thx for you guys worrying about me!! i am a little sad but that was a poem i found and really liked!! i am sad though bcuz my best friend TJ and me are really close friends and i kinda asked him but then he said it was basically just friendship but were still really good friends and love and care about each other!! another reason though is that he lied and told me he wasnt going out with anyone and he is so yeah!! but ne ways other than that i am just fine!! last night i had a blast! me and my step mom went out to get our nails done then we came back and we all took her out to Don Pablos for dinner!! it was really good!! we then went to the fundome and skated till' 9:00 and it was hillarious bcuz my dad totally showed me up in skating!! he was really good(he's had yrs of practice though!!!) i also found out that everyone from school that i knew was there and it really freaked me out cuz i didnt know what was going on ut ten i found out that it was devons b-day party and i wasnt invited so yeah!!! but i still had fun cuz i was with my family!! well im going to start putting up poems and if you want to read them if not you dont have to but ill tell you if i find them or write them!! well heres another one!!
~rissa~
(this one really fits the TJ thing)
Why did we have to meet?
Why did I have to fall for you?
You've touched my life,
You've read my soul.
You became my friend but I felt more.
I asked you if you felt the same way,
But you only said no.
I was crushed and cried a little,
And have tried to move on,
Have tried to forget you.
But I just can't do that,
Because I love you.
i also liked this one!!
Cutting
The tip of the icy blade touches my fragile skin,
I grasp it tightly and drag it across my wrists.
Pain starts shooting up my arm.
Droplets of crimson blood start seeping out.
More and more,it doesn't stop.
An unexplainable bliss fills me.
Watching the blood seep out.
I feel calm , soothed and content.
I'm relesing all my pain,my hate from each drop.
The wound closes up, the blood stops seeping out.
My blissful heaven is gone.
My wonderful high is gone.
The harsh reality comes back to me.
All that is left of my heaven are scars.
With each tell a story,
A story that only I know.
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Thx!!!