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myOtaku.com: Keiko Inchihara
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Wednesday, December 8, 2004
Ups and downs, attributes to a good friend.
I felt... weird today, and I decided to be even weirder and think about life so far. My brain hit the "friends" topic and started to brainstorm.
The first of many words that popped into my mind was:
Fidelity
My friends may be so kind in person, but when they are in our little group they feel the need to show off and become someone they're not. But over the year that I've witnessed this change, I noticed it's become a part of them, and I don't want to commit friendship to a person that will not be loyal and be themselves.
Being yourself and not backstabbing your friends is very important to me.
I have specimen number one up for experimentation here...
1) Rebecca, she is a girl of whom I've gone to elementary with for 8 years... So blatantly put, all my life.
In grade one she went on a jealous little fit and made my childhood days depressingly lonely. She told rumours about me and I was limited to 3 to four friends that barely spoke to me... And those that I use to trust are now grade A bitches.
2) Specimen number two is a friend who feels the need to be popular and cares about her 'image'. She only hangs out with me to promote her image, because I am a deviant.
I stand up for my own, and I technically pride myself in three rules and one main golden rule: You get what you give, back tenfold.
So, you hit me, I hit you, you be kind I'm forever indebted.
But I don't like to conform and do those prissy things... Just not me.
She also makes so many cracks about me it's not funny. I know that I am the subject of their critisizing... And it's not a good thing ne?
She says she trusts me more than the one she jokes off with, and she does. But what has she done to prove that she is worthy of trust? What have I done to show her I trust her?
Have a good night! Keep yourselves warm tomorrow!
Well, I'll get back to all of you later!
Volleyball season two starts tomorrow night! ^^
KI *mwah*
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