Thursday, May 25, 2006

   hey wats up!!!

hey guys its meh night!!!! my mom is having meh party even though meh b-day isnt untill saturday!!! i have a couple of frinds coming over nd one of them i dont want to bcuz she was being a bitch to meh today!!! well i cant say that since i was the biggest bitch today to everyone bcuz i was in a horrible mood!! last night was so weird to! i couldnt stop crying at all! i just kept on and on and i have no clue!! well i am over TJ as a bf now and have accepted the fact of friendship!!!and im goingo talk to him tonight!!i wrote him a note tht said that i knew he didnt like meh llike that and that he didnt believe in love so he dindnt love meh and everything ad he said today that 1/2 of it wast true so i asked him wat wasnt and he said i dunno!!! and we just laughed!!! well g2g for now i luv u guys and i will not be on tomorrow bcuz meh mom will be home!! ~rissa~ A is for Alone A is for Alone, Because thats how I am, B is for Beaten, But I dont give a damn, C is for Cutting, And I cant seem to stop, D is for Depression, The illness Ive got, E is for Everything, Thats plaguing my mind, F is for Feelings, Which I cant seem to find, H is for Hurting, Deep inside myself, I is for Injury, That I inflict on myself, J is for Joy, Which I now cannot feel, K is for Knife, The pain makes this real, L is for Life, That just isnt fair, M is for Mask, Which I always wear, N is for Nothing, Thats what Ive become, O is for others, Who have left me alone, P if for Pain, Thats killing my soul, Q is for Questions, Hoping the answers will make me whole, R is for Razor, To cut into my skin, S is for Suicide, The self destructive sin, T is for Time, A is for Alone A is for Alone, Because thats how I am, B is for Beaten, But I dont give a damn, C is for Cutting, And I cant seem to stop, D is for Depression, The illness Ive got, E is for Everything, Thats plaguing my mind, F is for Feelings, Which I cant seem to find, H is for Hurting, Deep inside myself, I is for Injury, That I inflict on myself, J is for Joy, Which I now cannot feel, K is for Knife, The pain makes this real, L is for Life, That just isnt fair, M is for Mask, Which I always wear, N is for Nothing, Thats what Ive become, O is for others, Who have left me alone, P if for Pain, Thats killing my soul, Q is for Questions, Hoping the answers will make me whole, R is for Razor, To cut into my skin, S is for Suicide, The self destructive sin, T is for Time, A is for Alone A is for Alone, Because thats how I am, B is for Beaten, But I dont give a damn, C is for Cutting, And I cant seem to stop, D is for Depression, The illness Ive got, E is for Everything, Thats plaguing my mind, F is for Feelings, Which I cant seem to find, H is for Hurting, Deep inside myself, I is for Injury, That I inflict on myself, J is for Joy, Which I now cannot feel, K is for Knife, The pain makes this real, L is for Life, That just isnt fair, M is for Mask, Which I always wear, N is for Nothing, Thats what Ive become, O is for others, Who have left me alone, P if for Pain, Thats killing my soul, Q is for Questions, Hoping the answers will make me whole, R is for Razor, To cut into my skin, S is for Suicide, The self destructive sin, T is for Time, Which goes ever so slow, U is for Unhealed, The scars that wont go, V is for Victim, I believe this is me, W is for Wounds, Which everyone can see, X marks the spot, Where my heart once was, Y is for Yearning, To end this lost cause. Comments (2) « Home

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