crying was good for your soul should burn on a stake for lying. U_U

KI
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

   Well, I've gone through with it... And I can't say that she took it well or not... She took it abnormally well, and I thought she would remember that I'm not the kind of person who backstabs and I was there for her whenever she needed me... But she's forgotten that it seems.

Nothing seems to be right anymore, it's as if the world is falling apart around me, I'm losing everything that's precious to me and it's impossible to gain back.

I don't know what to do about it anymore, I've lost some friends that I really care about, and I don't know why.


By the way, happy birthday Miyoko! I hope today is going good for you!

KI
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

   I'm phoning my friend tonight to clear things up... If I don't post tomorrow, I'm probably wallowing in self digust. I may, or may not still have a friend by the end of this phonecall.... *sobs*

KI
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Monday, February 21, 2005

   Everytime I seem to want to speak to PJ and clear up some things that bug me... something comes along.
Like last week, her grandmum died, I slept in and didn't get a chance to see her... our friends are interupting...

Tomorrow... It will be the day! I'm not going to sleep in or be late or miss my chance to talk to her and sort out our problems! *nods*

Well, tomorrow in the morning for our enriched math classes, we're entering this math contest thing... I've got to remember to bring my calculator! ^^

Every week is just so hectic, I barely get any lunch in anymore because I'm running from the sports complexe to the art classroom to the office and then time's up and I'm going to my last period class!

I'm going to die of starvation if this doesn't stop...

KI
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Sunday, February 20, 2005

   Purple or black?

I've always wanted to dye my hair... If I were to do it now, I would probably do black on my very dark brown, so that my mom would have less of a chance to actually notice it... =P (I know... I'm chicken!)

Then, most asians are doing red, so it's got to be unique... how about purple? I should have dyed my hair last month, when she was gone... damn. ^^


KI
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Saturday, February 19, 2005

   Eh.... Hehe.... SO many questions, and they're all so much the same...

Why don't I miss my mum?
Well, it's quieter for a change, and no nagging... I haven't gotten kidnapped without her nagging, so I'm fine. Plus, I get to live my life! ^^

Well, I'm off to the library today, and then I might go buy some chocolates and then crash over at PJ's just to cheer her up. (I think I told you her granny passed?)
Well, I'm gone now!

Kenshin... *sighs*

KI
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Friday, February 18, 2005

   Hehe, teacher's appreciation awards were handed out today, for the best dressed/best hair/most helpful.... Things like that.

Mine beats slow and steady
as you envelope me
in your warm embrace
Holding me,
Whispering words of endearment

No,
I feel nothing for you
I see nothing of you
I want nothing from you
and I will lie a million times.

We’ve lost long ago
Long ago forgotten,
Our history buried in sand

Let me go
Let your feelings be bared
because you cannot be hurt
if you never cared…

To begin with.


Well.... TGIF! Thank god I'm female. And I'm going to clean the house now! --- My mum's coming home from Vietnam in a week or so... I don't quite miss her, even though she's been gone for two months.... U_U

KI
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Thursday, February 17, 2005

   I just came home from going out with my friend PJ.
She lost her granny yesterday and found out at the end of the school day when she phoned home.
Fionna hopped on the quickest bus home leaving me with a crying and distressed PJ.
I smuggled her some chocolate and took her out to eat today after school... People can be so ignorant... I mean some of my friends are wonderful friends... But they're so ignorant it takes them so long to figure out you're sad and crying!


I took her out and offered my silent support... Because I don't know what else to do... I'm not very good when talking about these situations, and sometimes that makes me feel so distanced...

Well, I'm off to your sites now!
KI
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

   Short as can be this one...
I got a song that I'm suppose to perform in March for a concert... It's french... And it's so fast... I have no clue how I'm going to memorize it. T_T

KI
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