Wednesday, May 31, 2006

   hi!!

hey much better today and if i couldve gotten away from her magnus trust me i wouldve but i couldnt do wati wanted bcuz she is always just uuuggggghhhhhh!!!well i am having a good day so far but my stomach is killing meh!!! aaarrgghh!!why does pain lways come to meh!! oh well i like pain!! so how are you guys!! i am doing okay and meh baby doesnt care about meh anymore he never talks to meh and stuff so yeah!!well meh mom and brother arent home and later were gong to look at the house we supposed to be moving into and so yeah!! oh and bad news!! meh mom is killin hte internet off meh computer but luckily ill be able to get on when i get meh laptop with the internet but i dont know how long that might be so if i dont geton for a while just plz bare and ill come visit!!!well g2g for now but i love you guys and if any of you hav myspaces let meh know what they are so mehs can find oyu!! ~rissa~ Comments (6) | Permalink Tuesday, May 30, 2006    AAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! OMG you guys my grandma is here and she is totally driving me nuts!!! i have 2 little siblings already to watcha and she came down to help but she is just in the way!!!! its annoying the fuck out of me!!!ne ways though this friday i am leaving for tennesee and i will not be able to get on and post unless i get the wireless interneet on meh laptop!! and this week i might not be on a lot bcuz meh mom ish supposed to be getting rid of the internet and everything and meh laptop doesnt have internet yet so srrys about that you guys!!!last night's dinner was really good! i only had a few bites of the cow and one piece of corn on the cob@!!! no baked potatoe!!! that suxed i got to full b4 the potatoe!! well i stayed up till about 1:30 this morning talking to meh buddy EJ and then getting my little sister to sleep as well as meh!!!im going to go now and see if i can get to al your guys sites today and then have to go deal with that!!! luv u guys *hugs* bai bai!!! ~rissa~ Comments (5) | Permalink Monday, May 29, 2006    OMG!!! omg YOU guys you wouldnt believe how hot it ish out here!!!like 90 and up its so crazy!! well meh stayed the night with meh friends raven and lisa last noght ad had a lot of fun as i said in meh last post and it was hillarious!!we watched the second and third episodes of bible black and it ws quite.....interesting!!!well got to go finish cookin our cow taters and corn so luv u bai bai!!! ~rissa~ Comments (1) | Permalink    hi ppls!! srry my last post was so short my aunt told em to get off the computer as soon as i got on so i didnt have a say since i was in her domain!! well meh friends and me are having so much fun and im not sayin wat were doin either bcuz were perverted!! well were getting ready to play a Yu Yu Hakusho drinking game that we made up so i will talk to u guys later!!!luv u bai bai!!! p.s. spikey necklaces are awesome and ID TAP THAT!!!!srry im on a caffeine buzz and we are so hyper!!! ~rissa~ Comments (3) | Permalink Sunday, May 28, 2006    Hi's ppls!!! hey guys i had a lot of fun today at the mall!! OMG i totally got this kewl-i-ooo spikey necklace and i g2g for now bai bai!!! ~rissa~ Comments (1) | Permalink Saturday, May 27, 2006    TO EARLY!!!! well its 9:30 a.m and we have to get ready in a while to go to my little step-sister katies girl scout graduation!!! but the only thing about that is that imma gonna maybe sign up for it which idk if i want to all that much but hell its worth a try!!!i havent lost contact with meh friends though i have myspace t contact them on!!!! well imma gonna go check out my other to sites!!! luv u guys!!!Bai Bai!! ~rissa~ Comments (0) | Permalink Friday, May 26, 2006    Home Sweet Home!!! hey guys im off of skool!!! and to anime sorcerus (sp? is wrong i no) that poem is true about meh and meh friend Tj as all others know bcuz of meh depression mood towards them and talking to them about it so yeah!! well im free of skool but i totally hate it bcuz i wont get to see April or Travis or TJ!!!!and i love them all but i have their myspaces so its ok i guess!!! and i txt 'em! well imma gonna check meh myspace and talk to meh friend EJ well luv u guys!!! Bai Bai!! ~rissa~ Comments (1) | Permalink Thursday, May 25, 2006    hey wats up!!! hey guys its meh night!!!! my mom is having meh party even though meh b-day isnt untill saturday!!! i have a couple of frinds coming over nd one of them i dont want to bcuz she was being a bitch to meh today!!! well i cant say that since i was the biggest bitch today to everyone bcuz i was in a horrible mood!! last night was so weird to! i couldnt stop crying at all! i just kept on and on and i have no clue!! well i am over TJ as a bf now and have accepted the fact of friendship!!!and im goingo talk to him tonight!!i wrote him a note tht said that i knew he didnt like meh llike that and that he didnt believe in love so he dindnt love meh and everything ad he said today that 1/2 of it wast true so i asked him wat wasnt and he said i dunno!!! and we just laughed!!! well g2g for now i luv u guys and i will not be on tomorrow bcuz meh mom will be home!! ~rissa~ A is for Alone A is for Alone, Because thats how I am, B is for Beaten, But I dont give a damn, C is for Cutting, And I cant seem to stop, D is for Depression, The illness Ive got, E is for Everything, Thats plaguing my mind, F is for Feelings, Which I cant seem to find, H is for Hurting, Deep inside myself, I is for Injury, That I inflict on myself, J is for Joy, Which I now cannot feel, K is for Knife, The pain makes this real, L is for Life, That just isnt fair, M is for Mask, Which I always wear, N is for Nothing, Thats what Ive become, O is for others, Who have left me alone, P if for Pain, Thats killing my soul, Q is for Questions, Hoping the answers will make me whole, R is for Razor, To cut into my skin, S is for Suicide, The self destructive sin, T is for Time, A is for Alone A is for Alone, Because thats how I am, B is for Beaten, But I dont give a damn, C is for Cutting, And I cant seem to stop, D is for Depression, The illness Ive got, E is for Everything, Thats plaguing my mind, F is for Feelings, Which I cant seem to find, H is for Hurting, Deep inside myself, I is for Injury, That I inflict on myself, J is for Joy, Which I now cannot feel, K is for Knife, The pain makes this real, L is for Life, That just isnt fair, M is for Mask, Which I always wear, N is for Nothing, Thats what Ive become, O is for others, Who have left me alone, P if for Pain, Thats killing my soul, Q is for Questions, Hoping the answers will make me whole, R is for Razor, To cut into my skin, S is for Suicide, The self destructive sin, T is for Time, A is for Alone A is for Alone, Because thats how I am, B is for Beaten, But I dont give a damn, C is for Cutting, And I cant seem to stop, D is for Depression, The illness Ive got, E is for Everything, Thats plaguing my mind, F is for Feelings, Which I cant seem to find, H is for Hurting, Deep inside myself, I is for Injury, That I inflict on myself, J is for Joy, Which I now cannot feel, K is for Knife, The pain makes this real, L is for Life, That just isnt fair, M is for Mask, Which I always wear, N is for Nothing, Thats what Ive become, O is for others, Who have left me alone, P if for Pain, Thats killing my soul, Q is for Questions, Hoping the answers will make me whole, R is for Razor, To cut into my skin, S is for Suicide, The self destructive sin, T is for Time, Which goes ever so slow, U is for Unhealed, The scars that wont go, V is for Victim, I believe this is me, W is for Wounds, Which everyone can see, X marks the spot, Where my heart once was, Y is for Yearning, To end this lost cause. Comments (2) | Permalink Wednesday, May 24, 2006    Hi's!!! heys guys wats ups!!!i am just sitting here posting!!!2 more days!! ia m so excited!! well i will ot be able to get ot ppls sites todays becuz meh mmm will be home soon so i can basically only post!! and i will have another poem!!!!the last one i put on here was one that i wrote to!! i will put another one that i didnt write but think is kewl!! well how are you guys!!?? i am fine and have to go now so bai bai!!!! ~rissa~ A is for Alone A is for Alone, Because thats how I am, B is for Beaten, But I dont give a damn, C is for Cutting, And I cant seem to stop, D is for Depression, The illness Ive got, E is for Everything, Thats plaguing my mind, F is for Feelings, Which I cant seem to find, H is for Hurting, Deep inside myself, I is for Injury, That I inflict on myself, J is for Joy, Which I now cannot feel, K is for Knife, The pain makes this real, L is for Life, That just isnt fair, M is for Mask, Which I always wear, N is for Nothing, Thats what Ive become, O is for others, Who have left me alone, P if for Pain, Thats killing my soul, Q is for Questions, Hoping the answers will make me whole, R is for Razor, To cut into my skin, S is for Suicide, The self destructive sin, T is for Time, A is for Alone A is for Alone, Because thats how I am, B is for Beaten, But I dont give a damn, C is for Cutting, And I cant seem to stop, D is for Depression, The illness Ive got, E is for Everything, Thats plaguing my mind, F is for Feelings, Which I cant seem to find, H is for Hurting, Deep inside myself, I is for Injury, That I inflict on myself, J is for Joy, Which I now cannot feel, K is for Knife, The pain makes this real, L is for Life, That just isnt fair, M is for Mask, Which I always wear, N is for Nothing, Thats what Ive become, O is for others, Who have left me alone, P if for Pain, Thats killing my soul, Q is for Questions, Hoping the answers will make me whole, R is for Razor, To cut into my skin, S is for Suicide, The self destructive sin, T is for Time, A is for Alone A is for Alone, Because thats how I am, B is for Beaten, But I dont give a damn, C is for Cutting, And I cant seem to stop, D is for Depression, The illness Ive got, E is for Everything, Thats plaguing my mind, F is for Feelings, Which I cant seem to find, H is for Hurting, Deep inside myself, I is for Injury, That I inflict on myself, J is for Joy, Which I now cannot feel, K is for Knife, The pain makes this real, L is for Life, That just isnt fair, M is for Mask, Which I always wear, N is for Nothing, Thats what Ive become, O is for others, Who have left me alone, P if for Pain, Thats killing my soul, Q is for Questions, Hoping the answers will make me whole, R is for Razor, To cut into my skin, S is for Suicide, The self destructive sin, T is for Time, Which goes ever so slow, U is for Unhealed, The scars that wont go, V is for Victim, I believe this is me, W is for Wounds, Which everyone can see, X marks the spot, Where my heart once was, Y is for Yearning, To end this lost cause. Comments (0) | Permalink Tuesday, May 23, 2006    THX!!! thx to all for wishing me a happy b-day!!its actually the 27th buti know the way i talk about it it seems like it was this weekend!!! well i wont be able to get on friday bcuz meh mom will be off work!!!bu i am so glad i can get on now1!!!and since i gots meh a laptop then i wont have to hurry when i get home to rush and post~!!!! welll 3 days left and i will be glad when i get to sleep in!! how have you guys been????i have been pretty good and im going on vacaton to tennesee in Dale Hollow lake and then im going to NY with Sonic Dark Soul 5!!! well g2g if im going to get to ne ones sites!!! luv u bai bai!! ~rissa~ Comments (1) | Permalink Pages (26): [ First ][ Previous ] 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 [ Next ] [ Last ]   Anime | How to Draw Anime | Anime Wallpapers Top of Page