Monday, September 5, 2005

Hello people! I'm finally back... I really missed you all.
Siigh. My period's being a bitch, I feel like my abdomen is topsy turvy and it's flopping about.

You know. I wish I could just rip out my uterus sometimes. Muaha. Just. Rip. It. Out. But then that's being mean to my body... and that's not cool.

Anywho. I've moved into my room! I've taken over the armoire! The cherry finish shelves, the DESK! Everyone is munderfully beautiful... and I can finally eat real food! We're done painting at my sister's triplexe and she's moving in today, officially... siigh. I should have brought cake to share with her yesterday.

Anywho, I'll see who's sites I can get to today!
Happy Labour Day loves!

KI
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Thursday, September 1, 2005

Huloo!
Current news: I'm sweating an awful lot from power walking from the metro to my apartment building.
Why did I power walk? WELLL...
My registration today lasted an hour, and I stayed behind to serve pizzas and drinks to the newbies at school, and then I went to Chinatown with Fionna to Magick the bubbletea place.

I got a large Japanese Green Tea Bubble tea. Hm. Yum!
We met Ali and Annie there by the way, it was cool, we went trinket shopping... wowsies. Munderful that was!

Anywho, I bought paper to make paper stars, and then bunches of straw to make straw stars.

...We parted ways at 3h00 and then suddenly half an hour away from my house on the metro, I REALLY needed to go.

=S

I REALLY needed to go... so by the time I was at the metro [subway] near my house... I had to go really really badly. I didn't have my sports center card, so I couldn't use the facilities there, and considering it was the only place with facilities that were good for blocks and blocks... I was screwed. So I started to speed walk all the way to my house.

By the time I got here....
Well...

Man.... that was the loooongest piss ever!
;o) No shame. That's the only way to live!

KI
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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

And down those dark stairs, at night when it seems as though the staircase is alive and moving. Steps are heard going up and down, the only problem is that they weren't footsteps, but more like the stumps of legs after having its feet severed off. But nothing was ever there, you could only hear it when you closed your bedroom door with you on the other side... where you think you're safe.

I used to have trouble sleeping after a ghost story as a kid hahahahaha.


Why do people love horror stories? Man has a morbid fascination with death... almost in the sense that they're in awe when they see someone splatter their brains out on the sidewalk...

"I am mortified, petrified yet it makes me stare."
Brushing yourself with death itself is some sort of gratification.

It reminds us of our limits and "what doesn't kill us, makes us stronger" So yeah... watching something that scares the shit out of us... it makes us feel alive!

*watches horror movie*

"I'm glad I'm alive, I'm glad that mad ghost doctor didn't carve my face out and instead it's safe and sound right under my covers, along with the rest of my body... tightly sealed under my blanket, safe... alive... safe, yesssssssss...."
*sits under the covers, rocks back and forth*

KI
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

School has been postponed!
See that? OWNED! HAHAHAHA!
...although I'm a bit sad that I do have to wait longer to go back, which means, my brain has more time to rot into nothing, shatter into a thousand pieces and then dissolve into dust.

Summer vacation has been prolonged for one day. What is the point in that anyways? Going on strike for one day... booya. Yea. That's going to help plenty.

Anyways, now I go to registration on Thursday and my first day of school is, Friday!
I'm happy, I'm hungry, I put on one pound, I'm VERY happy. I'm serious, no sarcasm there. I'm really happy about it. Now I'm on my way to not being so skinny no more!

...Have you ever heard of a girl being happy about putting on one pound? No? Well, hiya, nice to meet you.

If you have though, add me to the list. ^________^

-Ki
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Monday, August 29, 2005

Pwee!
I'm back!
Okay, so... on Saturday we helped my sister and her roommate, Magda move. The van came to pick us up and we decided to go to Magda's flat to help her move...
Only a few desks and chairs and tables she said. It filled up the whole damn truck! T_T

It was actually quite fun to watch the guys lift the really heavy appliances up two flights of steep stairs... It was mostly, David [my sister's boyfriend], Rick [Magda's Brother] Who I should have kicked and run away from because he teased me so much..., Kwon [some DJ friend of everybody's] and Magda's hubby.

I just went about taping all the rooms with paint tape and stuff, and helping move the furniture that I could.

Well, anywho, we came back to my house to get the step ladder and stuff to go paint after everyone but my sister, Dave and myself left. We called Kei, a friend of my sister's to come help paint... while me and David made our way to Harvey's to buy some food.

... Kei is like... master of the painting styles. His wall was so perfectly done, and smooth... it took about two stroke to finish one third of the wall! Haha... he's cute too... but shh.... don't tell no one that.

Well, I'm going back to school this Wednesday [it's going to rain], and I'm going back to help paint the second coat on Friday and Saturday, and since Kei's going back to Toronto this week, we're enlisting the help of the Master CSG... er... Chris for short.

Well, toodlies!
KI
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Saturday, August 27, 2005

Waa waa waaa... it's pretty early for me, last night was the last time I would sleep on my bed ever again. *sigh*
They're giving it to my sister today, and we're going to paint her apartment in an hour or so.
Heh. Everything is so different.

It's a ripple of change that might either make me smarten up and try to take things more responsibly, or it'll just take me from whatever I was before.

Anyways, today I'm in a decidedly good mood. I'm bringing the stereo with me so I can jam along with the mix while painting and being my usually retardedly disordered self.
... Being the only er.. kid there? I need some amusement afterall.

So I just wanted to get that off my chest. I won't be going around to sites today, so I understand if you feel no need to comment.

KI
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Friday, August 26, 2005

Hmm.
What a thrilling day.
Honestly!

It's just amazing how stupid I actually am. Here was me thinking I was going to do so well in trying to resolve issues, and I just totally fucked it up.
I've never got in such a rut before. Well that's a lie, I have but... During Summer Vacation? Okay yea.. that happened too. But not with my friends.

The worst I could have done was screw it up so it was incorrigible. I really need to change my options, move into something new, I should open my eyes to things around me more.

It's not fair.

Also not funny. I can't believe it. It's giving me a major migraine, because I'm stupid and my mind can't process this kind of thing.

Curses.
I just need to curl up into a ball and die.
I want my Mum, but she's at the moment, NOT my Mum... she's still being weird-ish and all nice.

Yes, I have been abandonned until next Monday, Mum and my sister are getting all the stuffed moved in so I'm all on my lonesome all weekend-nights, and I have to feed myself. It's appauling.
I have to cook.
*I* have to cook.
It's unjust, it's unfair, it's... it's...
It's a load of crap to be honest. I'll probably live on soup and cheese toasties.

=D I'm done my ranting now. Thank you for dealing.
-KI
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Thursday, August 25, 2005

Red Eye was... how does one put it?
Frickin' Hilarious.

HAhaha! You ... I shouldn't ruin it for people who might see it ne? Anywho... It's funny. Well, at least for me anyways, and I'm pretty sure there was no one else laughing in that theatre when I laughed.

Gawd. I'm so embarassed. It's okay. As long as no one saw my face. =P

Heh. Aw man... These dreams are giving me real problems. They're so lifelike I'm going to begin to become addicted.
I need to go wake up now. Excuse me.

-Ki
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Wai... I'm up early today... my dream ended early.
I'm so utterly smitten with my latest dream. I got a hug at the end! From, Nicholas!
Waiii.... *dies*

Okay, no. You might be getting some weird ideas, so lemme start at the beginning here.
It was just a dream of my grade six buddies. The three muskateers and my friends, alltogether they were 7, because only 4 of my friends showed up.

Anywho, that was at the beginning at the park.
The only guys there were the Three Muskateers, [we call them that because they're ... well, they just acquired that name. But they are all cute. Even though we beat pretty much all the crap out of them all the time. It's sort of like a "I'll beat you, but we're still really good friends" type of thing.]

Anyways. I became utterly drunk for some weird reason and I ended up at a horse ranch, which [the first muskateer, Nicholas] Nick's dad owns. Then we had loads of fun! Until I tried dismounting the horse and it took off like a maniac. That non-reality dragging really hurt...

Well, I ended up at the second muskateer's house, Patrick. We played sega and all that... I was really just waiting to decidedly roast marshmellows...Well, he took so long with the sega I decided to just do it myself. I so totally suck at that in the dream world too! >.<

Then ... blah blah blah, skip some parts, because I've just forgotten. Then he goes off to England for a visit to his Dad, and everyone suddenly appeared on the steps. ... We had a group tackle hug sort of thing. Then individual hugs.

It was cooler than it sounded. Shut up.

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Anyways, this second part is in case you decided that part on top was really weird and have nothing to say about it. T.T

I'm going to see Red Eye tonight with my mom.
Heh. I really should call the guys up and see if they wanna hang out someday.
U_U I miss my old buddies.
I keep having such nostalgic dream of them. *sigh*

-KI

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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Heh. Not much to talk about today, but I'm telling you we're well on our way to moving my sister's stuff out of the house.

The room looks pretty bare already, so I need to make my self at home and make it... un-bare. Haha.
That'll be my mission on the side, because I start school next week.

Gah. I can't wait to see what incapable group I get this year in dance. It should be interesting. I also have a feeling that things are not going to be all peachy with my friends either.
Yet again.

I need to get this issue we have over with before I seriously. go. insane.
I can't divide my life between my schoolwork and resolving problems with my friends like this, it just takes way too much energy.

KI
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