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myOtaku.com: Keiko Inchihara
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Do not compete, do not compare.
Let's see how long I live with that as my motto.
[If you don't want to read more emotional crap from me, fastforward downwards to my subject changing.]
I know that I have a competitive flare in me that just doesn't disappear... and the fact that things have just changed so quickly isn't doing any good at all.
I've been thinking about it even more now, and I'm asking myself, "Maybe he was just tired of waiting?"
I dunno, even to myself I seem a little emotionally challenged. I have a hard time relationship-wise expressing myself, with my friends or with him.
To me, it really is all in the little gestures.
The fact that I think about someone enough to call them up and ask how they're doing is... something.
Sigh. Well... I'll just use this as my ranting whenever.. but I'd like to let you know that I'm doing much better. He wasn't worth my time if he doesn't even try to talk to me anymore.
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ANYWHO onto bigger better stuff. I have a five day weekend starting tomorrow... and I'm too broke to go see Harry Potter!
I need to complete my Christmas shopping and get my Santa hat and whatnot.
I need to also find things to occupy myself with at school... Where the hell is Paul when you need him?!
Paul is that book project coordinator last year... that year-long project of his?
It kept me busy and I loved it. I need to see less of him and do more things.
Ciao-sies 'tards.
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