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myOtaku.com: Keiko Inchihara
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Saturday, August 6, 2005
So. For the reveal of what had me in tears two nights ago.
My mother. My dearest mother. Disowned my sister [23 yrs.] and myself. But at the moment, she's giving me a second chance.
Yes yes. Blah blah. Why did she do it? Because we didn't live up to her standards. Because we were selfish. Because we were her daughters, who ought to live up to her rules and expectations.
My sister was going to move out. She told my mom. My mom blew up even more. After she's gone, I won't be able to see her anymore. She's not considered family anymore either. Boo hoo.
The only sad thing I might mull over about now is that I can't see my older sister anymore. I was panicking the other night. Where would I go? Who would I live with? What would I live off of? I'm only a child for goddess' sake!
My older sister, without support from my mother has her father.
My younger sister without support from my mom [which it will never come to] has support from her dad.
I, without support from my mother. Have nothing. [No. Just because I'm underaged will not prevent her from anything. If you think I'm too old to get.. nevermind.]
So thus. I panicked. I cried. I cursed. I swore. I hid. I sunk into a low.
Well. I'll just dismiss that part of my life right now since I can't deal with it.
My sister went and got her hair colored, a magenta too. It looks cool.
Today I went out with my cousin, she's leaving on monday. So we took bunches of pictures. The pictures will be up tomorrow. Eight each day, so that it gives you guys the chance to see all of them.
Anywho. A hug and kiss to everyone who commented on Friday.
BTW: I'll be going about my regular rounds to updated sites tomorrow.
Sorry for the half-hearted comments on Friday. I'll make up for it.
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