Monday, September 20, 2004

   h-work
Stupid homework, i'm horrible @ haikus and i have 1 due tomorrow!
o_o""" my head kept nodding all day in school. i did so badly today, not just 'cuz of my loss of sleep, but also 'cuz my stress level was so high & now it shall continue because the next court date is Oct. 1, & i dun even know if they're gonna pass judgement then! im so tired; i wish there were more hours in the day. i also got a headache, so life just sux right now for me. i still can't c my dad w/o "proper" supervision.
this is how bad i did today:
1)almost forgot my english hw on the kitchen table
2)forgot i was refereeing in the middle of a fast football game
3)completely messed up on core sentences and adding revision techniques to them
4)got a 78% on my tuba Eb scale test
5)suddenly realized during lunch that the science worksheet was due in 2 periods and that i hadn't done ne of it(i never finished)
6)mixed up hay que and tener que in spanish class and conjugated the verbs when i wasn't supposed 2
7)almost fell asleep in science
8)massacred my piano tunes that i had practiced over and over again.
9)overestimated the time i'd need @ the library, so i wasted an hour and a half

THIS IS WHY THE GOVERNMENT IS UR ENEMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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   6:37am
*yawns wide* So...sleepy. *eye twitches* Only got 3 hrs of sleep.
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   Yay, I'm first one here!
ok, so it's 1 in morning and I'm still avoiding doing my English homework. Oh well, no one gives a damn ne ways. in a mere 13 and a 1/2 hours, my life could change forever. DAMN THE GOVERNMENT INTO THE ETERNAL ABYSS OF FLAMING NOTHINGNESS, DAMN IT!....
sorry, i keep becoming more & more prone 2 nervous break downs. This is the 1st time i've ever updated this early though. It's kinda creepy 'cuz I know that no1 out there is even listening or even cares at this hour.
And i'm not even tired! *yawns widely*. i'd better go write my English paper now, seeing as it's due today. ttyl

k-chan
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Friday, September 17, 2004

   my life
I am hungry, yet I do not eat.
I am lonely, but seek no company.
I am cold, but seek no warmth.
I sit here alone,watching,waiting.
The clouds r gathering in the West
above the fiery orange & pink glow of the sunset.
My heart is comforted, but my soul remains sad.
Out yonder Northwest I see the vast trees & think of a life that might have been.
The light is fading while shadows swoop in & surround me here.
Alone. With no1 who cares. They have forgotten. None remember.
I sit and reflect on yesteryear. How life was so different then and I wonder how now things might have been.
I feel cold. I sence it. I feel in the wind. I hear it in the trees. Something is coming.
Darkness swarms about the land. There is nowhere to run. Nowhere to hide. I must flee with the night. Trust no1. Never leave home without my knife. The evil is coming. There is no stoping it. It comes ever closer. We cannot prevent it. It is coming.
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To all you people out there, here are some words of the wise: Do not trust the government for as quick as it says it is your friend, it becomes your enemy.
And to all the juvenille court government agencies out there, a little message: I WANT MY FATHER BACK, YOU SON OF A BITCH!
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I am sorry if I have disturbed anyone in any way but I speak nothing but the truth.
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Thursday, September 16, 2004

   Survey

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
Username
The quality that most appeals to you:	Empathy
In a survival situation, you:	Act crazy as a diversion
Your hidden talent is:	Adaptability
Your gift is:	Fearlessness
In groups, you:	Act as host/ess
Your best quality is:	Your abundant energy
Your weakness is:	Your antisocial nature
Quiz created with MemeGen!

To start off, I have no idea what empathy is, I fight in a survival situation, I have a better gift than fearlessness, I DON'T play hostess, and how is being antisocial a weakness!?!....Why me?
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   more quizzies

You are the most important person in his life. He
would do anything to see you smile. Actually,
he would be the PERFECT boyfriend. Always
getting lost in your eyes, always treating you
like a princes and always saying a joke to make
you laugh your head off while he smiles at your
hysteric laughter. Yup, he is the person you
were destined to fall in love with.


What kind of boyfriend would you have?(with pics and obviously for girls^^)
brought to you by Quizilla

I need someone caring to console my lonliness. I still have friends but I've never really felt complete.
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Wednesday, September 15, 2004

   doesn't any body care anymore
I'm kinda bored right now, but that's ok. By the way, thanks again EE123 for the special fox pouch. I love it soo much. doesn't any body care about my lonely life?! ;_; I guess not. oh well.
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Monday, September 13, 2004

   HELP!!!!!!!
hullo again people. im really bored again. im not sure what i should do to my site 2 make it more appealing please leave comments and/or tips about what i should do. (im working on getting an avatar right now but its hard 2 find the right 1!-_-")
/\ /\
(=^-^=) i wanna pway wif da
(") (") kitty^^
~KK123~
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Thursday, September 9, 2004

   WANTED: SOME1 WHO UNDERSTANDS
ok guys(& guys only), im really depressed alot, sometimes have extreme murderous moments, and have the need to be loved, but still be free to have some time to my self. I need some1 who has a fiery personality, ut will protect me and snuggle with me when im feeling lonely. Am i daydreaming to much, or do i just have problems or what? *feel free to comment or PM me* I love to climb trees, daydream about other worlds, get lost in a book(one i'm reading or writing, it doesn't matter which)& i want to learn swordsmanship & archery. I really want to obtain my own medieval cloak, boots, bow, sword, quiver, and pack.
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   depressed again
hullo every1 it's me again ur prabably getting really bored of me now but that's ok. but if u don't mind, then stay awhile. i just feel really out of it, but i didn't get 2 bed untill 1:30 and then i had a sudden awakening for no apparent reason @ 4 am. and then my alarm went off @ 5 am because i had to do the homework that i hadn't done because that rainstorm was giving me a terrible headache. i like rain, but not so much that it hurts my head.
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