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myOtaku.com: Keiko Inchihara
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Saturday, March 25, 2006
Honestly, it's just a bunch of things that added up to how things happened at lunch yesterday. You have absolutely no reason to be sorry.
I was sick, and I had a headache and then I just acted harshly because I was worried and didn't know how else to act in that situation. I know I despise talking over the internet about things like this as well, but all things considered I'd prefer to about this particular subject, to save us both from tears and rampant emotions.
Ok, so time for me to explain myself. Firstly, I don't want you to say anything about anything you don't want to just because you feel forced. I understand that everybody has problems and things that they simply cannot share with others. But I just wanted you to know I was worried and even if you told me, my opinion in no way would change from what it is now. I understand that I've been really like, loose and laughy these past weeks, but you know better than anyone I'd drop everything in a second if I could do anything to help you.
I was only hurt that you kept on mentioning the fact you talk to Ms. Pappas about it... normally I wouldn't, but it hurt because it was like telling me you have more confidence in her than you do in me and I wasn't ready to deal with that. Although now I understand the fact that that was just you taking one step forward into telling me, I guess we were both affected.
We both have huge stresses right now, and no one's to blame really. Things'll just work itself out in time. I'm really sorry that your great uncle passed away.. and I wish it wasn't the weekend, so that I could personally comfort you, because all my words sound so shallow and cold in this email. But keep in mind, time heals everything. You might not forget things, but you learn to live with them and learn to be a better person from your past experiences. Nothing worth having comes without a past of pain and suffering, or without a lot of hard work.
Take care lovies.
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