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Wednesday, January 17, 2007
the first snow!
It snowed for the first time yesterday ^^ im so glad cuz i thought we would actually get through the winter without it. i know there are several thousand people in the mid-west who are hating me for saying that. but i cant help but be excited that i at least got to see a small amount of snow this year.
I feel like ive been in a bad mood for about 6 months. (you: huh?) lol and yes i just realized this yesterday. ^_^x Its very strange cuz it hit me out of nowhere. I have to be honest and say im not the most emotional person youd ever meet. In fact ive been called the Ice Queen on more than one occasion...which is more or less, exactly how i come across. I have to actually TRY to feel things. and most of the time i dont even bother. (why am i sharing this info?) well, for my benefit. Simply by sharing these things with others helps me to cope with expression. For the majority of my life i have shared Sesshomaru's expression: "if you cant understand my silence, you will never understand my words."
A talk with a friend yesterday helped me to realize that ive been living a half-life. You have to open up to feel anything good. And even though the ice is melting very slowly....im trying. and thats more than ive done for myself in a long time.
:end sappy expression:
so, thanks for reading this far
peace all around
~kenyo
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